Chapter 4018: A Perfect Match (214)
Gong Shaoying smiled helplessly. “The fact is that the first personality cannot be destroyed. This is because the first personality is the original personality, and the second personality is the derived personality. Many studies have shown that other than the first personality, the other personalities can be destroyed. Even if the first personality disappears, it’s only because it’s temporarily sealed.”
“…”
“The way to wake the first personality is simple. But unless the first destroys the second, it’s hard to get the first personality to dominate.”
“…”
Yun Shishi suddenly felt a sharp pain in her heart. Both the first and second personalities were her son. Both the kind and the callous boy were her own flesh and blood. Whichever personality, she didn’t want to give it up so easily.
To have the first personality destroy the second? Why put the boy through such a cruel decision?
“Is there no…” Her lips suddenly trembled violently. “Is there no other way?”
Gong Shaoying shook his head silently. “Shishi, I understand your feelings. Just as I want Youyou to be well, there’s no perfect solution.”
“You understand my feelings?” Yun Shishi snorted at that. “You understand? If you did, you wouldn’t be so cruel as to destroy the boy’s first personality!”
“It wasn’t destroyed by me.” Gong Shaoying’s tone was very calm. “No matter how powerful I am, I can’t infiltrate the child’s consciousness. It might be a little abstract for me to say this, but in short, no one except the second personality can communicate with the first personality.”
Her face went rigid as ice. “I don’t believe it…” Her eyes were empty as she muttered, “I don’t believe it. There’s only one cruel way! There has to be another way!”
“Shishi…”
Yun Shishi shot to her feet. “Don’t you dare call me that! You have no right to call me that!”
Gong Shaoying fell silent. He didn’t dare say anything else, for fear of unintentionally saying something to set her off. She was too sensitive. He must treat it with care.
“Calm down. Maybe there’s some other way. Give me a little more time. I’ll definitely think of something.”.....
“That’s not necessary! All you can think of are cruel solutions. All you can think of is the cruel strangulation of his personality. You are the executioner!” In the heat of the moment, she spoke almost without thinking.
Because of her words, Gong Shaoying’s heart ached so much that he almost suffocated. However, he remained silent and allowed her to vent her anger. He understood that her emotions were pent up to the breaking point and needed an outlet. He indulged her, allowing her to vent her emotions.
“That’s all for today. I hope you can respect yourself in the future and stop interfering in my life!” She added, “In any case, the boy is my son. No matter what, I’m going to get back the boy he used to be. You don’t have to worry about anything else!”
With that, she stalked off without looking back.
Gong Shaoying stood up and was about to run after her when he realized how resolute she was. He lost the courage to run after her. He had lost. And he admitted defeat. However, he had only himself to blame. He had failed Mu Qingcheng, and he had failed his daughter. He had brought this upon himself. He could not blame anyone else.