“How about we don’t go home for the time being?” Anson suddenly saying this really shocks Miya.
“Don’t go home? Then where are we going now?”
Anson who is sitting in a wheelchair looks at Miya, “Let’s go find Alex; you can’t be happy again until
you get the chance to meet him face to face and explain things. I really want to make you happy again
because I really can’t bear to see you looking so sad like this every day.”
Miya really feels touched by Anson’s sincere words; however she cannot be so selfish and only think of
herself.
“I will go find him another time. The most important thing right now is helping you to get better.”
“No! We will do whatever I say! I am going to come with you to go find Alex.” Anson speaks with a very
firm tone; this is because these past few days Anson has watched her just forcing a smile and never
truly smiling from the heart.
“But you are on a wheelchair at the moment; the doctor said that you can’t be moving about.” Miya
feels that she can only find this reason to use.
“You don’t need to worry about this so much; I’m still able to go with you to find Alex even if I’m sitting
on a wheelchair.” As Anson says this he immediately adjusts the direction of his wheelchair with his
hands.
Miya struggles for a while until she finally shouts out, “Let’s not go looking for him anymore. I’ve already
decided that I will give up on him, he is so cold and cruel to me, so what else does he have that should
make me feel so reluctant to give up on him?”
God knows that she is suffering deeply inside as she says this.
“So since I have decided to abandon him, I don’t want to make things any harder for myself and in any
case every time I go to find him I always end up humiliating myself anyways. He has already changed
and become completely different to the person he used to be. He is not the same person as I knew
before.”
Her whole body is shaking as she says these words.
“I’m so sorry; I have caused you to become sad once more.”
“How things are now have nothing to do with you, especially in these last few days I finally have been
able to see his true character. Perhaps in the past he treated me well, however this was all just a
facade. I now finally know the truth regarding him; therefore you don’t need to worry about things
between me and him anymore.”
After Miya says this she takes a deep breath in and closes her eyes as if she has just made a very
important decision.
She feels as if she has just decided to give up something that is very important to her.
This thing is nothing more than feelings. Can she really just let go of something so easily just by saying
she will? She even misses those days before when she had amnesia. She was so carefree, and at
least back then she still had a passion for life, however now it seems she is just left with responsibility
and guilt.
She feels that everything is her own fault. So now she will take responsibility for herself and this also
means taking responsibility for Anson’s disability, until the day that Anson can fully recover. However it
is still uncertain whether this day can happen or not.
After she thinks about all this, Miya cannot help but smile rather painfully.
“Have you really decided already?” Anson seeing the sad expression on Miya’s face can’t help but ask
this.
Miya nods her head.
“When I can find a time I will go and explain everything to Alex and sort everything out.” After all they
need to discuss the matters regarding the children. Miya feels that this whole situation must be making
the children suffer greatly.
“We don’t need to find a time, let’s just go now.” Anson again uses a decisive and firm tone as he says
this to Miya.
“Go now. Then do you know where Alex is currently?” Miya’s eyes widen in surprise.
Anson purses his lips together, “Where else would Alex go, every day he goes to that same bar, I’m
sure that if we go to that bar now we will definitely run into him.”
After Miya hears this she starts to feel slightly puzzled. Since when did Anson become so aware about
Alex? Because it seems that she has started to understand less and less about Alex.
Anson is able to see right through Miya and what’s on her mind with just one look.
“To be honest I sent someone secretly these last few days to go and investigate what is going on with
Alex. This is how I’m able to know so much about his situation, so let’s go find him now.” Anson seems
to have made a big decision.
“Why do you care so much about Alex’s situation?” He obviously doesn’t have much time to attend to
the injury of his leg, so why is he so interested in investigating the situation of someone else. Is this
man stupid or crazy?
“Because I know that his every move will affect you in some way. I just want to make you happy and I
know that only he is really about to affect your emotions. Therefore I must understand his current
situation. So, there is no time to lose, let’s go right now.”
Anson says this in a serious manner; however Miya just stands there motionless.
“What are you doing just standing there? Hurry and help me push the wheelchair. Let’s go right away
and confront Alex, let’s ask all the questions we have and say everything that needs to be said, this
way you can finally be at ease.” Only then can you finally be willing to stay by my side.
Anson didn’t say out loud the last sentence, because this was just something not worth mentioning. As
long as he can make her stay by his side then he will do anything.
Miya hugs him directly from behind the wheelchair, “I beg you please don’t be such a fool, don’t do so
much for me. You obviously know that there is someone else in my heart, so why are you being so nice
to me, if you keep being like this then you won’t get anything in return. So please stop deceiving
yourself and hurting yourself.”
However at this moment Anson holds her, smiles and says, “You know when you said those words just
now it made me feel very happy. This is because it means you have me in your heart, it shows you
care about me.”
“I…” Miya wants to say something but just now she can’t help but feel slightly guilty and also moved.
However she knows that what she said is not because she has some feelings for him, and although
she has these words in her mouth in the end she is unable to say them.
“I know that right now you have many men that you can’t tell me about and for the time being you are
not able to accept another man. But don’t worry; I will wait for you, in any case my time is dedicated all
to you now. And right now what needs to be done is sort out the situation between you and Alex. Only
once you say everything you need to say to him can you untangle the knot in your heart and be at ease
once more.” Anson speaks to Miya with great sincerity again.
After Anson’s repeated persuasion, Miya finally gives in to what he says.
However just as she starts to push Anson’s wheelchair forward, Derrick appears.
“You are not taking my brother back, are you? Where do you want to take my brother now?” Derrick
says provocatively.
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