2735 My Love
Xia Jinyuan rarely lost his composure. It could be said that Ye Jian had never seen him lose his composure. In Ye Jian’s heart, his image was like a giant or a mountain that couldn’t be crossed. Even when she entered the snow mountain and lost contact with the soldiers at the military depot to save the cultural troop that was trapped by the avalanche, the man in front of her didn’t lose his composure.
At that time, she had Demon King Li, J5, Long Eagle, and other comrades by her side. When he found her, he didn’t panic.
That was because she wasn’t alone at that time.
This time, she was the only one facing such bad weather and a dangerous situation. This man was afraid.
He was really afraid of losing her.
!!
Her neck was burning with pain from his bite, but her heart was burning hot. It was so hot that tears welled up in her eyes.
“All of you were waiting for me to come back. How could I let anything happen to me? Nothing would’ve happened! Captain Xia, for you, for myself, and for my family, I won’t let anything happen to me. I’ll definitely protect myself well and make you feel at ease.”
Ye Jian’s heart was burning with passion. She spoke softly and tried her best to comfort this man who lost his composure because of her.
Xia Jinyuan was really scared. Really scared!
He wasn’t afraid of bullets. Even if he got shot, it was a calamity that soldiers would have to go through. As a special forces soldier, it was absurd to think that he could get away without getting hit by bullets!
Hence, even if he knew that Ye Jian was shot one day, he wouldn’t be so afraid.
But this time, he was scared. He was really scared!
She faced all kinds of dangers alone. He really didn’t want to experience this kind of fear a second time.
However, it also made him realize that danger was everywhere between them. They might disappear one day. They might not even be left with their corpses.
“I regret it a little. Ye Jian, I suddenly regret it.” Xia Jinyuan had already hugged her for a long time, but he didn’t release her. He exerted more and more strength as if he wanted to embed her into him.
She muttered in a low voice, “I really regret it, Ye Jian.”
Regret what?
He regretted letting her become a soldier. He regretted letting her be refined like an unpolished jade. He regretted letting her train with him everywhere… He regretted it too much. As that regret flashed past his mind, Xia Jinyuan realized that the girl in his arms was his life!
Her existence was his life.
What was the point of regret?
Even if he regretted it, it was useless!
For someone as powerful as Xia Jinyuan, his unbreakable mentality wavered because of Ye Jian’s safety.
However, Ye Jian’s expression turned stern. “I don’t regret it, Captain Xia! The path I chose is the path I love the most. I love my profession and I like the military uniform on my body. I yearn to fight with you!
“I don’t regret it. I definitely won’t regret it. Captain Xia, this is my own choice. Except for me, even you can’t control me.”
‘Captain Xia, my love, you don’t know that I chose this path to truly live and be a ‘human’ for once. I’m living a dignified and enjoyable life!
‘If I didn’t choose this path, would I have met you?’
She had no regrets. As someone who had lived two lifetimes, the last thing she regretted was joining the military!
If she didn’t join the military, she wouldn’t have met him. She wouldn’t have fallen in love with him and she wouldn’t have reunited with her family.