Chapter 144: Love you ardently until the end of my life
At noon, Bai Aoxue required Zhao to prepare things she needed, and Zi Yuanyue to prepare the herbs, and then she was carried by Jun Yeyan to the secret chamber.
“The passages that vital energy circulates would have been damaged, or even broken down. The herbs I give to you can inhibit the damage, but they are not good to your body, neither. During this period, you will be very weak. Do not practice martial arts, otherwise it will be counter-productive. Arrange some more guards to follow you.” Bai Aoxue combed Jun Yeyan’s hair with her white hand, and her lily-white face showed a serious expression.
On hearing Bai Aoxue’s words, Jun Yeyan stopped but didn’t say anything, his eyes gazing straight ahead.
Right now, he would be in danger any minute. He could not promise things like this would not happen again. In order to get rid of poisonous essence, he could not practice martial arts, and this cost was too much for him to afford.
Seeing that Jun Yeyan didn’t say anything, Bai Aoxue rolled her bright eyes, and got an idea in her mind.
“I don’t want to be hurt again when you don’t think straight. I will not kill you, you know that. There will be only me to get hurt.” Said Bai Aoxue with a sort of threatening tone.
As expected, Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue’s in his arms a little bit tighter. And his handsome eyebrows frowned a little.
“Aoxue, you are on purpose, aren’t you? I can never reject you.” Jun Yeyan shook his head and put on a bitter smile.
Bai Aoxue glimpsed Jun Yeyan, and snored coldly, “You know better than me how much harm the poisonous essence has done to your body.”
Then the two were in silence for a moment.
“Aoxue, why don’t you ask about my past?” Jun Yeyan’s deep voice suddenly sounded at Bai Aoxue’s ears.
There was a little bit nervousness in the voice.
Bai Aoxue clenched her fists a little tighter silently on hearing Jun Yeyan’s words. Could she tell Jun Yeyan that she had seen him before? If so, would Jun Yeyan believe it?
But the past was past, we should move on, and let the past be the past. One’s emotion was fragile. For Jun Yeyan, recalling was equal to torture.
Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue’s body a little tighter when he noticed that Bai Aoxue didn’t say anything. And Jun Yeyan’s eyebrows twisted together with upset.
“Aoxue…”
Jun Yeyan’s voice was husky, arousing pity to him.
Bai Aoxue was concerned about him. It was a feeling like being hurt by a needle. There was no much pain, but the feeling spread to depth of heart, very strong.
“That I don’t ask doesn’t mean I’m not curious. I only hope that you don’t frown when you talk about your past. Just like you don’t want to see me sad when seeing homeless children, I don’t want to see you to be sad, either.” Bai Aoxue leaned on Jun Yeyan, hoping to warm him.
“Everyone of us has a past, which is painful, or sad, or we don’t dare to recall any more. But no matter what kind of a past it is, it is a part of life, after all, which also made you. I can wait for you to talk with me until the day you can talk about your past very light-hearted, until then I will drink with you to celebrate that you have moved on.”
Jun Yeyan listened to Bai Aoxue’s voice. It was soft and light, like warm sunshine shedding on the darkest corner of his heart.
Bai Aoxue didn’t ask about his past even if she was curious about it. Knowing this, Jun Yeyan felt satisfied and lucky enough to meet Bai Aoxue and fell in love with her.
Jun Yeyan sighed lightly but satisfied in his heart, and there was un-erasable happiness in his eyes, which he had never experienced, and all of this happiness could be given to him only by Bai Aoxue.
“It is good to meet you.” Jun Yeyan laid his jaw on top of Bai Aoxue’s head, and breathed out satisfied sighs from his sexy lips.
Unconsciously, they came to the garden of jacaranda, with large bushes of jacaranda.
Lavender flowers fell down in the breeze, which formed a beautiful view.
Bai Aoxue and Jun Yeyan, one was in the wide world, and the other was in the palace. Originally, they were two unrelated persons, but they were bonded together by a wedding contract.
“Aoxue…you sang “The Throne and the Beauty” once here. Back then, I thought that all the heroes in the world would love beauty and power even more. But life is not perfect, now I want to tell you that I will take back the throne to build an ideal kingdom for you. And Bai Aoxue, you will be my lady!” Jun Yeyan frowned and looked down at Bai Aoxue, and said to her seriously.
If these words were said by someone else, Bai Aoxue would laugh at the person and didn’t care. But it was Jun Yeyan who said these words, and Bai Aoxue didn’t know what to say.
She didn’t know how to express her thoughts. There seemed to be so many words jammed at her throat, but she just couldn’t speak out.
She had never been a talkative person, just like the female hippie once said, to be with a demon with a poker face like her was the most boring thing.
At the moment back then, she didn’t care about such judgment at all, but now she hated her being obtuse a little bit, because she really didn’t know how to express her mood right now.
She didn’t know how to respond to the look of Jun Yeyan’s eyes.
She didn’t know what love was and how to love. Love was too far for her in the past which could not rival food that fed the stomach full or a thick cotton coat that could keep out the cold.
She didn’t have time to think about love until she didn’t have to be fearful of hunger and cold, then she found herself had to be alive for nothing but to be alive.
“Jun Yeyan…do you have enough patience to wait for me to understand the feelings and emotions of love?” Bai Aoxue took a deep breath and asked softly.
