She looked at him with unprecedented seriousness, her face blushed.
It was the second time she said that to Ben. The first time was when she met him.
At that time, she just thought he was excellent and just fell in love with her.
So she was desperate to marry him.
At that time, Ben calmly and silently looked at each other, and then he raised the corners of his mouth
with a sneer.
She began to feel inferior at that time. She thought she was not good enough, so he laughed at her.
However, she was not that kind of timid woman. She would fight for what she liked, even if it was
blatant.
So she followed and clung to him. Sometimes she just stayed away from him when he was annoyed.
Distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Every time she was absent for a period of time, she could feel the vitality on Ben's face.
However, every time they had dinner, Ben looked energetic. While it was raining in her mind.
She looked at him, who was high spirited and vigorous. She felt happy with him, but also bitter.
Last time, it was Ben who sneered at her, and this time, it was Ben who remained calm.
Ben turned around and fixed his eyes on her serious face. He didn't seem to be surprised by her
words.
He seemed to have expected this words by Wendy.
"I know you are always surrounded by women, but it's different..."
Wendy continued as Simon didn't say a word.
But her heart was so painful that she almost suffocated. He had a lot of women.
When she asked him this question herself, she used to think that she could be calm and calm.
But now it seemed that she overestimated herself.
Because her heart was very painful now
At the same time, she was so afraid. She was so scared that Ben would not take any responsibility for
her.
Even though she forced a smile and tried to comfort herself, she couldn't deceive herself as she felt so
sad in her heart.
Only she herself knew how painful she was.
Ben looked at her calmly, and slowly said in a somewhat indifferent tone, "what's the difference?
Women were always gentle and charming. A seductive demon. Enchanting, as cold as ice... "
"It seems that you know a lot about women."
Wendy interrupted him impatiently.
What else did he want? She gave up her dignity and dignity and badgered him just to wait for the day
when he could see her good.
But now, it seemed that. This result seemed to be wrong.
She didn't forget his hurtful words he said earlier today.
He said that she shamelessly stuck with him and desired to be touched by him.
Now, she had given him her most precious thing, but he had laughed at her even more.
It was the first time they met. He was so arrogant that he didn't take her seriously.
Compared with the first time they met, now zed's indifference and some sarcasm in his eyes made
Jean feel as if a knife were piercing her heart.
Ben's thin lips slightly hooked, and his black eyes were as calm as usual. He still stared at her face with
interest, but did not speak.
Wendy felt a bit suffocated by his attitude. It was even more embarrassing for her than directly refusing
him.
"Ben, are you a man?"
Annoyed, Wendy blurted out.
What she meant was very obvious that he should be responsible for her
The man stared at her angry face with dark eyes.
"Aren't you responsible for it? Does it have anything to do with me? "
Ben naturally understood what she meant. He seemed to tease her, but with a bit seriousness on his
lips.
Wendy didn't know how to answer his questions. And his words would only make her more at a loss.
"I don't care. It's all your fault."
Wendy kicked the quilt away, leaving her legs on the bed.
Ben looked at her with a particularly serious expression this time.
Wendy stopped and peeped at his face. When she saw his serious face, her heart seemed to be
extracted in an instant.
It hurt It hurt
It seemed that her self-knowledge and worries were totally right.
Sure enough, Ben would not be responsible for her.
It had always been her extravagant hope. She wouldn't do that.
If a person's heart was hurt thoroughly, he or she would be numb to death.
Ben directly saw through what was on Wendy's mind. He said in a low and serious voice, "what do you
want me to do?"
Wendy froze, and her eyes lost their vitality.
He finally spoke it out. His tone had implied everything. His cold and hard face seemed not to melt
because of anything.
"Or, what do you think I can do?"
Ben's voice went up, and his voice clearly mixed with a bit of anger.
Wendy stared at him, dumbfounded. He could be irresponsible to her, but why was he angry.
She found that she really knew nothing about Ben, let alone get into his heart.
She finally found that she was a complete fool.
Wendy got exasperated, and when she realized what had happened, she shouted at Ben: "then why do
you touch me? It's not nobody who wants me."
Gradually, her eyes were filled with sadness and despair.
She had been able to say that before, but now it was different
She had given him her most precious thing.
Why should she excessively expect other people to give her happiness.
"You are so beautiful, and nobody dislikes you now."
Ben said in a plain tone, looking at her seriously. His hard and cold profile did not soften by the
disheartened expression on her face at all.
He frowned and looked at Wendy irritably.
This woman was so immature, only a 'one night'. Love?... '.
She was so overreacted.
Although it was only a few hours, it was undeniable that her taste was very beautiful.
Other women could never compete with her.
His cold and sharp words like a sharp knife directly pierced Wendy's chest.
She stared at him with her ashen eyes.
How could he treat her as a plaything.
After a long time, a wry smile appeared on Wendy's face.
She asked for it, didn't she?
She blamed herself.
"Haha I don't care what other men think of me Why, it's you. "
She only cared about him, but he hated her the most.
She finally understood why would Ben do this. He is not interested in women. If she had lost her
chastity a long time ago, he would not even bother to touch her.
Wendy suddenly looked up at him sadly, and said seriously, "Ben, it's all my fault. I stuck with you
shamelessly, and unexpectedly hoped you to marry me. How ridiculous!"
She said and tears fell down again.
She wasn't a woman who liked to cry. But after she was violently bullied by Ben during the dinner, she
really couldn't control her tears.
She hated her tears as they were so weak. But
She couldn't control her grief any more.
She had thought about a lot of possibilities. He would hesitate to consider, and he would be responsible
for her. If she agreed, he would ask her to give him some time to consider.
But she never thought that he would be so cold and calm.
So, he told her calmly that he was always surrounded by women.
Obviously, his eyes told her that he had played with her.
She had got his hand, so she could decide whether to stay or leave in the future.
Ben came to her and looked at her crying face.
"My virginity is not true"
Wendy suddenly proposed.
She said it so directly without considering her own dignity. She didn't feel embarrassed to say it.
Compared with the humiliation that Ben gave her, this was just a drop in the bucket.
She had been completely hurt by him. She lost all her dignity and everything. She lost everything.
Ben asked quietly, clenching his hands unconsciously.
He was stimulated by her words. Maybe only he knew the reason.
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