“Hi. May I know whether you’re the phone owner’s friend? He has drunk a lot in the bar. I’m the server
here.”
“I am.” Freya immediately leaped to her feet. “ Which bar is that? I’ll come right away.”
After the server told her the address, she informed the sitter about it, took the car key, and hurried over
to the bar.
Not many cars were on the road in the dead of night.
As such, she arrived there in about a half an hour’s drive.
Ryan was lying on a couch in the corner of the dark bar. One of his hands was resting on his eyes
while the other was holding a wine bottle, looking drunk. He did not move a muscle.
She walked over and glanced at the empty wine bottles on the table. Then, she pushed Ryan violently.
He moved his arms. With his drunken eyes, he looked at her in confusion and dejection. On his
forehead, the scar from being hit was still visible.
The sight of him tore at her heartstrings for a moment.
Having known Ryan for a long time, she had seen many of his sides. However, she had never seen
him so despondent and helpless.
How sad and stressed was he to have drunk so much?
Given that he had helped her so many times, she wanted to help him so badly right now.
“ Stop drinking. I’m taking you home.” Freya took away the bottle in his hand.
“Leave me alone. ” Ryan shook loose of her hand, straightened his body, and continued to grab hold of
the bottle.
Freya directly clutched his arm and pulled him forcefully. “Let’s go home.”
Ryan was dragged up in a totter. However, he missed his footing and staggered for a while before he
fell onto her.
Freya stretched out her hands to wrap them around his waist. Only after she took two steps backward
did she keep her footing. After she took a deep breath, Ryan suddenly extended his hands and hugged
her.
Although she was momentarily stunned, she instinctively raised her hand and patted him on the back.
She could not help but say loudly, “I know you’re upset, but drinking won’t solve your problems.”
Due to the loud music in the bar, she was not sure whether Ryan had heard what she said. All he did
was bury his face in her neck.
“Let’s head out first. It’s too noisy here. If you want to drink, we can go somewhere else for a drink.”
Freya coaxed him as she walked out with him.
Meanwhile, Ryan continued to lean on her like a helpless child.
Shortly after they walked out of the bar, Ryan lifted his hand and pushed her away. Then, he walked
toward the other side with a stagger.
“Ryan, you can share it with me if something is weighing on your mind. ” Freya went after him and
gripped his arm stubbornly. “I treated you as a trash can when I was at my lowest point of life. Now you
can do the same to me too.”
Ryan tottered and leaned against the tree. The moonlight shone on his reddened and drunken yet
handsome face. “T-They said I… fell in love with… someone I shouldn’t.”
After he finished speaking, he burped with his eyes full of misery.
“Love?”
Freya was confused for some time.
Only then did she recall the photo of Ryan holding hands with a man and come to realize that Ryan
had fallen in love with a man.
It was not like, but love.
If Ryan were just an ordinary person, she would surely advise him to go after the man without
hesitation.
However, she could not act as she wished because of his identity.
Furthermore, her godparents had told her to talk Ryan out of it.
“Do you… care about him that much?” Freya’s scalp turned numb as it was her first time encountering
such an issue. “Think about it carefully. Once you pursue your true love, your future will be ruined.
Indeed, homosexual identity development is getting more prevalent everywhere, but your family is
relatively conservative. Plus, you’re engaged in politics— ”
“What do you want me to do?” Ryan suddenly interrupted her. His eyes were bleary and drunken.
Freya’s mind froze. “Then… it depends what kind of person you’re into. If you really are into men, you
can work in business in the future. With your intelligence, I’m sure you can work in any field. But… but
I personally think… it’s better for you to be interested in women. Have you ever made out with a
woman before? Women…”
Before she could finish her sentence, a shadow suddenly loomed over her.
She… was stunned.
It was because… Ryan had planted a kiss on her.
His lips were cool and heavy with the smell of wine.
She widened her eyes. At the sight of the man’s drunken, dark eyes, she froze and forgot to react.
“Last time, you… told me that women smelled good and were soft. So… I thought of giving it a try.”
Ryan kissed her lips softly as he spoke with a hoarse voice.
Freya instantly flew into a fury.
He wanted to give it a try, and that was why… he kissed her?
Did he know who she was?
With their relationship, there was no way they could kiss.
Ahhh!
She almost went insane. “Freya, let me try…”
Amid her conflicting thoughts, Ryan sounded like an innocent, pathetic little puppy begging to kiss her
again.
Freya stiffened.
She initially wanted to push him away firmly. However, she was swayed by his pleading voice and was
at her wits’ end at that moment.
She thought he might not have made out with any woman.
Perhaps after trying out a woman, he would find women sweeter than men.
Perhaps she could turn a gay man straight. Perhaps she could save Ryan.
He was so wonderful and gentle. It was a pity that he had to be gay.
Especially with his current identity, many people were criticizing him.
She did not want him to be criticized.
In that case… Should she sacrifice herself for a while?
Countless thoughts ran through her head within a few seconds.
While she was thinking, however, Ryan had already forced her mouth open and invaded it.
It immediately broke her train of thought. What an extremely passionate kiss.
She was so embarrassed that her body froze, yet Ryan became more spontaneous, domineering, and
passionate. He kept holding onto her and kissing her. The warmth in her mouth made her legs turn to
jelly.
Although it was a winter night, Freya felt like her body was on fire, especially her face. If there were
water on her face, it would probably turn to steam.
“C -Can…”
Freya attempted to push him away while mumbling. “Stop moving. Your lips are so soft.”
Ryan let go of her shoulders and cupped her face. He kissed her even more passionately and
unscrupulously.
In fact, Freya’s legs had turned to jelly. As such, Ryan turned around while hugging her to lean her
against the tree behind her. The kiss made her mind turn blank. Her ears were filled with his breathing
sounds, which made her heart race madly.
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