Chapter 472 Touched
“What are you talking about? You’re so drunk, and you still want me to pick you up. Isn’t it embarrassing?” Bai Ran seemed to say disdainfully, but her tone was filled with heartache.
Even if it was a reprimand, Chen Chen could not get it after a long time. He had a blissful smile on his face and hugged Bai Ran.
“What are you doing?” Bai Ran struggled subconsciously, but the drunk Chen Chen was surprisingly strong. She could not escape at all.
“Do you know? I was drunk tonight. For you. You definitely don’t believe me, right? In your eyes, I’m a heartless person, a jerk, and a two-faced jerk. I’m a jerk, but I’m really afraid that you’ll leave me,” Chen Chen mumbled as he leaned his head on Bai Ran’s shoulder.!!
“I don’t dare to say it usually, but it’s good to say it here. No one knows. I’ll forget everything when I wake up,” Chen Chen muttered to himself.
Bai Ran’s expression became uglier and uglier.
It turned out that Chen Chen only thought that this was a dream.
However, his words had really touched her heart strings. Bai Ran was still in a daze, but she saw that Chen Chen was still leaning on her shoulder. He said, “They all betrayed me and lied to me. Only you didn’t lie to me, but you made me let you down for so many years in vain. You… Do you know how much I hate myself? Tian Tian, I let you down, but we can’t go back…”
Chen Chen’s words were a little vague and he was talking to himself, but Bai Ran heard every word clearly.
Every word hit her heart like a huge, cold raindrop.
It was not that Chen Chen had not expressed his regret to her. He hated Hu Wan for pretending to be sick and lying to him, but under many misunderstandings, she could no longer hand herself over in peace.
Chen Chen had hurt her too much. Every hurt was so deep that she could no longer afford to lose.
Bai Ran was still in a daze when Chen Chen spoke again. “I know you hate me. You don’t believe me anymore, but what can I do? I don’t have a choice either. I don’t know what to do to make you believe me. I went to the hospital to look for the surveillance cameras about your kidnapping, but I couldn’t find them. I wanted the kidnappers to prove it, but they changed their minds again. I got someone to change the surveillance cameras on the way again, but the cameras were broken that day. Darling, tell me, is our fate really over? God thinks it’s too difficult for you to be with me and wants to let you go…”
As Chen Chen spoke, tears fell from the corners of his eyes and slid into Bai Ran’s collar and neck.
“That’s good too. I won’t disturb you anymore. Maybe you’ll be happy if you stay away from me. I’m a jerk. I don’t deserve such a good person like you. Go, go as far as you can. Others can give you happiness, but I can’t…” Chen Chen was still talking in his half-awake state.
Bai Ran’s heart was like a bomb that had dropped into a calm water surface. She could no longer maintain her calm.
Chen Chen had already fainted, but he had knocked her heart out.
Yesterday, Chen Chen had personally come to explain to her that Hu Wan was pretending to be sick and asked her to understand him. It was not that Bai Ran was not touched.
However, a heart that had been hurt many times was wary for ten years.
Initially, she had been conflicted. Every time she wanted to forgive, the terrifying memories of being hurt from before drilled into her mind like a small snake, making her unable to make up her mind.
However, just as she was about to calm down, she received a call from Chen Chen. It was an unfamiliar voice saying that the owner of this phone was lying on the road drunk. If she let him lie like this, something might happen.
She ran out without hesitation and even forgot to close the door. She did not even care about her image as she ran down the street in her pajamas to look for Chen Chen.
At this moment, she felt that her intuition could not lie.
Her feelings for Chen Chen might have always existed. As long as those injuries were denied, she could find ten thousand reasons to forgive Chen Chen.
No!
Bai Ran immediately shook her head.
It was this man. How many times had he hurt her intentionally or unintentionally under the control and temptation of others, causing her to be consigned to eternal damnation? She could not be captured so easily!
Bai Ran sighed heavily and put Chen Chen’s head down from her shoulder. She placed him gently on the bed and covered him with the blanket.
Then, she got up and prepared to go to the balcony to take a breather so that she could wake up from her emotions as soon as possible.