Chapter 80
On the third day of staying in Chang'an, I received a letter from Liu Fuyi. There was still moisture on the envelope, and the thin paper was wrinkled by dew.
Mu Yao's trembling fingers exposed her eagerness when she unfolded the letter, but after glancing at it, she turned pale with a smile, folded the paper into four folds and locked it in the box without saying a word.
"Sister." Mu Sheng's black eyes fixed on her face, acutely tightened her nerves, "what's the matter?"
She dropped her eyes, the tears in the corner of her eyes flashing under the lamp, her skin seemed transparent, "nothing, we can't delay the investigation. Let's go to Wufang town first."
Mu Sheng's hand knocked on the box: "let me have a look."
"Leave him alone, let's play the next game first..."
"Let me see." He did not move, eyes full of cold, rare in front of his sister showed a stubborn side.
The smile on Mu Yao's face finally faded, and some of her hands loosened and leaned back on the chair.
Mu Sheng pursed his lips and took out the pale paper. The handwriting on the letter was extremely scribbled, with only two short lines: "the situation has changed, and the date of return is uncertain. Don't wait, first
He flicked the paper on the table and said, "sister!"
Mu Yao didn't turn her head. She quickly wiped away the crystal from the corner of her eyes. She took a deep breath and said with a smile: "ah Sheng, don't make noise."
Mu Sheng looked at her face in silence. If she had not been forced into a desperate situation, she seldom showed such a bad look.
He knew that elder sister's affection for Liu Fu's clothes was so deep that when he was young, he couldn't do anything to get involved. After so many years of jealousy, he almost got used to it. After several disasters, they are encrypted more and more, which is hard to shake. Seeing them all the way to get married, he just felt that maybe this was the end of the story and the end of his passive acceptance.
It's all done. What else can he do?
But why did Liu Fuyi suddenly leave her sister at this time
For so many years, Mu Yao never cried in front of him.
His eyes slowly precipitation out of a strange cold: "sister this time also wait for him?"
Mu Yao looked up in surprise: "what do you mean?"
His tone is more and more thin cool: "again and again and again, do you want to forgive him?"
"Forgive?" She frowned and said, "I'm not sorry. How can I forgive you?"
He lowered his eyes, and his soft and beautiful eyelashes covered the disgust in his eyes: "Mr. Liu is never clean, half hearted, and wavering. He will not refuse any woman who comes to him. Sister, is this the person you like? "
Mu Yao was stunned, and then trembled with anger, "ah Sheng, how can you speak so mean?"
The young man suddenly stood up and looked down at Mu Yao. He was silent for a long time. It seemed that he had reached the bursting point of depression and gave out an unidentified sneer: "mean?"
Mu Yao also quickly stood up, in front of people's moist black eyes, the familiar innocence and kindness quickly faded, strange surly emerged, and his whole body was filled with a layer of coldness, which was different from usual.
Muyao pause, tone lowered: "what do you want to say?"
"What I've wanted to say for so many years, shouldn't my sister have expected that?" His eyes seemed to be frozen, and his sneer became more and more obvious. "If he liked you enough, he would have been in a hurry to marry you. Now he even refuses to marry you. Haven't you ever thought about it? Don't you want him from now on?"
"Murmur!" Mu Yao was first stabbed with pain in his foot, and then he realized later that what he said today was all subjective, but it happened that his words were extremely ugly, almost disobedient.
She was in a rage. He fanned the flames She reluctantly suppressed her anger and explained, "haven't you recognized it all these years? It's not as good as you say
She deliberately softened her voice to ease the atmosphere.
"So what?" He is merciless, step by step pressing, "in my opinion, you do not need to rely on him, beg him."
"Who begged him?" Mu Yao's self-esteem was suddenly trampled, the fire in her heart was suddenly lit, and her expression became cold. "Although I have been with Fu Yi all the time, it's because I like him, how ever depended on him!"
After a pause, she found it meaningless to argue with him - because he didn't understand.
Tone slowed down, "emotional things, you love I would like to Ah Sheng, you don't understand. " She slowly sat down, a little tired to drink a drink, want to calm down, "you go out first, let me quiet."
"I don't understand. Is sister awake?" Mu Sheng stood still, with an aggressive sense of oppression.
"Ah Sheng, get out..."
