Chapter 642 - Let Go
Xian Guiying didn't look at him and knew that the answer to the question he was asking was obvious. Other than Wei Zhengsheng and Qin Wenqian, who else knew that she wasn't home late tonight?
She put down the towel, picked up the coat on the bed, and was about to put it on, but when she saw the grape stain on the coat, she frowned a little. Even though it was dirty, she still needed to wear it. After all, Wuyuan at night was quite cold.
Qin Gengxin quietly looked at her back and said at a moderate pace, "Guiying, no matter how much you hate me or how much you want me to disappear, I am still Qianqian's father. I don't think it's right for Wei Zhengsheng to be a father to the child."
Xian Guiying's hand stopped fiddling with the coat, and she said it indifferently, without looking back. "In these three years, Wei Zhengsheng has always diligently played the role of a father in Qianqian's world. She is very close to him, I don't think you can do better than him. He makes my daughter happier."
Qin Gengxin's eyes dimmed a little. "After all, I am the biological father, and this is an irreplaceable existence. If you're willing, I'm willing to repay the lack of love that I missed in these three years for the rest of my life."
Xian Guiying stood there in silence for a long time before she sneered and turned to look at him. "Qin Gengxin, do you think that I will wronged Wei Zhengsheng just for you? As long as you wave, I can immediately go and follow you?"
Qin Gengxin sighed, knowing that she would answer like that. "No."
"Since you can tell that I'm serious about him and since you can also tell that I'm not going to kick him from my life like you kicked me, then what's your right to say that? For the rest of your life? Have you ever seen me in your plans and prospects in your life before this?"
She laughed. "I suddenly saw a lot of things. Feelings are just an inseparable part of life, but they are not everything. Qin Gengxin, you are not my life, I am not your life! Over the years, Wei Zhengsheng has done many things for me from behind. I'm not touched or grateful, I'm just tired. I just want a man who can really give me a peaceful home. Can you imagine an outstanding man being laughed at by his peers for not being able to drink alcohol just to take me home safely and ensure my safety?"
"There are a lot of things you can't imagine and there are also a lot of things you can't do, but Wei Zhengsheng has done all this for me. Compared to that, if I didn't choose him, I, Xian Guiying, would be a bastard like you! I still have to say, Qin Gengxin, I am no longer a little woman who only cared about love in the past! I am already thirty years old and have a daughter! I have my goals. I have the life I want! You are just a passer-by, a person who once appeared in my heart."
Xian Guiying opened the door and paused before softly replying, "We better never see each other again."
Then she walked out.
Qin Gengxin closed his eyes and in two seconds, he was running out.
Xian Guiying walked quickly to the elevator and pushed the button. Qin Gengxin came out of the room, walked straight up to her, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her into his arms just as she was about to step into the elevator. He put his other hand on her waist and put his head near her ear, and whispered, "Guiying, please, can we not do this?"
Xian Guiying never once thought he would chase her. After so many years, Qin Gengxin had never chased after her.
She was stunned, then raised her hand to push him away, but he hugged her tightly. His warm lips pressed against her ears, his breath flowing all the way to her ear, and his voice was almost hoarse as he pleaded, "Guiying, you and our daughter are both my lives. I miss you, I miss Qianqian. I still remember Qianqian's sharp voice calling me 'daddy', it still rings in my ears. I didn't live well in the last one year, I've been looking for both of you. But now, when I've found you, you ignored me, and you don't want me. Qianqian also won't recognize me. If you really don't want to come back, how should I live?"
"Qin Gengxin, let go." Xian Guiying warned.
He hugged her tightly. "I won't let go."
"Let me go!" She frowned and pushed his chest away.
"I won't let go!"
"You bastard! Let me go!" Xian Guiying panicked and cruelly pushed him away. "Release me now!"
"I'd be a bastard if I let you go!"
Xian Guiying frowned, and her body was almost kneaded by his body. She gradually gave up fighting, and her eyes looked up at the fluorescent light in the corridor. She was silent, no longer struggling. It was then that Qin Gengxin finally calmed down a little and slowly loosened his grip and looking down at her anxiously.
Xian Guiying's gaze fell on his face. She looked at him for a moment, then said, "I've heard that when a man gets older, he will appreciate his childish side more. Qin Gengxin, I can see now that your temper has always been that of a child's. Although it is pure, it also hurts."
"So, since I haven't grown up yet, please spare me." Qin Gengxin took the opportunity to reveal an innocent expression, but his eyes were filled with pity. "Please spare me, okay. Come home with me."
Xian Guiying looked like she wanted to laugh and she did. She laughed mockingly to herself. Suddenly, her eyes twinkled as she looked at him and said, "Do you know why I hate Cui Luixian so much but would rather leave home than compete with her?"
The smile in Qin Gengxin's eyes gradually disappeared.
"Because I'm stupid." Xian Guiying laughed, "Everyone says that Xian Guiying from Xian Enterprise is very shrewd, not even a shred of profit will be given to her partner, she is stubborn like a donkey, but in reality, I am so stupid."
"I am so stupid that I made myself go into such a situation for a man. Now that I've thought it through and my head cleared, you still want to drag me back into that mud pool?" She looked at him. "Do you think I'll turn back?"
"You are the other Cui Luixian in my heart." She said it lightly. "You have injured me to the point where I've been numb. In the end, you even smiled innocently, begging me to forgive you."
"Qin Gengxin, we have no future, and I'll answer you with the sentence you gave me back then." She pushed him away and because his grip on her had already loosened, she immediately took a step back, turning her back on him. "Let go of me. Don't look into the past anymore."
With that, she walked into the elevator without looking back. Her figure disappeared into the crack of the elevator door that was gradually closing.
On the wedding night, Qin Gengxin had said many things, and the last thing he said when he walked out the door was, "Xian Guiying, let go."