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Chapter 53 Weak
Not going out for so long, Zhao Zimu and Lin Qing were in a good mood. Ling Er had long climbed out of a small carriage at the back and started to chat with Xiao Lianzi in front of the carriage. This little girl had still not figured out where her miss and Lord Qiansui were going…
Living for ten years and more in the deep compound of residences may have made the little girl go crazy. She couldn’t wait to climb out in front of the car and constantly harassed Xiao Lianzi who took care of her with due diligence. Although Xiao Lianzi is a eunuch, not every eunuch was good at dealing with women, especially the ones like the one now.
Xiao Lianzi came from the secretive line of the Department of Supervision and had been requested by people a long time ago. He was trained to be responsible for spying on intelligence. He had been collecting information on the outside for many years and rarely got to know how to make people happy. In addition to his skills, he only needed to learn how to be loyal.
Zhao Zimu was afraid that she wouldn’t be able to take care of Ling Er on the road, so, she specially arranged Xiao Lianzi for Ling Er. Now, Ling Qing’s current subordinates would usually follow what Zhao Zimu said by default because even Lord Qiansui didn’t say anything, how could they have complaints?
Facing such a girl who wanted to ride a horse, Xiao Lianzi was soon spiritless and obediently asked a horse for her. However, the little girl didn’t know how to ride a horse. Xiao Lianzi could only ride with her. Moreover, he was looked down by Jia Yi and Jia Er for not even be able to handle a little girl. Looked down!
This greatly reduced their pace, causing them not being able to find a place to stay when it was almost dark.
Lord Qiansui who was in a very good mood didn’t mind. After all, it had been a long time since he had come out. He was tired of staying in the deep palace all day long.
He pulled the curtain of the carriage open and let people bring two horses over. He motioned Zhao Zimu with his eyes. Zhao Zimu laughed once and went out with him.
However, Zhao Zimu didn’t take the horse. Instead, she jumped behind Lin Qing after he mounted the horse. She reached out, encircled Lin Qing and pulled the rein in front of him.
Lin Qing leaned his body on her. Zhao Zimu paused slightly and then drove the horse forward with a slight grip.
The sky was high and the earth far away. The world of the mortals was bottomless. You and me riding a horse was very great.
When they didn’t find a place to stay when it was dark, Lord Qiansui’s face darkened at this moment.
It was not that Lin Qing disliked the primitive environment, but not only was the dark surrounding full of strange sounds; most importantly, there were mosquitoes!
Lord Qiansui could bear everything, but only couldn’t bear mosquitoes. Those dark things seemed to have long eyes and tended to follow him. Moreover, they had stung him a few times. It hurt and was itchy!
The incense that they brought had long been used, but because there were too many, it seemed useless. Lord Qiansui regretted very much now that he didn’t bring a few maids and servants. If they were here, they would’ve tried various methods to help him slap the mosquitoes. However, he happened to have just brought a group of rough guys!
Zhao Zimu was originally still roasting the rabbit’s meat that the group of subordinates had hunted. After she sensed the strong gaze coming from behind her, she beckoned at Lin Qing. Lord Qiansui moved “very reluctantly” came over.
Zhao Zimu let him sit in front her and put his hand on the wooden stick with rabbits. Lord Qiansui glared once at him. Zhao Zimu took the opportunity to kiss him once. Then, Lord Qiansui obediently helped her turn the rabbit meat.
The rabbit meat that was roasted very red kept sizzling with fat. It was also smeared with the honey that Lord Qiansui brought in his carriage. There was a burst of fragrance. This was made specially by Zhao Zimu for Lin Qing. Although, she wouldn’t be able to cook seriously, but she was quite good at doing this kind of food in the wild.
When the meat was about to be done, the sharp-eyed Zhao Zimu noticed that there was a small red spot on Lin Qing’s neck. She frowned and asked, “How did that happen?”
“What?”
“The red spot on your neck.”
Lin Qing touched the red spot on his neck and then said a bit bitterly, “Bitten by a mosquito!”
It was all because of her! If it wasn’t because of her, how could he not even have a little maid to serve at his side?!
At this time, Lord Qiansui suddenly missed the comfortable days where he was served by beautiful maids and beauties bringing him tea and water.
However, he never thought that Zhao Zimu had never requested this from him. It was the doing of Lord Qiansui’s own guilty conscience.
Zhao Zimu took him in her embrace again. It was windy at night. She was afraid that he would catch a cold. She glanced at his neck. Then, she lowered his body a bit, pressed her lips on that red spot and sucked it. Lin Qing’s hand that was slowly turning the stick stopped moving. All his sensory nerves were attracted to the movement behind him.
“Don’t stop,” Zhao Zimu whispered and continued to suck Lin Qing’s neck. Lin Qing’s hand trembled and began to turn again.
The rabbit kept tumbling in the fire. Lin Qing also felt that the person behind him was lighting him up like a ball of fire and constantly roasted him. Her soft body and the stinging kiss on his neck made Lin Qing be in trance. Only the fire was burning and the rabbit was constantly turning over the fire. He suddenly felt like the rabbit on the fire, constantly being roasted by the person behind him.