He turned a deaf ear, slightly crooked the corners of his mouth, but there was no temperature in his smile, "I think sister is very confused."
“……” Mu Yao raised her head and fixed her pale eyes on him. She said with a sneer, "well, even if it's like you said, I rely on Liu Fu's clothes. Then if I leave him, who do you think we should rely on? "Her tone became higher and higher, with a trace of grievance: "the Mu family has survived to this day. How do you think we still have a place in the demon hunting world without the support of Fu Yi?"
Mu Sheng was silent for a moment and sneered strangely: "that's because my sister didn't believe me from the beginning to the end."
Mu Yao frowned: "why don't I believe you?"
"I said that I could protect you and avenge my parents. You never cared. You would rather believe Liu Fuyi than me."
“……” Mu Yao was angry with him and said, "what's your strength? Don't I know who I am? Most of your techniques are taught by me, and the magic tools are given by me. I have learned a little about Mujia's techniques, not to mention you? You can't even beat me. How can you face her? "
"I can." He suddenly interrupted. His eyes were filled with black cloud like anger. He looked down at his closed and open fingers. His breath trembled, but his voice was very light. "I can not only beat you, but also look around the world. Few people can be my opponents."
Mu Yao looked at him for a moment, his face was extremely ugly, "how do you want to do it, remove the hair band?"
She sneered: "right or wrong is not clear, by all means After all these years, I've taught you this? "
Mu Sheng's expression suddenly appeared a crack, which was well hidden behind the surly face.
Mu Yao pushed the cold tea to one side and made a big move. The tea splashed out and wet her fingers: "under the crack, did you send the sachet out of Miaomiao's arms?"
Hearing the name, he suddenly raised his eyes. Before the surprise in his eyes subsided, he saw Mu Yao with a pale sneer: "do you know what Ling Miaomiao said? She said, "she picked it up on the road."
“……” Mu Sheng's face suddenly became very complicated.
She defended him like this behind his back
"Do you think I don't know what's in the sachet? Miaomiao doesn't understand. She helps you to keep it from me. She thinks it's just for you... "
"Sister..." He interrupted again. The young man's face was completely broken, and his eyes were hollow: "what am I? Don't you know for a long time?"
“……”
He took two steps, very light, but it was as if he had stepped on a dangerous critical line.
"No amount of restrictions imposed on me by decency can change the inferiority in my bones." When he uttered the word "inferior", his tone was chilling with a thin smile.
"Not only did I draw the reverse character, but also many, many more I can't count He burst into a brilliant smile, which was creepy.
"I've used the forbidden technique again and again, and I don't know how many demons died in my hands." His long eyelashes drooped, casting a small shadow on the fundus of his eyes. On his young and handsome face, he was filled with the smell of ferocity and ruthlessness. "I will repay you for my bad deeds. I'm in debt. In front of my sister, I'm just pretending to be a obedient pet to cheat her out of pity - now I'm suing her..."
Mu Yao suddenly got up and stepped back in horror. Her steps were empty and her lips were slightly open. She couldn't speak for a long time.
He raised his face with a broken smile: "I told my elder sister that I can rely on, much better than Liu Fuyi. We'll be brothers and sisters from now on. "
"It's just revenge. If elder sister wants to kill her, I have my own way. There are countless lovers in the world. Elder sister is free to choose. Why do you rely on a Liu Fu's clothes... "
Her lips trembled for a long time, and she shook her head abruptly. At last, she uttered a voice: "impossible."
Severe refusal, like a knife and decapitation, determined his outcome.
"Impossible?" The young man sneered, and after a long pause, he seemed to pull back his diffuse mind. "It's impossible to give up Liu Fu's clothes, or..."
The fingers in his sleeve were shaking slightly, but his face was smiling with oppression: "I'm not worthy to stay in Mu's house, to be your brother?"
Mu Yao's face was livid. She stepped back a few steps. In her great confusion, she touched the dagger in her sleeve and quietly held it in her hand. Then she calmed down a little.
"Ah Sheng, you are tired Go back and have a rest first. "
In front of the most familiar face, even a very stiff smile, deliberately put soft tone, can not hide a trace of confusion in the ending.
Mu Sheng's step suddenly froze, like being doused with a basin of ice water.
