Chapter 1914: Untitled
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
After Chu Jing finished his work, he would visit her at the hospital every day.
Most of the time, they were complaining that the company was troublesome.
Sometimes, she would carry a pile of documents to Ji Fengmian’s ward and complain to him as she read.
Uncle Chu and Aunt Chu had warned him several times not to bother Ji Fengmian with work, but Chu Jing had ignored them.
Ji Fengmian was bored too. Unknowingly, Chu Jing’s documents were in her hands.!!
Most of the time, Chu Jing was either playing games or sleeping soundly.
Every time Aunt Chu saw him, she would be disappointed. However, Uncle Chu didn’t say anything.
In the past, no matter how she looked at her son, she felt that he was an eyesore. Now, she was treating him well.
The food was comparable to Ji Fengmian’s.
Aunt Chu was especially puzzled.
In the past, as a father, he wouldn’t give her a good look when she was busy. What was going on now?
Looking at her son’s eating manner, Aunt Chu couldn’t help but ask him, “What are you thinking? You’ve almost raised our son to be useless. He’s either sleeping or eating every day.”
Uncle Chu disagreed. “What nonsense are you spouting? Do you think I don’t know what my son is like? He’s very outstanding!”
Aunt Chu glanced at her son, who couldn’t bear to look at her. She turned her head away.
After a few days, Ji Fengmian had a rough understanding of the company’s projects.
And this pile of documents passed her a lot of time.
Actually, she knew what Chu Jing was up to.
He just wanted to divert her attention and kill time for her.
She also felt that she should find something to do.
However, she was used to it. Other than reading, there was nothing new.
Chu Jing wanted her to understand the company, so she followed his wishes.
The effect seemed good.
However, she didn’t expect the feeling of losing her child to be so difficult to overcome.
He couldn’t forget.
Every time she slept, she would hear the child’s cries and laughter. He would even jump around happily and call her mother.
In her dream, she could even clearly see the outline of the child, which resembled Chu Boyang when he was young.
It was obviously beautiful, but she would always be awakened.
The more beautiful the dream was, the more cruel it would be to return to reality.
Then, she hated Chu Boyan even more.
She would never forgive him.
She couldn’t do anything. The best way to take revenge on someone was to ignore him and be strangers with him.
She thought that she didn’t hate him enough more than ten years ago.
That was because she really hated someone and wanted him to live in pain for the rest of his life. She wanted to cut him into pieces.
Yes, she had too many moments where she wanted Chu Boyan to die.
She wanted to seek justice for her child.
She was well aware of Wang Chengwei’s crazy behavior in the eyes of others.
Regret, regret that even death could not make up for…
She had never expected that the pity she felt for Wang Chengwei at the cemetery would be directed at her.
But what could she do?
She wanted to live, but she had to carry the regrets and hatred of her life.
Her condition improved day by day. After being rejected countless times, Ji Qing finally asked her to enter the ward.
Seeing the short-haired Ji Fengmian, Ji Qing was stunned.
“You cut your hair?”
Ji Fengmian could already get off the bed and take two careful steps.
When Ji Qing entered, she was standing by the window with a coat draped over her shoulders. She was trimming the flowers that Aunt Chu would bring over every day and placing them in a vase.
Her flower arrangement skills had improved a lot recently.
“You’ve insisted on meeting me for so long just to ask this question?”
Without turning around, she placed a sunflower that she had just trimmed into the vase and adjusted its position.
Ji Qing paused. “…How’s your injury?”
“He probably won’t die.”
Ji Fengmian’s reply left Ji Qing at a loss for words.
The ward was silent except for the sound of the air purifier and Ji Fengmian trimming the flowers.
Clearly, she had no intention of taking the initiative to pay attention to Ji Qing.
Ji Qing felt nervous for no reason. This was a feeling she had every time she saw Ji Fengmian. It had never disappeared after so many years.
“…This accident is all my fault. If I hadn’t chased you to the cemetery back then, you wouldn’t have…”
At this point, she suddenly paused. It wasn’t because she couldn’t continue, but because she felt the temperature of the entire ward drop. Goosebumps appeared all over her body.
She subconsciously looked at Ji Fengmian, only to see that his back was still facing her and his hand was still moving as if nothing had happened.
Was it an illusion?