Lin Qing didn’t know how the relationship between the two will continue. What else could he give her? Moreover, his current situation looked boundlessly bright and beautiful on the surface, but there was murderous intent everywhere in the dark. He didn’t even dare to give her the upright status of a wife. Therefore, he didn’t know how the two could go on.
Hence, he yielded to her, loved her dearly, pampered her and gave her the best of everything. He even wanted to dig out his heart to give to her and then tell here while he was covered in blood that he loves her and wanted to be with her. So, don’t leave and don’t let me be lonely and hopeless in the dark place; being so in despair until I rot and disappear from this world.
If it was in the past, Lin Qing would secretly want to drag Zhao Zimu to hell. However, Zhao Zimu let him see a glimmer of light and gave him hope. He no longer could bear or was willing to drag her down to the bottomless hell and bear the dark abyss with him. What should he do? He didn’t want to let go and also couldn’t let go, but he didn’t know how to grasp her.
“Miss!” Ling Er held a pot of water. The voice awakened Lin Qing, but Zhao Zimu held him in her arms.
Zhao Zimu smiled at Ling Er and took over the pot of water. She discovered that this girl was staring longingly at the rabbit eat on the fire.
To be honest, although Yue Yi and the others had also roasted, but their skills were not very good. Also, although the group of people brought a lot of dry food, but the taste was not as good as the freshly made ones. Zhao Zimu’s skills weren’t bad. This little girl had been staring over here for a long time and took the advantage when the rabbit was roasted to come over and get a share.
Yue Yi and the others were the top ten guards of Lin Qing who were now trained by Zhao Zimu. Because Zhao Zimu felt that their names were too troublesome, she gave them code names. The code names couldn’t be more simply. It was from the first day of the month to the tenth day. In Ling Er’s words, only five days were needed before the moon/ month was full. It made the ten guys very embarrassed, but Lord Qiansui seemed to be very satisfied. Therefore, they generously accepted the code name given by madam.
Yue Yi means the first of the month. Month and moon are written the with the same letter (月, yue). Months were defined by the time between new moons, about fifteen days.Zhao Zimu naturally hasn’t forgotten about this girl. Originally, she wanted to call her over. She didn’t expect that this girl came over by herself. Looking at her puppy-like eyes, Zhao Zimu couldn’t help but laugh. Then, she tore a big rabbit leg. The little girl ran away happily.
It was also a hard task for Lin Qing to maintain his hand movements for so long when his concentration was lost. At this time, he glared at Zhao Zimu and said with a vicious voice, “I roasted it!”
Zhao Zimu was amused by his expression. She opened the bottle of water and gave him a sip of water. Then, she kissed his moist lips, but she felt that it wasn’t enough. So, she took a sip of water and fed it to him. His anger that had arose where moisturized before he could act on it.
Lin Qing didn’t know that Zhao Zimu had a slight obsession with cleanliness and didn’t like to have direct physical contact with people. Even when she first got intimate with Lin Qing, she wouldn’t do such an act that caused one to exchange saliva with others. However, she changed unconsciously now. She didn’t feel disgust anymore no matter what she did and only wanted to touch him more. That was why she made such a movement now. Zhao Zimu was even surprised at herself.
While shaking her head, she tore of a piece of hot rabbit meat and fed it into Lin Qing’s mouth.
“Delicious?” She asked. Lin Qing nodded. She laughed. The laughter was full of joy and also made a thin layer of red appear on Lin Qing’s cheek.
“You weren’t like this in the past,” Lin Qing said.
“Really?” Zhao Zimu looked at him and asked with a faint smile.
“Then, do you like it?”
“Like.”
“It’s good that you like it.” After thinking for a moment, Zhao Zimu suddenly said, “Then, how about I show you my smile all my life?”
Lin Qing felt that his heart had been poked by something. It hurt, it was soft and it was sour. He suddenly realized that the eyes of the woman in front of him were like fire and shone like the stars, but they looked better than the stars in the dark blue night. However, he couldn’t say that out loud. His throat seemed to be blocked by something. His whole body suddenly felt pain as if the pain was going to dissipate.
He was afraid that he would hurt, that he wouldn’t dare!
After waiting for a long time and not getting Lin Qing’s answer, Zhao Zimu’s expression slowly turned cold. She put the rabbit in his hand and wanted to leave.
Lin Qing panicked. It had been a long time that he had seen such a look from Zhao Zimu. It was just like when she didn’t have much contact with him.
This person wanted to leave him!
This was the thought that flashed in Lin Qing’s mind at this time. He grabbed her clothes at once. The clothes fluttered as if they didn’t carry any weight just like the fleeting person in front of him.
Neither of them spoke. It wasn’t until a long time when Zhao Zimu broke the silence, “No matter what you decide, I won’t stop you. If you don’t like me, I also won’t force you…since you don’t like me, then forget it…”
The heavy air flowed around the two people, like a stream that suffocated people.
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