57 Chapter 58 “Li Shi Ying Impression“
Both Jiu Wei and Li Shi Ying didn't bring their 'pet', golden eagle and pink panther because they want to have a lunch and it wasn't comfortable bringing your pet along.
So, Meng Yue Ming thought that Jiu Wei and Li Shi Ying was a siblings from a noble family which wasn't really influental.
With that thought, Meng Yue Ming wasn't that afraid to offend them and her previous polite manner slowly change into her proud and arrogant usual self.
Jiu Wei didn't sense Meng Yue Ming change of aura but...Li Shi Ying sense it.
On the other hand while Meng Yue Ming had a good impression toward Shi Ying, Li Shi Ying didn't feel the same way with Meng Yue Ming.
At first glance, she could feel Meng Yue Ming pride and arrogance despite her disguise as a normal commoner.
Li Shi Ying always like the domineering and cool female lead but at this time, she finally knew that she actually didn't like that kind of female lead.
Why? First they were always described to be perfect, skillful and have a heaven-defying talent which made them thought that everybody were ant in their eyes.
They looked at every single person in this world as an insignificant ant especially those pampered noble ladies.
Second, they always have a principle 'an eye for an eye' and they didn't act unless someone offend them. But the point was, why did they didn't want someone to offend them while they themself always go offending someone?
They themself didn't realize that they actually go around offending people they didn't like.
They couldn't tolerate some looking down on them but they themself looked down upon everyone else.
When people looked down on you because of your appearance or your skill weren't that was their right to express it? Why did you suddenly want to prove yourself that you're actually a queen?
A real queen won't bother about other people thought. They didn't need to prove themself as a queen because she was a real queen down to her core.
Li Shi Ying always accept her condition as a weakling and she didn't mind anyone looking down upon her.
But Meng Yue Ming couldn't tolerate such a thing! Meng Yue Ming good feeling toward Li Shi Ying was because Shi Ying was much more weaker than her and Li Shi Ying didn't look down on her.
Look at those light novel stories. The female lead's female friend was always weaker or not as pretty as the female lead. Why? It was all for the sake of making the female lead looked more badass and cool.
Li Shi Ying liked those light novel but back then she didn't know the feeling of the secondary character inside. Now that she became one herself, she realized that the female lead wasn't as good as she thought.
The female lead could kill people without batting an eyelid but when others kill her people, she got angry.
Wasn't it normal for a people who kill other to someday face someone who kill their people?
When you looked at the abyss, the abyss was looking on you too.
Li Shi Ying now dislike this type of female lead who was arrogant like a phoenix even if they actually got skill to be arrogant.
In her previous world, there was a saying in her hometown that someone who was an expert wouldn't act like an expert because they know that there would always be someone above them.
Li Shi Ying sneak a peek at Meng Yue Ming side profile. Meng Yue Ming was currently using her old face as a disguise. Li Shi Ying remembered that according to the story Meng Yue Ming should already unsealed her hidden power and thus her original beautiful face was restored.
But now Meng Yue Ming cover up her beauty with her superb make up skill in order to fool everybody in her family.
Li Shi Ying sighed in her heart as she told herself not to be involved with the female lead. Her goal was to made herself healthy again and restore her broken meridian and dantian.
Li Shi Ying knew that the one crippling her cultivation was Meng Yue Ming. If Li Shi Ying was like other female lead in novel she would certainly took revenge for Ling Xue body.
But...Li Shi Ying didn't do it. She didn't took revenge to Meng Yue Ming even though her body was suddenly unwell and a kind of strange emotion filled her heart.
This must be the original body feeling of hatred toward Meng Yue Ming. Li Shi Ying occupied the body not even for a week now so there was still some resentment lingering on the body.
Li Shi Ying suppress that anger in her heart because she was aware that this feeling wasn't purely her feeling. It was Ling Xue's body reaction toward Meng Yue Ming.
Li Shi Ying admit that Meng Yue Ming crippling her was because Ling Xue own fault so Li Shi Ying wasn't going to revenge Ling Xue anger toward Meng Yue Ming.
She would treat it as her own contribution and let it go just like that. From now on she will live as Li Shi Ying and not as Ling Xue. She won't live on anyone behalf.