Chapter 47 – Don’t want to be strong.
So sad, but she said it so calmly, as if she were telling someone else’s story.
“Until then I didn’t believe it. My Qin Yao was gone……”
My Qin Yao—-four years later(time interval), these short four words already made Qin Yao feel miserable.
“They all said you were my boyfriend because I was stalking you, and you felt pity for me.”
“They also said, in fact, that who you liked at the beginning was Xiao Rou, but you just couldn’t bear to refuse me, and then you couldn’t bear to refuse Xiao Rou, because she was prettier than me, softer than me, better than me, even pitiful. I couldn’t compare with her, so in the end, I even lost you sympathy….”
“En…my Qin Yao has always been so gentle, that he never has the heart to hurt anyone…” She quietly lay her head on her arm, and like a lost child recalled the past.
No, it isn’t like what they all said! Not at all!
However, it had already reached this point, and he now had no chance of explaining it to her.
“Qin Yao, you always told me to be strong….”
“However, after you left, I realized that, in fact, sometimes being strong is not a good thing.”
“Because some people will think that you’re strong, so it doesn’t matter to hurt you, so they hurt you again and again. And those who look vulnerable cannot be hurt.”
“Because they’re so fragile, you reluctant to hurt them….”
“If you have to hurt one, the strong one must be the one to be sacrificed….”
Word for word, twisted like a knife in Qin Yao’s heart when he heard it.
If she was trying to punish him, then she had accomplished it.
“Why…..why didn’t you tell me? I didn’t know anything……” Qin Yao buried his head in pain.
“What if you knew?” Gong Xiaoqiao turned the gla.s.s. “Not to mention, that I didn’t hadn’t been able to reach you at all for four years. Let alone you even contacting me on your own initiative. If I had told you, would you have left Gu Xiao Rou and come back to me?”
“I….. ”
“Oh, let me step back and say, even if you had come back, do you think that I’d still want you?”
The colour on Qin Yao’s face faded. She always knew how to make him hurt the most.
He couldn’t resent her. He asked for it all own his own.
“Oh… it hurts…” Gong Xiaoqiao suddenly frowned.
“What’s wrong? Where isn’t it comfortable!” Qin Yao asked hurriedly.
“Headache…..”
“Stop drinking! Put it down. Give it to me. Be good….” Qin Yao struggled for a long time, before he was finally able to s.n.a.t.c.h the gla.s.s from her hands, then ma.s.saged her temples on both sides.
From the light of the setting sun, there seemed to be a touch of a snow-white figure approaching. Gong Xiaoqiao’s mouth slightly picked up at the corners. She pulled his two wings down and puts her hand on his waist. “Qin Xiaoyao, would you hold me? ”
“Okay.” He was stunned, but didn’t hesitate to agree.
Even if she asked him to die now, he would never refuse.
“It’s over! Something’s going to happen!” Shen Letian looked at the increasing abnormal couple not far away, and paced back and forth.
Sheng Yu was glad, “It’s alright! The boss has gone upstairs.”
Leng Tou’s eyes swept over the second floor, no expression on his face, “The upstairs view is better.”
Shen Letian and Sheng Yu looked upstairs at the same time, and sure enough, they saw the Gu family’s second elder, Gong Hannian, and Gu Xingshen….all standing there.
Gu Xingshen’s eyes were obviously on someone below.
And that face was already…
Sheng Yu: “The north wind sweeps through the the earth and blows up all the gra.s.s….”
Shen Letian: “Black clouds are going to destroy the city….”