"That's what fate is like. Given one more chance, I won't change my original choice. One's character
determines his or her fate. She likes peace, and I like wandering. She likes quietness, and I like noise.
She likes hot food, but I like ice. "
"So, you two are not suitable for each other?"
"No, it's not that we are not suitable for each other, we just didn't really know each other. We didn't
manage to understand each other. In a relationship, even if one party didn't understand the other party,
the consequences would be very serious. We can either separate or torture each other. "
By the time James finished his words, he had regained his composure and felt much better. As he had
spoken out all these, he felt much better. But it would take Jacob a while to digest all the information
and felt sorry for him.
"There are some people in our life who would never be with us once we have missed." James said with
emotion. The life could be too long without a mate. It mad James felt that the road of life was endless
and he would never find his home.
How could a person who didn't even have a home. There was only endless silence surrounding him.
"Uncle." Jacob called James in a daze.
"What?" James replied in confusion.
"Why are people's feelings so fragile yet so unbreakable?" Like a child, Jacob asked.
"Because this is human nature." James sighed heavily. Jacob was just the same as him when he was
young. He couldn't want to see Jacob to follow his way.
"How did she die?" Jacob raised his head, feeling confused.
"I'll tell you when it's over. I will tell you everything. " James stepped hard on the accelerator, and the
car was speeding up. The top priority now was the explosion crisis that the company was facing.
It was not appropriate to talk much about such private matters at such a critical moment.
Jacob nodded. But he felt that James had missed something. The truth might not be that simple.
Perhaps what uncle said today was just the tip of the iceberg.
Jacob felt tired. He squinted his eyes and leaned against the seat. Soon, the car returned home.
Jacob felt exhausted and had a runny nose all the time. He hadn't caught a cold for a long time. It
seemed that he had caught a serious cold this time.
It was said that when a person reached his or her middle age, there would be a midlife crisis. People of
this age would be bothered by their parents, their children as well as their work and colleagues.
However, Jacob was not yet reached his middle age. He also met such crisis, which was quite serious.
There were all kinds of internal strife and external strife striking him. Jacob was lying on the sofa and
sneezed all the time.
James was worried about his situation, "Jacob, do you need to go to the hospital?"
Jacob stared at the ceiling in a daze. Does he have time to see a doctor now? He didn't think so.
"No, thanks. I'll take some medicine later. It's not a big deal for me. " Jacob replied.
"Well, then you can go to bed after dinner. No matter what happens, I will be there." James comforted.
Jacob was smart, diligent and respectful, but he was a little indifferent. But people knew Jacob would
understand why he was so indifferent.
James knew Jacob quite well. So he forgave him of his indifference. Moreover, he felt pity for him.
Therefore, for so many years, Jacob was cared by James, not only because he was the son of James's
elder brother. Another important reason was that James appreciated Jacob.
After dinner, Jacob wanted to take some medicine and go to bed. But as he got the medicine, it took his
mind back to the past. It was the medicine he bought for Sara last time.
Out of no reason, his memory became clear as long as the past was related to Sara. The memory was
so deeply rooted that he couldn't erase it.
He recalled the days when Sara was in the house. Everything was wonderful for him then. But he
destroyed everything himself. He destroyed his own happiness.
Jacob raised his head and took the medicine, feeling dizzy. His memory became clearer and clearer.
The past which he dared not recall had flooded into his mind.
Jacob went upstairs, with the sound of footsteps. If it was Sara, it must be the different sound of high-
heeled shoes stepping on the ground. After all, Sara preferred 5 cm high heels.
If only Sara was here, she could take care of him. When he was tired, he could still have a warm
embrace to lie in. But after doing so many wrong things, he had already missed the opportunity.
When people possessed something, they would not understand how precious it was. People always
envy what they haven't got as they could acquire the feeling of conquest from getting these things.
When one found that what he got was the best, it was always too late. Things lost were most valuable.
Only when you lose something can you understand how precious it is.
Jacob was lying on the bed, feeling dizzy. The scene of Sara being with him emerged.
Sara served him water, standing beside him until he fell asleep. But now the room was so empty that it
seemed to devour people.
Even the scent of Sara disappeared. Jacob couldn't remember clearly how many days had passed
since Sara left. However, the leave of Sara had an increasing impact on Jacob.
It turned out that a true lovers could serve as a shelter when one part suffered. The true lover was the
person who could pour out everything when one had met difficulties.
After all, no one could be strong enough to bear everything. All the arrogance and ruthlessness were
his childish disguises.
The more childish he was, the more he would hurt the people around him. Because the way he got
along with others was childish, his coldness always keeps people away. At last, people would be totally
disappointed on him and never approach.
Jacob couldn't fell asleep. All the past events were storming in his mind. He remembered everything
that had happened to him since he was a child.
The more he felt sleepy, the more he thought of. It didn't matter that he couldn't fall asleep. But he also
felt heartbroken. He felt that he was behave like an asshole before.
Jacob felt that he had a long dream in which Sara came back to take care of him. In his dream, Sara
had been applying a hot towel to his forehead. In his dream, Sara had never given up on him and
promised not to leave him.
"Don't leave, Sara..."
"Sara, can you forgive me..."
"Sara, it's all my fault It's my fault... "
"Let's start over, okay?"
Jacob kept murmuring, while Sara, who was standing next to him, was stunned. She wished that he
could say these words earlier. Why must he say all these at this time and in this way?
Early in the morning, James told Sara that Jacob had a fever and was delirious. But James had to go to
the company and didn't have time to send Jacob to the hospital. When others were around, James
couldn't fully trust them.
So he called Sara and asked her for help.
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