"You are too abnormal, Lu Feng," after hearing those words, Ouyang Bai Sha's facial expression became softer instead, and even looked at Lu Feng affectionately, "I have never seen you so excited for others except that man..."
"I've been waiting, waiting for you to look back at me, hoping that one day you will care about someone other than Chen An, but this someone is not me, right?" Ouyang Bai Sha laughed in a low voice. The laughter sounded sad and helpless.
He pointed to the nearby Chen An and asked Lu Feng, "Why do you like him? Because he has the same name as the old fox or the same character? Can you wake up? Chen Chang An is dead, he is dead! When will you stop missing that cruel man?"
"Everyone knows that you love Chen Chang An, this is your weakness, you know? Do your own calculations. So far, how many men have disguised as him and tried to get close to you? Don't get too comfortable, Lu Feng. You will die in Chen Chang An's hands sooner or later!"
Ouyang Bai Sha's words immediately plunged the room into silence. Chen An lowered his eyes slightly and did not speak. The subordinate who wiped the floor had already slipped out of the door, leaving only the three of them in the room.
Chen An suddenly wanted to laugh. He adopted the child because he thought Lu Feng was similar to Chang Le.
As a matter of fact, Lu Feng and Chang Le were so alike in character, they were smart, tend to keep their worries and feelings in their hearts, and bearing a long everlasting love.
Because of Chang Le, the knot in Chen An's heart could not be unfastened and he had always refused all people's feelings for him, including Lu Feng.
But while Lu Feng hurt him, didn't he hurt Lu Feng as well?
That dark night, he held Chang Le's cold body, helpless and desperate, crying in grief but unable to get Chang Le's response.
On that clear day, did Lu Feng also hold his already cold bloody body in despair and grief? The torture he suffered himself was imposed on Lu Feng.
There was nothing wrong with outsiders' evaluation of him. Chen An was really a very cruel and cold man.
"If I could, I would rather die in his hands." Lu Feng said slowly, his face still had no expression, his tone was calm like talking about the weather.
At this moment, Ouyang Bai Sha and Chen An both frowned. Tremendous sadness usually came without tears.
Today's Lu Feng was not accustomed to apathy as before, but this man's heart had died after the death of his loved one. He was now living like a walking corpse.
"Lu Feng... can't you just try... to love others?" Ouyang Bai Sha's tears came down at once. The saddest thing in the world was probably to fall in love with a man who would never love you back.
"Tell Hae what I said." Lu Feng directly turned and left.
Looking at the back of the man disappearing into view, Chen An suddenly wanted to ask himself, was this what he wanted? Was this what he wanted to punish Lu Feng?
"Do you like him?" Ouyang Bai Sha suddenly asked.
"You like him." Chen An looked over at the young man. It was not unusual for Lu Feng to have admirers. All the children he had taught were capable, and excellent people had always had admirers.
"No, I love him," with his corners of the mouth raised a warm smile, Ouyang Bai Sha looked at the door and sighed softly, "I love him so much that I can do everything for him, even to die. But it's funny, isn't it? He is like another me, loving another man..."
"None of us can get the happiness we yearn for. It's like a curse. He watched the man he loved die. I feel... one day I will also see Lu Feng die in front of me," Ouyang Bai Sha laughed sadly in a low voice. "Although, he is no different from dead now."
Suddenly turning his head, Ouyang Bai Sha looked at Chen An coldly, "I don't know what is your relationship with Lu Feng, and don't care what is your relationship with Ivanov, if you dare to hurt Lu Feng, I promise you a living hell!"