Rogelio stopped and smiled at me. Then he stood up and sat back to his seat.
Rogelio said to me, "It seems that we haven't seen each other for a long time."
"Yes, it has been fifty seven days."
Rogelio's eyes flickered. I realized that I had made a mistake as soon as I spoke out the words. "I
mean it's almost two months." I corrected.
I didn't know whether Rogelio really didn't mind it or he just pretended that he didn't hear anything. His
expression was calm.
Then Rogelio turned around and started the car.
I thought he would drive me home directly, but he didn't. instead, he parked his car by the river and got
off the car to the guardrail.
With one of his hands on the handrail of the handrail, Rogelio stared at the glistening River, and
suddenly, a cold evening wind came.
I didn't know why Rogelio brought me here, but I didn't ask. I just accompanied him silently and stood
with him.
"Your movie is about to release, right? When will it be displayed? "
"The director said it's under preparation now. If everything goes well, it can be displayed at the end of
this month."
I clenched the handrail, and said to Rogelio apologetically, "Sorry, I grabbed the role of Amy."
Rogelio smiled lightly and said, "It doesn't matter. You don't need to say sorry. Amy has a lot of
resources and it's no big deal for her to lose one. What's more, you are more suitable to play this role
than her."
"But those reports..."
"You did all these just for hype. I know it and she herself also agrees with it."
Once again, both of us fell into silence.
"Are you cold?"
I shook my head, "No."
But my body was more honest than my mouth. I couldn't help shivering.
Rogelio smiled, which made me blush.
He took off his coat and put it on me.
I refused and wanted him to get dressed. "You'll get cold, too."
Rogelio pressed his hand on mine. "I'm not cold. You wear it."
Rogelio looked at me with his bright eyes. At that moment, I seemed to feel something different.
But after a short while, Rogelio looked at the river and put down his hand.
"I don't know why, I just want to stay outside for a while, you can stay with me for a while."
I felt that he had something on his mind, but I didn't know if I should ask him. After some hesitation, I
chose to remain silent and look at him quietly.
"I know it's a miracle for me to wake up, and I'm lucky too. But somehow I always feel that something
important is missing in my life. But no matter how hard I try, I just can't find it. "
"Maybe it's only temporary. You just woke up, so you had some psychological reaction to some extent."
Rogelio shook his head. "I don't know. I just don't think it's what I want. What is the loss on earth? Or
something I couldn't remember? "
I encouraged him. "Just forget it. The most important thing now is to live a happy life. Just be what you
like and make yourself happy. When you wake up, you will be a brand new one. You don't have to live
the way you used to be. "
Rogelio turned to look at me and asked, "Is that okay?"
"Why not? Past isn't the best life. You should be responsible for yourself for the present, not necessary,
and be responsible for yourself in the past. Take it as a completely different life, a new life, not the
previous one. "
"That makes sense."
"Are you feeling better now?"
Rogelio smiled warmly. "I'm feeling much better now. Do you know that, Jasmine?"
"Know what?"
"Every time I'm with you, I can't feel what I have lost."
I looked into his eyes, how I wished I was the part that made him feel missing. But I knew it was
impossible. He loved Michelle.
"You just need someone to talk to you. I believe when Amy finished her movie, you will not feel that and
you will be very happy."
"Michelle, she is indeed very busy."
Rogelio added, "Can I talk with you like this in the future?"
I really wanted to tell Rogelio that I wanted to chat with him every day and I want to see him every day.
But Rogelio added, "Never mind. I'm afraid your boyfriend Daniel will be unhappy."
I should have told Rogelio that Daniel and I were just hyping it. But I didn't explain it, instead, I chose to
admit it.
I knew I shouldn't have stayed with Rogelio in this way. I was just a friend of him when I was with him,
but to me, I had suffered from an unreachable pain when I was with him.
Just like now, I didn't know how to face him.
It would make me happy to stay with him for a short time, but then there would be more pain and
longing.
Rogelio asked, "You are also seldom together, right?"
I lied to him, "we seldom meet."
"By video?"
I nodded, "sort of."
Rogelio's mouth twitched. "We are indeed suffering from the unrequited love."
"Do you have video call with Amy every day?"
Rogelio nodded, "It should be said several times a day."
I could feel the unhappiness in my heart. "It seems that you really miss each other very much."
"How about you and Daniel? How are you getting along? "
"Of course not as good as your relationship with Amy."
"Do you also feel empty when you miss him?"
Looking at Rogelio's face, I couldn't control the emotions in my eyes.
I took a deep breath and said to Rogelio, "Yes, when I miss him, I feel empty. I feel sad. Sometimes I
wished that she had never met such a good man. Since I met him, why can't he belong to me? Why
should I suffer so much? Just because I am not good enough, do I have no right to be happy? "
"Jasmine!"
I realized that I gradually lost control of my emotions. I retracted my gaze and looked at the river, trying
to suppress the emotions in my heart.
"Are you two in trouble?"
I said to Rogelio, "A marriage that doesn't have the approval of the elders is doomed to be unhappy,
isn't it?"
I thought Rogelio would say some comforting words or some measures, but he said to me, "Since you
are not recognized by his elders, you should break up earlier."
I asked him sadly, "do you also think we should break up without the approval of the elders?"
"You look unhappy. I don't think it's necessary to hold on."
I couldn't help but pulled the clothes that Rogelio was putting on me, "what if it is your mother who
objects to the marriage? What will you choose? "
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