Chapter 286 You Are My Happiness!
Xia Ning looks at Yi Yunrui’s furious eyes. She feels a little panic. She curls her lips and turns her head away, “You have a good rest. I will change the water for the flowers.”
Xia Ning wants to get away from his embrace. But she finds him hold her more tightly. She is afraid that if she tries forcefully, she may make his wound break. She feels a little displeased, “Rui, do you like to do things by force?”
Yi Yunrui feels the displeasure in his wife’s tone. His hands tremble. However, he doesn’t give in, “You have to tell me clearly.”
Xia Ning frowns, “Is what I said just now wrong?”
“…” Yi Yunrui feels stuck. What his wife said is actually very correct.
However, if a man can’t marry a woman when his parents don’t like her, every man in the world will not have a wife at all!
It is not in the feudal times when parents decide marriages for their children!
“No!” Yi Yunrui justly responds, “It is free marriage time! As to the marriage of their children, parents have drawn back behind.”
Not expecting Yi Yunrui will say so, Xia Ning slightly twitches her lips and tries hard to restrain herself from smiling.
She is angry now. She should not smile.
“Then, you are not obedient …”
“It is fine as long as we give them a healthy grandson.” As if he has predicted Xia Ning’s response, Yi Yunrui has got ready to reply.
Xia Ning lifts her eyebrows. She turns to look at Yi Yunrui, wondering how he can be so excited, while he was so weak just now.
“Commander Yi, the current divorce rate is very high.” Xia Ning stops her speech and looks at Yi Yunrui meaningfully.
Hearing the word Divorce, Yi Yunrui’s heart trembles, “You can’t mention the word Divorce! I, Yi Yunrui, will have only one wife. That is you. I won’t divorce you till death.”
Xia Ning feels her heart shake.
Won’t divorce till death…
Seriously?
Is this… another kind of confession?
Xia Ning restrains the excitement in her heart. She turns away her head a bit, “Won’t divorce till death? Based on what?”
“It is never the tradition of my family…”
“Stop!” Xia Ning interrupts, “If it had never happened before, your mother wouldn’t have said so.”
Yi Yunrui freezes his face, “When I say no, I mean no.”
“…” Xia Ning suddenly finds that Yi Yunrui acts like a child. When he is sadly angry, he is very cute. She says, “Well. When you say no, it is no. Commander, you may have a good rest for recovery. I was just kidding you.”
“No!” The problem hasn’t been solved yet. How can he let her go? “Xia Ning, listen to me carefully. If I divorce you, I will have nothing at all.”
Xia Ning is confused. She thinks about what Yi Yunrui means.
Have nothing at all.
Does he mean money?
“Oh. It is easy. I will return all the money and properties you have transferred to me.” Anyway, her current salary is much enough for her to lead a good life.
Yi Yunrui’s eyes gleam coldly, “Don’t talk nonsense!”
“I don’t talk nonsense. I mean it seriously…”
“I have given myself to you. I have given my soul to you. If you leave me, what do I have?” Yi Yunrui almost shouts the words.
“!” Xia Ning is shocked blankly.
He looks at her so sincerely as if he wants to eat her. Xia Ning feels a warm flow in her heart. She feels sweet and soft, and stealthily happy.
Commander Yi seems to have made the confession to her for half an hour.
“Ugh!” Xia Ning makes cough. She says gently as if she teases, “Seemingly, I have also given my body and my soul to you. We are equal!”
“You…” It never happens but now, Yi Yunrui feels for the first time that he hasn’t learned his language well from his teacher. He fails to find the proper words to respond.
Anyway, they quarrel in this way and he finds he really has nothing to keep her with him for a whole life!
So, he panics very much in his heart!
“Ning, can you really bear leaving me?” Consciously, Yi Yunrui softens his tone.
Xia Ning blinks her eyes. Yi Yunrui looks at her with full expectations. She wonders if he knows how cute he is now!
He is her cutest darling!
If she photographs the expressions of Commander Yi and shows them to other people, that will be an astonishing surprise!
Yi Yunrui sees Xia Ning stunned and silent. He feels unsure. He leans to her and says more gently, “Do you…women all like men of Zheng Xiaoruo style?”
“What a joke?” Xia Ning responds instinctively.
Yes, Zheng Xiaoruo is obedient and considerate. However, she doesn’t like to have a pet dog!
What she wants to have is a husband!
Xia Ning glimpses the stealthy pleasure in Yi Yunrui’s eyes. She realizes at once that she has fallen into his trap.
“Ugh!” Xia Ning slows down, “However, there are some undeniable advantages in Zheng Xiaoruo. His tenderness and infatuation are what girls like.”
“I have them!” Yi Yunrui says decisively, “Zheng Xiaoruo has known Yin Jingsi for five years, while I have known you … for a long time. I have never changed my feeling to you!”
It has been over twenty years and he has never changed.
He never changed. Instead, he loves her more and more.
He loves her so much that he doesn’t want to get away.
“Actually, you and I haven’t known each other for a long time. Eight years and three years are eleven years!” Xia Ning feels it funny. It is rare to see Commander Yi act like this. She says, “In addition, Yin Jingsi was married with Ou Yixuan at that time, while when I was with Ou Yixuan, you were hiding in the dark! That time was not as efficient as theirs.”
What Xia Ning says hits the point. Yi Yunrui feels his heart stabbed by that!
Seemingly, Xia Ning is right. He was always watching in the dark.
God!
What a great mistake he made!
