When I finished saying this, there was only silence on the phone.
Long time.
I finally heard a man with a slightly husky voice say, “OK, You will come to my office at 10 am
tomorrow.”
The office?
After all, it’s the office and meeting me now seemed to be a business.
I can’t accept it, but what can I do if I don’t?
I promised, “OK, I will be there on time.”
The next morning, Daisy went to the company training, and I got up to make up.
This was probably the longest time I have ever made up. I covered the scars on my face so tightly that I
tried to make it look less discomfited with some skills about shadow and light.
It was the last side, after all.
I picked a beige long sweater from the closet with boots and a coat of the same color.
Standing in front of the mirror, the whole person looked very young, very beautiful.
Without removing the mask.
I put on the new cartoon meow face mask that I bought before, which was perfect to cover my own
shortcomings.
I left at 9:30, and got downstairs at ten on time.
When I got to the lobby, before I reached the front desk, I saw Eric coming in my direction, then he
stopped a meter from me and said respectfully, “Miss Carter. Mr. Jessop is waiting for you upstairs.”
I followed Eric to the elevator.
Because I trusted Eric, I asked, “Do you know when he was engaged to Cindy?”
“well..I do not know anything about Mr. Jessop’s personal life.” Eric answered. He paused, and said a
little sorry, “Miss Carter, I also asked Mr. Jessop about this, but he reprimanded me harshly.”
“Thank you.”
I was thanking Eric for talking to me.
The elevator reached the top floor.
The elevator door opened and the entire top floor was empty, and Amanda’s seat was empty.
Eric took me to Sean’s office and left.
I pushed the door in.
The office was the same as before. Sean was sitting at his large desk, looking at a few documents in
his hands.
He saw me in, raising his eyes slightly, but there was no extra expression on his face, but he just said,
“Don’t you have something to tell me? You say it.”
With a look of alienation.
It was like he was talking to a subordinate instead of a woman he had a relationship with.
Sean’s estrangement made me a little uncomfortable and I did not even know how to say it for a while.
Sean’s eyes were always on the file.
He waited for a while, seeing that I didn’t speak, then put down the file, and said impatiently, “I’m busy,
if you have nothing to say, just go.”
I looked at him in a trance.
Was this Sean?
The man seemed to be just another man with the same face and body as Sean.
At least not long ago, Sean, whom I knew, would care about me, would love me, and would talk to me
tenderly.
Oh, I remembered when he took the blocker for me, I said he was crazy.
He said, “I am crazy when you are dead.”
At that moment, the attention in his eyes still lingered in my mind.
How long has it been and how did it become like this?
I had so much to say, but I could not get it out of my throat, and after a long struggle, I asked, “When
did you and Cindy decide to get married?”
“It has been almost six months.”
Sean answered.
I was stunned, “more than half a year?” His answer really made me laugh, and I looked at him
inconceivably, “Since you have been engaged for more than half a year, why do you still do those
useless things?”
“Why did you chase me again? Why were you being nice to me??
“Why did you bring me back from abroad? Why did you say you will be crazy if I am dead?”
“Why did you let me live in The Best Home and pretend to be with me for a long time?”
I asked him questions one by one, like depression in my heart!
Sean’s face did not change at all.
It was as if I was talking about something that has nothing to do with him.
He lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, “I can’t live with Cindy before I get married, and
I am more addicted to having sex with you.”
“So I am a bed companion, am I?”
“You can say that.”
Sean’s words made my heart ache.
But I knew I can’t cry, in front of him I can’t show weakness!
My nails ran into the meat, and I worked hard to endure tears for a long time before walking to the
man’s desk. “Sean, you tell me now that you are telling the truth. You have nothing to hide! If you tell a
lie, you will be dead by lightning!”
After all, I was still not reconciled.
“Well, I swear.” Sean looked up and looked at me. “If I tell a lie, I will be hacked by thunder and die.”
“Sean, Sean, you are so mean! That is so funny!” After listening to the man, the tears finally fell
uncontrollably. I looked at him. “What’s more terrible is that you are still a good actor. You tricked me
into giving you my heart willingly!”
I used to feel like I did not like to cry.
But at this moment I only realized that being bullied when I was a child was just a pain in the flesh. The
pain in my heart was really hurting now! !!
A drop of my tears fell on the document in front of the man.
With a slight frown, Sean pushed the document aside and pointed to the space in front of him and said,
“if you do not mind, I can do it again. After today, let's not owe each other.”
Do it again?
When I saw him say this, his eyes have become soft.
For the last time, let me indulge.
My heart has made a decision for me. I walked to him, no longer suppressing my emotions, and flew
into his arms all at once. My tears fell down.
His big palm fell behind my back and patted gently.
He did not say anything.
I cried for a long time and said to myself, “Sean, if I had a choice, I would not love you. I would rather
never met you.”
“okay”
His voice was gentle.
“I had a secret that I had never told you.”
“What?”
I did not answer him directly, but said, “I did not tell you this secret because I wanted to leave you. I am
afraid you will not let me go after I said that. But at this moment, I really want to leave you, I will tell
you.”
“okay. Just tell me.”
Sean’s voice was gentle.
It was like we had never had a gap, like we had always been the same.
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