Chapter 178: She Could Neither Resent Nor Love Him
Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation
Without any hesitation, the man bent over and seized her slender arms before raising them above her head. Two pairs of lips touched each other as sparks flew.
During the intense intertwining of their tongues, the woman who was already breathing unevenly suddenly let out a low moan. The man quickly swallowed the excited noise into the depths of his belly.
Yuan Xuan’s large rough hands instantly stripped off the clothes that were very normal, but currently seemed like annoying obstructions…
His muscles that were exposed to the cold air were covered in goosebumps, causing her to shiver. However, she could not stop herself from being aroused by him.
During her final moments of rationality, Mu Chenyan thought of the words that her brother said in front of the gravestone…
However, the frantic but temporary confusion was quickly forced into a corner as he advanced. She was then covered by him before she promptly drowned in the pleasure.
Everything progressed naturally…
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Afraid of hurting her, Yuan Xuan gingerly kissed her forehead before he reassured her, “Little Chenyan, don’t be afraid. I won’t hurt you again.”
Mu Chenyan could not control herself anymore. She dug all ten of her fingers into his flesh while she begged her body to stop letting out anymore embarrassing noises. Her rosy cheeks caught his dripping sweat and mixed them with her tears. All sorts of bittersweet feelings welled up inside her heart…
“Chenyan, Chenyan…”
His whispers brought waves and waves of pleasure that surged through her chest and neck, before he gently bit her earlobe. This had always been Mu Chenyan’s sensitive spot.
Mu Chenyan’s entire body rapidly began to shiver before she bit her lip and bashfully turned her face to face the other way while blushing.
Yuan Xuan disliked it when she behaved in a reserved manner to conceal her intentions. She was clearly aroused by him but was still suppressing the lust.
“Chenyan, let it out!” He quietly persuaded her while a sinister smile appeared on his lips.
Mu Chenyan shook her head.
“No one’s gonna laugh at you, so be a good girl and let it out.” Yuan Xuan continued attempting to create a chaotic scene. He gradually advanced and forced Mu Chenyan into a corner.
She was unwilling to admit that his body had caused her downfall once again. In reality, he had already completely conquered her. Nonetheless, her body was not actively pandering to his needs because her heart was busy beating itself up.
She was physically pleasuring this man as she lay underneath him despite her parents’ intense hatred for him. These sinful feelings were so strong that they made her gasp for breath.
Faint doubts surfaced in her heart regarding the things that Mu Chenwu had said. However, she could not find suitable reason or proof to support her claims.
Her indecisiveness caused her greater pain when she was faced with Yuan Xuan’s gentleness. She wanted to love him, but simultaneously hated herself when doing so.
Thus, she could neither resent nor love him.
Her heart was deeply plagued by guilt when she enjoyed these physical pleasures.
Meanwhile, Yuan Xuan was unaware of the worries that were overtaking her. The man who had not engaged in lewd behavior for a long time now used his body to satisfy his soul. He was in ecstasy now that he could use his own methods to express his love for her.
The music that had not been played in the house for a very long time now started humming away once again.
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The thick mist that rose inside the room slowly vanished.
The exhausted woman quickly fell into deep slumber.
Yuan Xuan gently kissed the rosy glow on her pale little face. After so many days, it seemed as though some anxiety had returned to his heart.
Yuan Xuan tightly embraced her in his arms while his heart quietly sighed.
As long as she was still by his side, he was fine…
He was previously worried about personal gains and losses, but when he saw the way Mu Chenyan lay under his body, he felt relieved.
He finally realized that, although he was not good at expressing his love verbally, it did not mean that it did not exist.