Chapter 1030: I’m Trying to Let You Go
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Ye Shengge was heavily suppressed by him. She panted heavily and did not even have the strength to scold him. Of course, she also did not have the strength to answer his question.
Her face was pale and her red lips were slightly parted from her panting. She stared at him with her bright black eyes, seemingly crying and laughing at the same time.
“Shengge…” Ji Shiting pressed his forehead against hers as his chest heaved up and down. His voice was very low and deep. “I know it’s not because you hate me, but because you love me too much.”
Hence, she could not tolerate his lack of love.
“That’s right.” Ye Shengge took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice, “So, you’ll understand if I sleep in the second bedroom, right?”
Ji Shiting stared at her with his dark eyes. After a long while, he said in a low voice, “I promise I won’t disturb you anymore. Is that okay?”
The man’s tone carried a hint of imperceptible pleading.
Ye Shengge’s heart ached and she resisted the urge to cry.
“No, Ji Shiting, let’s not meet before I join the crew,” she said word by word.
Ji Shiting’s pupils dilated and his breathing became unusually heavy.
“Ye Shengge.” He exerted strength in his hands and his tall body closed in on her. “You mean you want to separate from me?”
“No.” She laughed softly all of a sudden. “I’m trying to let go of you so we’ll both be better off. If I succeed, we can be a harmonious married couple.”
However, those words did not make Ji Shiting feel relaxed or comforted. The lines on his face were extremely taut, as if he was going unusually against this practice, yet he could not find any reason to refute.
Reason being he knew that she was right. He could not selfishly ask her to love him as she had in the past. Now, her feelings for him had become the main cause of her torment.
However, even though he knew this, he still could not tolerate this outcome. He did not dare to imagine that he would one day become an insignificant existence in her life.
Ji Shiting did not know if it was a possessive desire or an obsession left in his subconscious mind.
“Shengge…” He called her name in a low voice, but then he was suddenly speechless and could only bite his cheek.
Ye Shengge could clearly see the resistance and rejection on his face. There was even some helplessness and panic.
Ye Shengge suddenly closed her eyes, as if she didn’t want to let him affect her decision.
“If you have no objections, can you let me leave?” she asked in a hoarse and calm voice.
“No.” The man said in a voice seemed to have become even lower than before. “When you leave for filming, I won’t bother you, but for the next three days, we should stay together.”
“It’s only three days. What’s the difference?” Ye Shengge said as she held her tears back.
“You’re restless when you sleep at night.” The man’s Adam’s apple bobbed. “I’m worried about you sleeping alone.”
“Jinchen and Jinqing sleep on one bed each but you’re not worried.” Ye Shengge was expressionless.
“You talk in your sleep all the time and you even call my name.” Ji Shiting looked at her. “At least at that time, I can hug you. That way, you can sleep more peacefully.”
Ye Shengge was stunned for a moment before her face turned red.
“Impossible!” She denied instinctively.
If he had disappeared three years ago, she might have shouted his name in her dreams. But now, that was impossible!
However, Ji Shiting did not make fun of her or argue with her. He just looked at her silently.. There seemed to be no emotion in his dark eyes, but there also seemed to be too many emotions.