Chapter 154: Chapter 154: the pain of living and pulling
Author: Joe Mai MACHINE TRANSLATION
In the afternoon, Mu Ru felt a faint pain in her stomach. She knew that the abortion drug must have taken effect. Her child must be leaving her soon, right?
She looked at the fish pond in front of the window and finally turned around. She quietly returned to the single bed that someone had stayed in before and lay down on it. The gray sheets and blanket were purely male in color. It was cold and stiff. There was no warmth at all.
The pain in her stomach gradually became clearer. She covered her stomach with both hands and looked at the room from the side. It was so simple and simple. Other than this bed, there was only the bedside table and a simple wardrobe.
Wardrobe?
Her gaze lingered there for a while. Then, she endured the pain and stood up. She went to the wardrobe and opened the Zipper. Only then did she realize that there were clothes inside, but they were all male.
She picked out a white male cotton t-shirt and spread it on the bed sheet. Although the child had not been in her stomach for a long time and should not have formed yet, she still wanted to give the child a white and pure world
The light outside the window became dimmer and dimmer. Gradually, nothing could be seen. Meanwhile, her abdomen was getting more and more painful, as if there was something rolling inside.
The pain, the pain of being pulled, it was as if there was a force grabbing something and pulling it down. There was also a force that wanted to resist this force, so it became a tug-of-war.
Mu Ru knew that this was because the child in her stomach was unwilling to come down. It wanted to use its last bit of strength to fight against the effects of the drug. This was human nature. Even if it was a fetus in her stomach, it also knew the right and fate to resist.
However, the child resisted the effects of the drug, and the final result was that she was in so much pain that her head was covered in sweat. Her hands were clenched into fists, and she couldn’t endure it or persevere, so she could only roll on the bed.
“Baby, ” she cried out in pain with tears streaming down her face. She held her abdomen with both hands She begged in a low voice, “baby, Mommy knows that you don’t want to leave. Mommy knows that you want to live well. Mommy knows that you love Mommy and can’t bear to be separated from Mommy. But, baby, this isn’t a decision that mommy can make alone. But, baby, it’s not that your mommy doesn’t love you. It’s just that she doesn’t have the ability to protect you. Baby, please, Forgive Mommy, okay There’s nothing mommy can do to protect you, baby… . .”
I do not know whether the child in the belly heard her crying and crying voice of prayer, in short, after she cried, the pain in the belly slowly reduced, gradually no pain.
Mu Ru wiped the sweat on her forehead with her hands. She lay on the bed and wiped her tears dry on the pillow. At this time, because of the pain in her stomach, she suddenly had a strange thought. Would the medicine she took lose its effect If the medicine lost its effect, would she be able to keep the child in her stomach?
However, she knew that her thoughts were just wishful thinking. When she struggled to sit up, Meng ran suddenly felt a warm liquid coming from her lower body.
She immediately gritted her teeth and got out of bed. She fumbled to turn on the lights on the wall. When she turned around, she found that the white cotton t-shirt that was laid on the bed was already stained with red flower blood.
The baby in her belly was obviously going to die.