1137 Chapter 1137 “Everyone Had To Move On“
Long Ao Zhen might marry someone else in the future but as long as her children could live well, she didn't mind that.
Since...once she left this world and went back to her old world...she can be considered dead in this world, right? Long Ao Zhen can't possibly linger around her all the time when she wasn't even there.
He had to move on. His life was still so long, unlike her. He might encounter someone and slowly fell in love with that someone just like how he was supposed to be with Meng Yue Ming but ended up with her instead.
No one can be so sure about the future. Not even her. At the end of the day, her children were there for Long Ao Zhen to heal him as the time passed. He would then be able to move on bringing her children to the bright future.
She's sure that Ao Zhen would find a good step-mother for her children and he might not make another baby with this new woman, well who knows if he's consumed with lust and somehow made another baby.
Still, as someone who is considered 'dead' what can she do to prevent all of these from happening? She can only make sure that her children won't be bullied. They will stand strong on their own, becoming the future of this world.
No matter how strong Long Ao Zhen feeling for her...his feeling would fade as time take over. There's no such thing as eternal love. That is only in the novel. Not in reality. Everyone had to move on and forget the past.
That's how each human beings manages to improve and changes their life. Else they would just get stuck in the same place, unable to move anywhere.
Long Ao Zhen was stunned hearing Li Shi Ying's words. He had the urge to kidnap her right away and brainwash her mind but he couldn't. Why? His bunny wanted to leave him so badly? Why can't she find a reason to stay?
"Do you...want to leave that bad? If you love me shouldn't you find a reason to stay?" Long Ao Zhen trembled as he asked Li Shi Ying with fire surging in his eyes. He couldn't understand his bunny's way of thinking.
Could she really let him go so easily? She would continue her life in her old world..forgetting him and might even start a new life with another man? This thought made him goes crazy.
"How could I leave you? Do you think I want to do this? I don't want to. I want to stay with you, live a long life...watching our children grew up but...can we?" Tears slowly dropped from Li Shi Ying's eyes. This is her birthday so it should be a happy day but…
Somehow it only made her sad thinking that in a few years she won't be able to celebrate her birthday in this world anymore.
"Ying'er...if you want to stay then stay! Can you really think of forgetting me once you go back? If it's me I can't. Even after a hundred or a thousand years pass, I can't and won't forget you"
Long Ao Zhen suddenly hugged Li Shi Ying as he squeezed her body tight. Don't underestimate a dragon's feeling. Look at his grandpa even after his wife passed away for so long, he didn't find a new mate even if he could.
That time he was still an emperor, maybe around 40 years old in appearance when his wife passed away from illness. He could easily find a new wife but even up until now, he didn't.
Usually, dragons would choose to die with their mate but his grandpa sadly couldn't as the current emperor still wasn't ready to take the throne. Later, he couldn't just kill himself seeing his grandson, which is him.
His grandpa chooses to go on with his life so that he could have a grandfather from his father's side. If not for that he might already choose to die together with his deceased wife.
"I don't think I'll forget you but what if the world itself make me forget? I pass through the dimension there can be...a case where I just think of all I experienced here as a dream, right? After all, this world is based on a story it's easy for me to think of it as a mere dream"
Li Shi Ying rubbed her cheek to Long Ao Zhen's chest as she spoke. She had a feeling that when she was sent away, she would somehow forget this world. Maybe because her master skill in extracting and sending soul isn't as good as whoever summoned her here…
Dunno. She just had this strong feeling. Her feeling is usually right, so…
This thought made Li Shi Ying wanted to cry again. What if she only treated Long Ao Zhen as a dream while the man still remembered her as clear as the day? Should she ask the emperor to erase Long Ao Zhen's memory about her?
"Ying'er...I…" Long Ao Zhen was at lost hearing Li Shi Ying's words. This is why he didn't want her to leave this world. In case she somehow forgets him. He didn't want that!
There's still a chance for him to go to his bunny's place with Mao Mao ability once that boy could reach a high level in cultivation but if the girl forgets him…he would surely be heartbroken, right? No! He didn't want that!
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