You Seemed To Hate Me
“I…” Kathleen paused, then she sighed and said, “I don’t know either.”
Charles frowned slightly. Seeing that, Kathleen explained, “Actually, all I know is that his surname is
Hoover. He never told me anything about himself.”
“Hoover?” Charles frowned harder.
“Do you remember someone once said Granny was quite close to someone with the same surname?”
“I’ve lost my memory,” Kathleen said flatly.
“The only answer I can give you is that I don’t remember it.” Charles’ face flushed with embarrassment.
He had forgotten about that.
“Where’s your room?”
Samuel’s indifferent gaze was instantly filled with gentleness and affection when he looked at
Kathleen.
“The first floor. There’s a room in there,” said Kathleen.
“Okay.” Samuel pushed her into the house and headed for the room. The room had a massive floor-to-
ceiling window—the kind of windows Kathleen loved. She liked the feeling of having sunlight pouring
into the house.
“This is fine. Thank you,” Kathleen said softly.
“Do you need me to carry you to the bed?” Samuel asked in a deep and gentle voice.
“It’s okay.” Kathleen shook her head gently. Samuel noticed her slight resistance toward him.
“So… Let’s talk again after you get some rest?” He knew Kathleen was avoiding him. In fact, he knew
the exact thing she was afraid of as well. Even if she had lost her memory, her understanding and fear
of him never disappeared.
“Okay.” Kathleen nodded.
“Eil will be here in a while. I’ve sent someone to bring over the children’s necessities, too.” Samuel
squatted to look at her at eye level.
“Do you mind if I take a look around the house? I’m worried there might be some spots that the workers
missed during renovation. I don’t want you and the children to get hurt.” Kathleen nodded.
“Go ahead. Eil and Desi are your children, too. It’s totally normal for you to be meticulous with things
related to them.” Samuel smiled and hummed in agreement. Finally, he stood up and exited the room.
Only then did Kathleen breathe a sigh of relief. She could not help but feel stressed when she was in
Samuel’s presence.
For some unknown reason, Samuel’s gaze made her anxious. The feeling of being totally exposed,
trapped, and helpless made her uneasy. Samuel’s too terrifying. He’s always watching me so intently.
I’d always know he’s there, even if he does nothing. He’s like a deep pit I’d fall into once I make a
wrong move. Ugh… He’s too scary!
“Mommy!” A boy’s childish voice traveled into the room. Kathleen turned sideways and spotted a little
boy who looked like a spitting image of Samuel. Her red lips curled into a smile.
“You seemed to hate me when we last met.” Eil already knew Kathleen was Gizem. His ears flushed
red, and he said embarrassedly, “I didn’t know that was you.”
“Of course, it’s not your fault.” Kathleen extended her hand.
“Come here.” Eil walked over and slipped his soft and tiny hand into hers. Mommy’s hands are so
warm. And they’re so slender and soft.
“Mommy, Desi says we can stay here with you. Is that true?” Eil asked expectantly. Kathleen nodded.
“Of course, it’s true.” Being the more observant child, Eil asked, “Mommy, are you not planning to
remarry Daddy?”
Kathleen fell silent for a while. Finally, she gathered her courage and admitted, “Eil, I don’t want to lie to
you. I’ve lost my memory. For now, I might find it awkward to live with a stranger.”
“What about the last time?” Eil was a curious child.
“That’s because of work. He was my employer, while I was his employee,” Kathleen explained, though
she was not sure if Eil actually understood her words. True enough, Eil did not get her words
completely. Just then, Desi came to the room.
“Hey, Eil. You’re here, too!” She seemed quite excited. “I’ve checked out the rooms. Do you want to see
them?”
“Nah.” Eil shook his head. Desi pouted.
“You’re going to let Mommy’s efforts go to waste. She got someone to decorate the room nicely for
you.”
“Really?” Eil looked at Kathleen in surprise.
“Not really,” Kathleen said honestly.
“I just asked the staff to redecorate the room with some of the things you like.”
“I like it as long as it’s made by you,” Eil stated without hesitation. When Eil was with Samuel, he acted
maturely. However, when he was in Kathleen’s presence, he completely transformed into a child. It was
not Samuel’s strict methods that pressured Eil to act that way. Rather, it was Eil who matured faster
compared to other children. He knew the responsibilities he had, which made him work hard to become
more dependable. Now that he had a mother, he felt as if there was someone he could depend on.
Thus, he allowed himself to behave more like a child.
“Mommy, I’ll go take a look,” Eil said excitedly. Kathleen nodded.
“Sure. Go on.”
“I’ll take you there, Eil!” Desi grabbed Eil’s hand and pulled him out of the room. A warm smile
appeared on Kathleen’s delicate face as she watched the children leave. Standing by the doorway,
Charles remarked, “You three seem to get along well.”
“They’re my children, after all,” Kathleen responded plainly.
“What’s up?” Charles paused for a while. He then stepped into the room and said in a grim tone,
“Granny wants to see you.” Kathleen was slightly taken aback.
“Please give me a few more days. I still need time to digest some things here.”
“Okay.” Charles did not expect Kathleen to show reluctance. Though they had found Kathleen, the one
they were currently seeing was drastically different from the Kathleen they were used to. The old
Kathleen was too soft-hearted. This new Kathleen, however, seemed tougher and more composed.
Kathleen asked in an unhurried manner, “Is there anything else?”
“No. That’s all. Get some rest.” Charles quickly left the room, feeling awkward. When he arrived in the
living room, he bumped into Samuel.
“Kate has changed a lot,” Charles commented with a frown, feeling worried.
“No matter how much she changes, she’s still Kathleen.” Samuel’s voice was deep and calm. Charles
let out a slight snort.
“I never said she isn’t. It’s a good thing that she shuns you along with me.”
“It’s only right for her to dislike me,” said Samuel monotonously.
“After all, I did many things that hurt her in the past.” Charles scoffed, “Glad you know that.” Samuel
shot him a glare and went into the kitchen. Charles was feeling rather bored, but he did not want to go
home. So, he followed Samuel into the kitchen. Seeing Samuel taking out ingredients from the
refrigerator, Charles asked, “What are you doing?”
“It’s already four o’clock. I’m going to make them dinner before leaving,” Samuel answered. Charles
was dumbstruck by his response. Once Eil and Desi were done viewing the rooms, they returned to
Kathleen’s room. All three of them lay on the bed, and Kathleen told them stories until night arrived.
Desi’s stomach growled. “Mommy, I’m hungry.”
“I’ll go check out the kitchen.” Kathleen sat up right away. Just then, the door opened, and Samuel
appeared with a solemn gaze. “Are you all hungry? Dinner’s ready.” Kathleen was puzzled.
“You’re still here?”
“I’m going to leave soon.” Samuel entered the room.
“Anyway, I made some dinner.”
“Daddy, aren’t you eating with us?” asked Desi sadly. Samuel patted her head.
“I’m not. You two shall eat with Mommy.” Desi quickly fixed her big eyes on Kathleen.
“Mommy?” Kathleen flushed awkwardly. She turned to Samuel and asked, “Why don’t you stay for
dinner?”
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