Chapter 1357: unable to cry
The child suddenly smiled at her and moved his little body, as if he had recognized his mother.
He extended his two little chubby hands to Si Yu for her to hug.
However, when Si Yu extended her hands to hug her son, the child suddenly pursed his lips and was about to cry.
The child’s refusal made Si Yu’s softened heart stiffen once again.
“I’m sorry...”she muttered. A tear rolled down her cheeks and dripped onto the back of her hand. She forcefully covered the child’s small mouth and turned her face away, her body trembled and the corner of her lips trembled. However, she did not cry.
“Child, endure it. If you endure any longer, mother will definitely accompany you well in the future.”
“But the two of us, mother and son, are going to get married together and will never be separated again.”
The child was still struggling at first, but after a while, it stopped moving.
Only then did Si Yu let go of her hand. Then, she gritted her teeth and jumped out of the window. At this moment, there was only the smell of the child’s milk and the child’s closed eyes, at that moment, there was a small face that was covered in ash.
When Miss Song returned, there was not a single person in the room. When she saw the child inside, she did not want to care too much. She thought of the old lady’s unpleasant words today, it was as if she had vomited something in her heart. She almost wanted to blow herself up.
In the open and in the dark, she wanted her husband to go to Si Yu’s place. She did not want to be alone with her. Yes, she wanted to say, what was she doing guarding a hen that could not lay eggs? It was just that she could not give birth, whose fault was it.
If it was not for Si Yu, how could she have lost her child? Thus, she would not be able to hold onto her child. Whose fault was this? Whose fault was this.
The more she thought about it, the more difficult it became in her heart. Lying on the bed, she began to cry. As she cried, the child inside did not even make a sound.
Mrs. Bai just so happened to miss her grandson, so she asked her mother to come over and carry the child. The child was Mrs. Bai’s lifeline. In her heart, this child was unrivaled, there was only one child in the entire family, and this was her eldest grandson. With this eldest grandson, even if she died in the future, she would be able to answer to the Dead Master Bai.
“Mommy, Go and take a look. The young master is still sleeping in the house.”
Miss song sat up and wiped the tears off her face, but her eyes were dry and there were no tears. Then the camera stopped here, and it was the director’s cut.
“Can you really cry until your eyes are swollen?”
The director asked Mengni, “How is this heartbreaking? Can you show more expression on your face? There are no traces of crying. Is this still filming?”
“I’m swallowing my tears.”
Mengni was embarrassed to answer.
“Who can see it?”
The director was a little annoyed by her pestering. It was the same every time. Could they still film properly? Their filming was for the public to see. How many audience members would think about where your tears were flowing, what they were looking at was the visual perception of the eyes, not the underlying meaning of your actions. What was the use of having the
underlying meaning without acting skills? If you had the underlying meaning, then go give a speech. Then why did you come to film a television drama?
The next few scenes had originally required the female lead to spend her time in tears. However, every time, Mengni could not cry. She also needed some eye drops. How many bottles of eye drops had passed before they were filmed to this point, it seemed that today’s scene would require some eye drops to complete.
Mother walked in and wanted to hug the young master. The young master was good-looking and loved to smile. He was especially like the young master from back then. He was practically Mrs. Bai’s darling, mrs. Bai really wanted to carry the child to her side, but she couldn’t win against her son. Even miss song was really disappointing. She really didn’t understand a single thing about being a wife. The Bai family’s incense offerings.., was something that young master Bai had to inherit. If he didn’t let his other great-aunt have a child now, how could he bear a child in the future? She didn’t want her grandson to have no younger siblings in the future.
When her mother was about to carry the child, she realized that something was wrong.
Song Xiao wiped her tears again. In the end, she saw her mother running out from inside with a child in her arms.
Miss Song wanted to go over, but the mother had already run out with the child in her arms.
When young master Bai returned, he had a big fight with Miss Song. He said that Miss Song had a vicious heart and couldn’t even tolerate a child. He said that the child had a fever and didn’t know how to ask for a doctor.
This time, the child was too seriously ill. He almost lost his breath. The doctor saved him for several hours before he was revived. However, he couldn’t eat anything and just kept crying.
“Madam...”Si Yu ran over and knelt in front of madam Bai with a thump. “Let me see young master...” “I beg Madam...”she kowtowed hard on the ground, almost breaking her own head.
“Give it to her.”Seeing Si Yu like this, Madam Bai’s heart softened. Of course, the one she felt the most heartache for was her grandson. She thought that with this mother around, perhaps the child would be better, wasn’t it said that mother and son were linked by heart.
Only then did the mother hand the child over to Si Yu. Si Yu hugged the child and cried as she unbuttoned her clothes to feed the child. When no one was paying attention, she pinched the child’s calf hard, the child opened his mouth in pain and was about to cry. In the end, when he opened his mouth, he drank the sweet breast milk. Very quickly, he began to suck. He was obedient and coincidental. His small fingers were still holding onto the laurel branch’s clothes. This small appearance.., he was really obedient and adorable.
Mrs. Bai sighed. “It seems that mother still loves the child a little more. This isn’t her own child. How can it be painful? If she can’t give birth to it herself, she can’t wait for me to have no grandchildren, right?”
When Mrs. Bai said this, her voice became louder. Of course, this was also directed at the people outside.
When Miss song heard her mother-in-law’s scolding, she instantly..
She had to use eye drops again.
Recently, after the crying scene started, it was difficult for Mengni to get into character. It was just like how Yan Huan didn’t like to act as a bad person, and she wasn’t good at bitter scenes. Therefore, t
he more she filmed, the more she felt nothing. The more she felt nothing.., the more she couldn’t cry.
Therefore, every time she filmed until this point, she had to shed tears. Only then could she look like she was crying.
She could not even get into character, so how could she cry.
The more she filmed until the end, the more uncomfortable Mengni felt. The more she acted, the worse her acting was. Every day, she would go up and up. She was so frustrated that she would shed tears every day. This drop was too much.., her eyes were tearing up at the sight of romance, but they couldn’t be used for filming. She couldn’t let the director use a fan to cry at her