“Sorry.” Yi Yunrui says. He unconsciously strokes her hairs, “You were crazy with Ou Yixuan at that time. Even if I showed up, you wouldn’t look at me carefully. You might not know. At that time, except me, how many eyes were looking at you. What I could do was to get rid of all the other obstacles besides Ou Yixuan.”
Xia Ning is shocked. What does Yi Yunrui mean?
Get rid of all the other obstacles except Ou Yixuan?
In an instant, Xia Ning remembers something happened eleven years ago…
The senior female schoolmates, the girls around Ou Yixuan seemed to disappear after they showed up for some time. And when she walked alone, there were really quite many people looking at her…
Wait!
Did all these happen because of Yi Yunrui’s interference?
“Did you kick those people away?”
She means her love rivals by “those people”.
Yi Yunrui puts on a vague smile, “I only wanted you to be happy. It would be fine as long as you were happy.”
Xia Ning feels moved. Commander Yi was so selfless!
But she is confused about one thing.
“When you were helping me, didn’t you feel jealous?”
Hearing this, Yi Yunrui stops his hand which is stroking her hair. His tender eyes look furious at once.
His thin lips tremble. Yi Yunrui has a lot of words in his heart, but he can’t speak a word.
How could he not feel jealous?
He was so jealous that he wanted to tear Ou Yixuan into pieces every day!
He thought of all kinds of ways to torture Ou Yixuan, such as oil-frying, bone-breaking and flesh peeling.
However, when he saw she smile happily like a bride by Ou Yixuan, no matter how sad he felt, he felt like doing anything for that.
Even though he might hurt himself badly, or he might be punished in hell.
Thinking about this, Yi Yunrui closes his eyes to take a deep breath. He tries hard to calm down the waves in his heart.
“As long as you were happy… I was fine with that.” After quite a while, Yi Yunrui says slowly.
He finishes his words. As if he has used up all his strength, he gives a sigh of great relief.
Xia Ning looks at him confusedly. So, during the eight years when she was chasing after Ou Yixuan, Yi Yunrui was always helping her behind.
She can imagine his mood based on the force he is holding her hand with.
If it had been her, she wouldn’t have been able to do so!
She couldn’t do that for even one day!
She couldn’t be able to help Mei Ruo or Yin Jingyao to chase after Yi Yunrui!
Not for even a moment!
God…He withstood that for eight years…
“You didn’t feel good during the eight years. Did you?” Xia Ning holds out her hand to stroke his face. She feels her heart aching.
She has never known the secret until now.
Yi Yunrui holds her hand and puts it onto his wounded chest silently.
“Why…didn’t you give yourself the chance with other women?” He knew it hurt, but he still waited for her?
Yi Yunrui holds her more forcefully. He opens his eyes and says word by word, “All my life, I only want to have Xia Ning to be my woman.”
Xia Ning feels stuck. She finally fails to restrain herself. Tears run out of her eyes as water out of a broken dam. She leans on him…
“Darling, it is me who should say sorry…”
Because of her, he locked his heart and never gave other people the chance. The loneliness and bitterness are not for normal people to withstand.
Actually, he is the person she should feel sorry for.
For more than ten years, his heart has been put on her. They have got married for three years, while she takes his love for granted and never feels his loneliness and helplessness.
She really can’t imagine how Yi Yunrui, who is an army commander and a perfect husband for numerous girls from superior families, could wait for her for so long a time.
“Is that worth?” Is that worth?
She doesn’t feel that she has any advantages in her.
“Yes!” Yi Yunrui grit his teeth to respond.
Xia Ning feels Yi Yunrui’s voice abnormal. She feels confused. She looks at Yi Yunrui and finds him giving out cold sweats on his face. Then, she realizes that she herself is lying on his wound.
God!
“Sorry. I am sorry. Do you feel painful? Sorry.” Xia Ning stands up at once and apologizes. She hopes that she hasn’t brought serious hurt to him, “I will go to find the doctor now. Darling, wait.”
Then, Xia Ning presses the emergency button at once. She blames herself in her heart again and again.
Yi Yunrui collects himself. The pain of the wounds makes him sweat. But he puts on a mild smile, “That is silly…I am your husband. You don’t need to apologize to me…”
Soon, the doctor arrives. He sees Yi Yunrui turn pale painfully. He gives Yi Yunrui some treatment at once.
It takes about half an hour for the doctor to finish the treatment. Xia Ning stands aside guiltily. She gives a sigh of relief.
“Madam.” The doctor turns to her. He wants to say some words. But when he sees her sorry face, he stops.
“Your husband is fine. As long as he takes a good rest, he will recover soon. Don’t make him excited. He needs to be gentle in his movements to avoid breaking the wound.”
“OK. Doctor, I know. I will pay attention to that.”
Xia Ning responds honestly like an obedient dog. She has the desire to slap herself.
The doctor gives her some detailed instructions and changes the medicine for Yi Yunrui before he leaves.
Yi Yunrui looks better on his face. Xia Ning sits by him. She asks nervously, “Do you feel better?”
Yi Yunrui nods. He reaches to hold Xia Ning’s hand, “Don’t…ever leave again…”
Xia Ning nods.
She won’t leave. She won’t leave again.
She instinctively realizes that if she leaves again, Yi Yunrui will wait for her all his life.
When she imagines that he will have nobody by his side, she feels very sorry for him.
Yi Yunrui can be very mean to himself in man-and-woman relations. She wonders how he led his life during those eight years.
“Ning…” Yi Yunrui is having the antiphlogistic drug infusion. He is a little dizzy. However, he still notices his wife’s complicated mood, “Don’t think too much. What my parents said was important. However, I am going to spend my life with you. You are my happiness. Please stay with me…Will you?”