Chapter 1180: I Want to Make You Stay (58)
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Jin Qingyan pulled his fingers out to see that it was covered in her fluids.
“Would you like to have a taste of yourself?” he teased, trying to move his finger near her mouth. However, An Xiaoning managed to dodge it quickly.
Shaking her head profusely, she said, “No.”
He smiled and picked up a towel to clean his fingers. The alcohol had made his face slightly flushed, and he stared at her with an exceptional tenderness in his eyes, making her feel enchanted.
An Xiaoning closed her eyes and began kissing him again. The temperature began rising gradually.
….
Fang Erlan lay down onto the bed and stared blankly into space after sending An Xiaoning the text message.
Her mobile phone was placed beside her pillow.
She continued to let it vibrate quietly.
Despite having thought through it, she could not help but feel perplexed and frustrated.
She had no idea what she was waiting for or looking forward to.
She tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep at all no matter how hard she tried.
She couldn’t force herself to fall asleep, despite knowing that she had filming to do the next morning.
She stayed wide awake until two o’clock in the morning.
She decided to give Yan Ge a call.
“Are you asleep yet?”
Yan Ge answered, “Not yet, I just came back from filming. Why aren’t you asleep at such a late hour?”
“I can’t sleep.”
“Do you want to come to my room? We’ll have a chat,” Yan Ge suggested.
“I don’t want to get up anymore. I don’t feel like moving at all.” Fang Erlan closed her eyes and continued, “Yan Ge, what’s the difference between liking someone and loving them?”
“There’s a huge difference, of course.”
“What does it mean to like someone and what does it mean to love someone?”
After some thought, Yan Ge answered, “Don’t they always say that if you like someone, you’ll let them be free, and if you love them, you’ll want to restrict them? When you like someone, you’d want to give them the best you can offer and you won’t quite consider their feelings before doing something that you think is right. That’s called being unrestrained. However, when you love someone, you’ll spare a thought for their feelings and tend to neglect your own. You’ll give up your dreams and ideas because of them. You’ll stop yourself from acting recklessly and willfully, for fear that you would hurt them with your behavior. That’s probably the biggest difference between the two. Liking someone is merely a feeling while loving someone is a responsibility.”
“I get it now,” said Fang Erlan, who was suddenly reminded of Xiao Chenyang’s words.
He said that he wanted to get intimate with her every waking moment of his life, but he had been resisting his urges and refraining from compelling her into doing it.
He would at most scare her by forcing a kiss onto her.
How about Yan Ge?
“Do you want to get intimate with me?” she blurted without hesitation.
It was too late to take her words back.
Yan Ge was extremely astonished to hear those words from her.
“What do you think?”
“I don’t know.”
“But I want to.”
“How much do you want to do it?” she asked.
“Whenever I see you.”
There was nothing wrong for a couple to be discussing such topics.
However, a sudden voice popped up in her head. Do I want to do it with him?
Do I?
“Erlan.”
“Yes?”
“I’ll go to your room now,” said Yan Ge, who hung up right after.
Fang Erlan stared at her mobile phone, bewildered and at a loss for words.
Two minutes later, the doorbell rang.
She got out of bed to answer the door. A burly figure barged in and slammed the door shut.
Fang Erlan was pinned against the door forcefully, and the figure forced a kiss onto her lips. He was reeking of alcohol, and she could tell that he wasn’t Yan Ge.
It was Xiao Chenyang.
Why is he here?
He reeks so much of alcohol. How did he come here?
She let out a few muffled sounds while attempting to speak, to no avail. The doorbell rang again.
Yan Ge said, “Erlan, it’s me.”
Fang Erlan felt as if her heart was about to jump out of her chest. She tried to push Xiao Chenyang away with all her might. Unfortunately, he grabbed both her wrists and raised them above her head, leaving her with no chance to resist at all.
Yan Ge pressed the doorbell again twice. However, she still did not answer.
Yan Ge returned to the twelfth floor, thinking that Fang Erlan did not wish to open the door for him.
However, he flew into a rage the moment he viewed the live feed from the surveillance camera he had planted in her room.
Xiao Chenyang had pinned Fang Erlan onto the bed and was kissing her forcefully.
He sprung up immediately and headed to the front desk on the first floor. He then obtained the key card to Fang Erlan’s room using a casual excuse.
By the time Yan Ge entered, Fang Erlan’s lips were already swollen.
Fuming with anger, Yan Ge rushed forward in a bid to hit Xiao Chenyang, who managed to dodge in time, causing Yan Ge to miss.
Fang Erlan became as pale as a sheet. Staring at the two men who were going toe to toe against each other, Fang Erlan said to Xiao Chenyang, “You, leave.” Seeing that he was remaining still, she hollered, “Leave!”
“I missed you.”
He was still rather drunk and was yet to sober up. The moment An Xiaoning entered his room after he had thrown up and told him that Fang Erlan had come by tonight with intentions to apologize to him, he lost his rationality completely. He bolted out of the room before even hearing the rest of An Xiaoning’s sentence. Desperate and eager to see her, he instructed one of the bodyguards to drive him to the hotel using his car.
“You missed me too, didn’t you? Otherwise, you wouldn’t have gone to Wei Ni Estate to look for me.”
“No, I didn’t. I went to see you merely because I wanted to apologize to you,” said Fang Erlan, who was avoiding eye contact with him.
Xiao Chenyang squinted, for An Xiaoning did tell him that Fang Erlan’s purpose for visiting was to apologize to him.
However, he felt like there was something more. “Why do you want to apologize to me? I was clearly the one who kept forcing you from the start. I was the one who intruded and disrupted your life. Why do you owe me an apology?”
Yan Ge wanted to know the answers to Xiao Chenyang’s questions too.
Fang Erlan answered, “You’re aware of the wrong you had done me, but I’m also aware of how well you’ve treated me. Hence, I have to apologize for failing to reciprocate your goodwill.”
“Please get out,” said Yan Ge, who could no longer tolerate it any further. The scenario of Xiao Chenyang kissing Fang Erlan replayed in his head over and over again.
Completely disregarding Yan Ge’s presence and words, Xiao Chenyang asked, “Why did you leave before apologizing to me in person, then?”
“Because I suddenly felt like it doesn’t matter even if I didn’t apologize. After all, you’ve brought me more disturbance than joy. Yan Ge and I are already discussing and trying to settle on a date for our wedding. So please, stop showing up in my life from now on,” Fang Erlan said ruthlessly.
She was outright chasing him out of her life.
Xiao Chenyang gradually began to sober up.
“I’d like to have a few words with you alone.”
“There’s nothing for us to talk about.”
“What if I insist? Do you want him to go out or do you want me to bring you out? Take your pick.”
She had no choice but to say, “Yan Ge, go out for a while.”
Yan Ge gripped his phone tightly and exited the room, after which he opened the live feed of her room. He put on his earphones to hear everything clearly.
“Hurry and say what you have to,” Fang Erlan urged.
“I want to hear the truth from you. Do you really not have any feelings for me at all? Not even a little bit?” he asked, pressing his hands on her shoulders.