“You’ve suffered so much and even lost your child… I think it’s necessary for me to come and thank you and apologize…”
Ji Fengmian placed another sunflower in the vase. The stem was cut too short and it stuck to the vase.
“There’s no need to thank me.” Her voice was calm and emotionless.
“This matter… Brother Boyan had no choice. I hope you won’t attribute all the mistakes to him. I believe you know very well that he was only using his method to save us. Moreover, he didn’t know that you were pregnant. If he had known, he might not have made that choice…”
“Do you want me to hate him or not?”
A few petals fell from Ji Fengmian’s feet.
Ji Qing pursed her lips. “I just don’t want you to misunderstand him. He never wanted either of us to die…”
“Ji Qing.” Ji Fengmian suddenly called her name calmly. “Whether I hate Chu Boyang or not, it’s not up to you to tell me what to do…”
Chu Boyang would come to the hospital every day. He didn’t insist on entering the ward to see Ji Fengmian with his own eyes. He only wanted to be closer to her and listen to her voice.
At this moment, he was still blocked outside the ward. When he heard Ji Qing’s voice, he frowned and didn’t leave immediately.
Ji Fengmian’s words made his heart tremble.
Ji Fengmian’s voice continued, “As for Chu Boyang, you have to understand that the only thing he was forced to do was to be forced to kill you by the criminals. I think the two criminals probably didn’t expect that his shot would hit me, who was also implicated. Are you surprised too? Me too.”
“Compared to him saying that he loves me, it turns out that you, a burden, weigh more in his heart. You should be happy that you and Chu Boyang are really capable. I lost, and I lost especially badly. If I were you, I would be happy too.
Do you want to hear these words from me and see what kind of failure I will have?”
“I’m not… I’m really worried about your health. Thank you and apologize sincerely!”
“Thank you and sorry put together, I can only take it that you’re showing off in front of me. I won’t accept your thanks, and your apology…”
She turned around slowly, her pale face filled with endless coldness and hatred.
She walked towards her slowly, every word in her voice like a solid block of ice.
“Can your apology block this hole in my body? Can it heal the wound on my back? Or… can it bring my child back?”
She approached slowly, making Ji Qing panic. She took a few steps back, but her gaze subconsciously landed on the pair of scissors in Ji Fengmian’s hand.
“What… what are you doing?”
Ji Fengmian sneered. “You can’t even return what I’ve suffered and lost. So what’s the point of apologizing?”
She suddenly went forward and grabbed Ji Qing’s arm. “You must have forgotten how petty I am these few days. If you don’t let me off, how can I let you off? Since you insist on apologizing to me, why can’t you be more sincere?”
Behind Ji Qing was the bed. In her panic, she fell onto the bed.
Looking at the scissors in Ji Fengmian’s hand, her face turned pale.
“No, Sister Mian… I… I’m pregnant…”
“Don’t mention the child!” Ji Fengmian’s voice was as sharp as ever.
When Chu Boyang heard her voice, his expression changed drastically. He kicked open the door and barged in.
At that moment, Ji Fengmian turned to look at him.
There was coldness, sarcasm, and indescribable hatred in her eyes.
It happened in an instant.
He saw her raise the scissors in her hand and stab it into Ji Qing’s chest without hesitation!
“Ah…”
Ji Qing didn’t even have the strength to scream.
Chu Boyang stood at the door, stunned by Ji Fengmian’s gaze.
And the scene before him was even more unbelievable.
Mian had really done such a thing.
She wasn’t such an irrational person.
She had always been disdainful of such things.
“Brother Boyang…” Ji Qing saw Chu Boyang and looked down at the scissors on her chest. Her pale face was on the verge of fainting.
Ji Fengmian let go of her and took two steps back with a smile.
“It’s all because of you. If you didn’t provoke me, you wouldn’t have said that you loved me and couldn’t let go of her. You wanted to do both, but you didn’t have the ability to achieve the best of both worlds. You even had to sacrifice one to protect the other. Otherwise, things wouldn’t have ended up like this.
Look at Chu Boyang, you shot the woman you claimed to love. You lost your child, and the person you wanted to protect has become like this. You can’t protect anyone, and all of this is because of you.”
She smiled and even her voice sounded amused. Her tone was gentle, but her words were sharp.
Chu Boyang’s eyes were filled with pain and shock.
“Do you hate me that much?”
Ji Fengmian’s smile widened. “It’s a pity that I only have a pair of scissors now.”