He would rather that sister could slap him, beat him, scold him, and scold him as usual, so that he could know that he was her family or her brother.
It's not like this. She smiles at him like an unarmed hunter, skilfully dealing with wild animals.
What an opportunistic hostility.
His eyes fell down on her trembling cuff, revealing the outline of the blade of the dagger.
The night was so dark that it seemed as if snowflakes were sweeping all over the mountains, turning into countless ice ridges and piercing into every acupoint on his body.
It turned out that, like those people, a Jie was afraid of his true features.But he was too weak to tear his face, so he had to use a little pretense to stabilize him.
It seemed that something slowly split in his heart.
That little bit of self-esteem, crash, broken can't pick up.
He was silent for a long time. He drew back his steps and turned around. It seemed that the world was turning around at this moment. From then on, day became night. Step by step, he circled in the endless night.
Alone, no family.
"Sister Rest early, too. "
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"your essence It's hard to see what's inside and what's outside. "
"I'm not with brother Liu and sister mu. They can live and die for God and for righteousness. Can you? "
"You and sister Mu are not suitable. No one will understand you. Your petals are going to be worried..."
He didn't remember how he got to Ling Miaomiao's room. He only remembered that he was like a dying traveler trapped in the desert, running to the imaginary Oasis by instinct.
Once upon a time, she was the magnificent and vivid other shore, which attracted his attention a little bit. Now he is a broken kite, a stray goose. If there is no spark on the other shore, he can only be a ship lost in the waves.
"Mu Sheng, you have a missing mother. You love her very much. You grew up with your sister, and she was the only one around you Did she just fill in the vacancy? Did you transfer your love for your mother to... "
"If you keep a little tiger, you just see that it has no teeth and claws, has no resistance ability, occupies it, dominates it, and looks at the joke that the tiger becomes a cat, and you are afraid that it will bite back one day, so you should guard against it and be afraid of it This is Ye Gong Haolong. "
The cold moonlight hit the corridor, and his mind went back and forth, every word was what she had said.
It's just, how can she get to the point Every word, every word?
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the door was flung open, flickering with the candlelight on the table, and the room was full of broken halos.
Ling Miaomiao put down the book and stood up in surprise: "you are going wrong. The next door is your room..."
The words stopped, because she found that Mu Sheng's face was very ugly, and the whole person floated to her like a ghost. The boy who was a head higher than her, unexpectedly Trembling imperceptibly in the tiny.
She was stunned. She thought that today he was staying at muyao's place for a longer time than usual
She stammered: "you You Have you gone to make a confession? "
"I didn't." He was a long time ago, and his eyes didn't have focal length. He was like a traveler who had been frozen in winter, and his reaction was half a beat slower.
"No What do you mean Ling Miaomiao confused him.
His lips were trembling: "no is no."
But look at this, he must have gone, the break has happened, and it is the critical moment of blackening. She didn't care that heilianhua had gone to the wrong room. She quickly picked up her books and pens and walked out quietly: "then I won't disturb you. You can be alone..."
The clothes were suddenly pulled from behind.
“…… Where are you going? " His voice was low, as if exhausted.
Ling Miaomiao asked him to hold the book in his hand and wink back at him, "I I'll sleep in your room
Strange, ordinary people are rejected, don't want to be quiet?
“……” He was silent, and for a long time he couldn't say anything to keep her. He just held on to her clothes.
He sensed in the chaos that if he let her go, he might crash immediately.
Ling Miaomiao pauses: "OK Well, I'm not going
He just let go. Miaomiao settled down and poured him a cup of hot tea. He lay on the table and looked at him carefully: "drink some water."
He did not move. She pulled his hands up and put them on the cup. Then she closed his hands and forced him to feel the temperature of the cup.
The two hands overlapped for a moment, before and after are warm, Mu Sheng hang down long eyelashes, shaking hands, took a cup to drink.
Warm, down his throat, straight to the heart.
He warmed up.
Ling Miaomiao had already slipped to the bedside and bent over to make the bed. She flattened the bedding with her hands and half turned her head: "or Why don't you sleep with me today? "
He nodded and let Ling Miaomiao pull him and put him on her bed.
Ling Miaomiao was lying beside the bed, patting him across the quilt, and her eyes were bright: "don't think about anything, sleep, I'll guard you."
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