Chapter 1684: I'll always be your mother (3)
She then bent down and gave the little guy a tight hug.
She did not expect Xiaoyu to be the only one who could comfort her.
Hugging him like this, she actually felt a little more at ease.
"I'm back. "
Song Changlin moved closer to Gu nianjia before finally speaking.
Gu nianjia's heart felt as if it had been stabbed. She pursed her lips tightly and patted Xiaoyu's back before getting up.
When Gu nianjia had told him to play after she was tired, the little boy had immediately gone to look for Zhang Jingyu.
Gu nianjia straightened her back and looked into song Changwen's eyes.
Meanwhile, song Changwen was also looking at Lin Yiqian. Gu nianjia had never seen song Changwen looking so Haggard before.
"I'm sorry." Gu nianjia sniffled as she held her breath.
She had rehearsed these three words in her heart all the way.
However, the moment she opened her mouth, she could not help but tear up.
She bit her lip and sniffed at the ceiling, holding back her tears.
"Jiajia ..." Song Changwen's mouth was wide open as she struggled to express her heartache for Gu nianjia.
Just as Lin Yiqian was about to say something, Gu nianjia suddenly cut her off."I've been resenting you all these years. I've resented you for not giving me any motherly love even though you gave birth to me. I've even been thinking about why you gave birth to me if you didn't like me."
She pursed her lips and tried to force a smile.
However, her tears flowed out.
Song Changwen's heart skipped a beat when she heard Gu nianjia's words."You don't hate me anymore?" she asked in a daze.
"You should be the one hating me," Gu nianjia laughed at herself.
She had too many tears, so she had to wipe them away. She wiped her face with both hands, and her vision brightened.
"Jiajia ..."
Before song Changwen could say anything, Gu nianjia waved her hand and cut her off."I know. I know everything. It's really not easy for you to raise me at home and let me grow up as your own daughter. You've also helped me grow up without being ridiculed and ostracized."
That was indeed the case.
However, she was very angry in her heart. She knew that she shouldn't be angry. It was her birth mother who was the mistress and she, the illegitimate daughter who shouldn't have been born, who was in the wrong.
Her words made everyone's heart ache.
"Jiajia."
Song Changwen was no longer as cold as she used to be. In front of Gu nianjia, she put down all her grudges as she hugged Gu nianjia.
Tears began to well up in Gu nianjia's eyes as she began to cry again.
He closed his eyes and let the tears flow down his face.
She had waited for so many years for the hug that she had dreamed of, but she did not expect it to be in this situation.
He was being hugged by her as an illegitimate daughter.
Gu nianjia lifted her head and took a deep breath before pushing song Changwen away with both hands. She then turned around and ran out of the room with the luggage that Zhang Jingyu had brought back for her.
She wiped her tears as she ran.
Both song Changwen and song Changlin chased after Gu nianjia."Jiajia." Song Changlin grabbed Gu nianjia's arm and pulled her back.
"I want to go back to A city. School is starting soon anyway." Gu nianjia turned around to look at song Changlin with tears streaming down her face.
She pushed song Changlin's hand away stubbornly.
"Don't make a fuss. It's the new year now." Song Changlin frowned as he chided.
"I'll go with him." Zhang Jingyu's voice could be heard from behind.
Zhang Jingyu walked over to Gu nianjia's side and gave song Changlin and song Changwen a reassuring look.