Her eyes were like two ponds, silent, and without ripples.
Jun Yeyan didn’t expect Bai Aoxue to answer him.
Jun Yeyan didn’t say the words in expectation of Bai Aoxue’s reply. He didn’t think that Bai Aoxue would reply him. He just wanted Bai Aoxue to know his heart.
Now Bai Aoxue replied to him, yet he couldn’t believe it. He felt like all of this was unreal which was just like reflections of flowers in the mirror or moon in the water surface. And all of this would disappear by just a touch.
Jun Yeyan curled his lips and his phoenix eyes, and his unique handsomeness blossomed at the moment.
“Aoxue…remove the mask for me.” Husky voice with happiness that he couldn’t restrain.
Bai Aoxue was a little confused about why Jun Yeyan asked her to remove the mask, but still she did as he asked. She lifted her white hand to take off the mask, which covered his unique handsomeness, slowly.
And her eyes got contact with his charming phoenix eyes on the attractive facial complexion, which were staring at her. The clear and bright pupils reflected her facial complexion at the moment.
The thin lips curled up an arc with devastatingly handsomeness, which showed happiness that cannot be hidden.
“Aoxue…I would like to wait for you, no matter when and no matter where. Even if you didn’t reply to me, I would like to wait, too. But now, I have got your reply and I would not like to wait any longer, because you are destined to be with me…” Jun Yeyan’s voice was husky and bewitching.
Bai Aoxue didn’t figure out the meaning of the Jun Yeyan’s words for the moment.
When she came to her senses, Jun Yeyan’s face became bigger and bigger in her eyes.
The sunshine filtered through branches and sprinkled on the ground, on their bodies, which warmed them to their heart.
Bai Aoxue closed her eyes lightly, her lips curled up a little bit. Dragonflies glided through the air as time went by. Spring sunshine was warm to heart, and spring breeze brought the freshness of rebirth.
Sandalwood essence lingered around Bai Aoxue’s nostrils, which made her couldn’t catch up her breath.
Jun Yeyan closed his smiling eyes, and enjoyed the fragrance with Bai Aoxue, which shook his soul. And this was just the warm and ease that he had desperately longed for.
Warmth like this could reach the depth of heart, which made the souls of the two shake a bit.
Up to now, he finally understood, no matter how much he had earned in so many years, they could not rival the one territory that he earned through so much misery and hardships. From now on, Bai Aoxue would be his territory which allowed no infringement.
No matter how time changed, whether it was now or whenever, she would belong to him! Only Bai Aoxue, he would never let go, all through this life and next life.
With spring breeze blew on the face, in the world in March, the loneliest two hearts were pulled together, without any reasons or aims, but just for warming each other.
Right now, the lady lay in his arms. Her eyes, like two ponds of water, which reflected the light of melted snow, had lost their usual calmness and indifference.
There was some feminine beauty on Bai Aoxue, which made a Bai Aoxue that he had never seen before but still the Bai Aoxue that he loved to bone marrow.
At this moment, he finally understood why his mother behaved so determinedly. But now neither Bai Aoxue nor he would take the path that leads to destruction.
“I will love you ardently until the end of my life.” Jun Yeyan’s husky voice was deep like old wine. His voice showed a promise that he would keep until the end of his life, with the determination of an imposing manner.
Bai Aoxue inclined her head a little bit and leaned on Jun Yeyan’s chest, which was the haven belonging to her only.
How determined and brave did a person have to be that he can say vows like this?
He would love her ardently until the end of his life?
What about her? Could she afford such ardent love?
Bai Aoxue asked herself and she was a little bit upset and a little bit happy. This love of Jun Yeyan was just like magnificent lights, which were turned on at the same time, and set her in ease instead of confusion.
She asked the coach before what love was, and the coach told her a lover was not the one that brightened, but the one that darkened your eyes. She didn’t understand those words at that time, but found them ridiculous and interesting.
Could the one that made you feel dark be a lover?
But now she seemed to understand. When she first met Qi Lian’ge, her eyes were brightened by him, but the feeling was just admiring. When she first met Jun Yeyan, she felt the excitement that she had never experienced before.
The coach said that if one day, you were defeated by your enemy, and there was someone that you hoped to overcome all the hardships for you, then you must be in love with this person.
“Well…Jun Yeyan, am I young?” Bai Aoxue curled her eyes and asked.
Jun Yeyan didn’t know why she asked this, but he just nodded.
“I wish the one that overcomes all the hardships for me is you.” Tears running down from Bai Aoxue’s eyes, she leaned on Jun Yeyan’s chest and spat out the words that had been floating in her mind for a long time.
She didn’t know why she cries. After all the years of misery, she finally met the right man and it was worthy of the miseries.
She was not a girl that no one loved. Instead she was luckier than anyone else, because there was someone who wanted to gain the whole world for her to realize her dream and love her regardless of his pride.
There was never someone who put on shoes for her, who said that he was afraid of her getting hurt and who would like to fight to the death for her to realize her dream.
Thinking of this, she couldn’t stop her tears.
Seeing Bai Aoxue crying so sadly, Jun Yeyan made up his mind. He hugged Bai Aoxue, “The one of yours must be me, and no matter what happens, I am willing to do it.”