Seeing the blood on her hand, Jessie was also shocked and a sense of uneasiness arose in her heart.
What happened to her...
Seeing that Jessie was in a daze just now, Grace tried her best not to comfort, "my lady, don't worry. I'll
call Derek right now. You'll be fine."
Grace ran to make a phone call. Not knowing what had happened, Jessie stared blankly at the bowl of
white bird's nest porridge.
She stroked her belly gently. She murmured, "Baby, baby...
Derek came over soon after he got the phone.
After a series of tests and blood tests, Derek looked at the results and lowered his eyes slightly, with a
serious expression on his face.
"Derek, should we tell her this result?" Seeing how depressed Jessie was now, Finn was a little
worried.
The poison in Jessie's body had not taken effect for a period of time. They had been monitoring her
everyday, and did not find anything unusual. But today, she suddenly felt a sharp pain in her chest. It
might be the reason why she vomited blood. In addition, there were also some strange factors such as
the fetuses and other components.
If it went on like this, not only her baby but also her own life would be threatened.
After thinking for a while, Derek said, "don't tell her the truth. Give her the medicine we've studied and
see what's going on."
"But the antidote hasn't been developed yet."
"What else do you think we can do?"
"……" Finn was speechless. They had no other choice. However, the baby was too young to be told
anything, but they were ready not to keep it.
The poison began to spread all over the body with the blood. As things developed in this way, it would
not take long for more organs to collapse, let alone the child that relied on the mother.
"Derek, shall we ask young master? After all, we don't know what side effects the medicine will have
and what other problems will be caused. Once used, many uncertain things will come up. I'm afraid... "
Because once Jessie was injected with the drug, she would undoubtedly be the first rat to take the
drug. If there was something wrong with the drug, they would not be able to bear the responsibility.
But he really didn't know what to do without using medicine.
Just as Derek was about to call Mark, there was a sudden sound of Jessie behind him.
"Am I dying?"
Derek and Finn turned around. When they saw Jessie, they were speechless and didn't know how to
reply.
Jessie walked forward. Her pale face was just a little tired, and there was no sign of uneasiness.
She said calmly, "you don't have to hide it from me. I know my own health. I just want to know how to
keep my child."
Finn," ..."
Derek knew that it was impossible to hide it, and he did not intend to hide it. He said directly, "the child
must be unable to be kept, it's just a matter of time. We're going to apply medicine to you, mostly
because of you. "
"It can't be kept?" Jessie felt a pang in her heart. Although she had expected this result, she still
couldn't help but feel heartbroken.
"Your medicine might not be able to save me, either, right?"
Seeing Derek and Finn both silent, Jessie smiled bitterly. Since she could not be saved, there was no
need to waste any labor and money.
Anyway, the result was doomed to be futile.
Seeing that Jessie wanted to give up, Finn immediately explained, "Don't be dejected. Although the
drug hasn't completely succeeded, there are at least 50% of the chance, haven't you? Take a look at
young master. He is searching for blood all over the world to help you with the antidote. We have
worked so hard. You can't give up so easily. "
Hearing that, Jessie looked at her in a daze, and didn't know how to feel.
She didn't want to die because she still had a brother to take care of. But even if she tried her best to
live, the reality was not that easy as she thought.
"How long can I live if I don't take the medicine?"
"…… It's hard to say. Given your current condition, it may be two months. But we can't control the
development of the poison. Maybe... "
"That's to say, I can live two months at most, or maybe even less than two months."
Derek remained silent.
Jessie continued to ask, "what if I take medicine? How long can I live? "
"It's hard to say. If this poison could detoxify you, then you was totally fine. If there's anything wrong, or
if there are other unexpected factors, it may immediately cause death. "
That is to say, without medicine, you can live two months at most; if you take medicine, you may
recover or die faster.
None of these two choices was for her. Whichever she chose, it was like she was gambling her life.
Recover...
Although she believed that Derek would do his best to study the antidotes and save her, she didn't
believe herself.
She was not so lucky.
Seeing that Jessie was in silence, Finn felt bad. See her hesitate between the two choices. No matter
the pain of losing her child or the sadness in the face of death, it is not something that ordinary people
can accept.
While what worried Jessie was the peaceful life in this village.
For a long time, Jessie asked.
"You can do whatever you want. I only have one request. Don't let my child leave me so soon." This
might be her first child, or perhaps the only child in her life. Even if she knew that he would leave, she
still hoped that they could spend more time together.
He was so young that she couldn't even touch him. If possible, she would like to listen more to his
heartbeat and see the dark mass.
At least she could remember the baby was here forever.
Derek knew clearly about what was required by Jessie, but he was very embarrassed.
If they had a way to make the best of both worlds, he would not want to kill this little life, but obviously,
they could not do it.
"Well, Mrs. Jessie, there is nothing I can do about it." Derek said, "General medicines have an impact
on the fetus, not to mention those antidotes refined from various medicines. Not to mention the
changes of the medicine in the body, just to mention the medicine into the body, the fetus will begin to
absorb the medicine, which will cause a miscarriage. By that time, your body will only be injured and
may be disable to be pregnant anymore even if the poison is removed. "
Infertile?
However, she really didn't want to see her baby die like this.
She didn't want to hurt him.
Her hands clung to her belly. Even though there was no change there, she could still feel that her child
was just like her. He didn't want to leave, didn't want to die, and he wanted to live.
If she had the heart to kill him, he would have hated her.
If a child asked her why she didn't want him and why she killed him in the dream, how could she
answer it?
Is she doing this for herself and her future another baby?
She suddenly raised her head and looked at Derek firmly, "since I can't live without medicine for at
most two months, then let's wait and see. I have to keep my child. "
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