"I grew up with her, watching her grow up day by day, day by day beautiful, slowly, my feelings for her are no longer pure, I like her, want to get her..."
These things have been hidden in Qin Yinze's heart for many years, tormenting him from time to time, which is why he worries that Ji Rou will leave him when he knows it, so he has been afraid to face them head-on.
Today, since she knows and asks, he will tell her that the knot between him and her can be opened, and then they can go on together.
In the past, he told her that maybe he could get her understanding.
It turns out that he really likes his sister. These are not her imagination. They are all true Heart, how suddenly so painful? It's like I'm choked.
"Ji Rou..." Qin Yinze called her name anxiously.
"Qin Yinze, I just need you to tell me that you first chose me..." Jirou bit her lips and paused for a long time before she got up the courage to finish the second half of the sentence: "you would have saved me and married me, was it because I was so similar to this girl?"
Yeah?
The answer is yes.
But will he tell the truth?
Thinking back and forth, Qin Yinze chooses to answer truthfully. He doesn't want to cheat her any more: "yes."
Yes!
He replied yes!
Before that, Jirou just guessed that she was a cheap substitute. Qin Yinze's "yes" word was confirmed. She was nailed on the stigma column so that everyone would laugh at her. You, Jirou, are not what Qin Yinze is. You are just a cheap substitute he found.
Dr. Tong said to her that you Ji Rou is an ordinary girl. Why do you get Qin Yinze's love. Xie Meimei also gnashed her teeth and asked her why you Ji Rou got such an excellent man's attention and why you could be married.
Before, Ji Rou always felt that she had advantages that others could not see, but Qin Yinze could see, so he would marry her and love her and treat her well.
Now, the fact gave her a good slap, which made her face swollen.
After hearing Qin Yinze's "yes", Ji Rou only felt her head was like a blast, and she was in a confused state for a long time.
Before hearing his exact answer, she even looked forward to it foolishly, hoping it was only a Wulong event. In fact, Qin Yinze chose her simply because he liked her.
But Qin Yinze didn't give her the chance to continue her fantasies. Qin Yinze broke all her fantasies like an executioner - a merciless and cold-blooded man!
Qin Yinze is eager to explain: "but..."
But Ji Rou can't hear it any more: "Qin Yinze, no, but, it's over between you and me, and there's no more. She's your sister, dear sister. How can you have such a dirty idea about her. How can you You make me sick. "
In an instant, Jirou seems to have let off all her strength. She wants to leave but can't walk. She just feels that her eyes are getting more and more blurred and she can't even stand stably.
"Jirou, not..." Qin Yinze wants to explain, but Ji Rou suddenly falls to the ground. He immediately reaches forward and hugs him. "Ji Rou, Ji Rou..."
"Don't call me by name! Don't let me hear you call my name Qin Yinze, call out from your mouth, I feel disgusted She tried to push him away, but she didn't have any strength. She felt as if she had fallen into the endless dark abyss, and the darkness swallowed her up.
"Ji Rou, I will not let you go by any means. Even if it's going to hell, I'll take you with me. " Qin Yinze holds her and whispers in her ear.
……
Qin Yinze never thought that Ji Rou would discover this matter under such circumstances. He tore open the secret he hid in the bottom of his heart when he was unprepared.
He had planned to let Chu Yuan dispose of these photos for a long time, but he was reluctant to do so. Because of the little reluctance in his heart, he could not tear them down until now, which led to Jirou seeing all this.
Regret?
He asked himself.
He repented, but he did not.
Sooner or later, Ji Rou will find out about this. It's better to let her know sooner or later. The long pain is better than the short one. Qin Yinze thinks that as time goes on, everything will pass.
Qin Yinze ignores Jirou's character. Jirou's character is strong, and his eyes can't hold a little sand.
Jirou is a girl who has been well protected since she was a child. Even though she has experienced some wind and rain later, she has Qin Yinze's care. So what she wants is pure all the time. If she doesn't love, she has to say she doesn't love. If she doesn't, she can still be a friend.
Her feelings for her brother Feng are the same as those for Qin Yinze.
"Sir, it's the impatience that makes my wife unconscious." After Yang Shicheng inspected Ji Rou, he came to the conclusion that "the wife has a strong temper. Once things get stuck in her heart and cannot be vented, it will lead to such a situation. That's what people often say. Hard people are easy to break. I think it should have been the same before in my wife's nature. "
"Hard people are easy to break? The same has happened before? " Qin Yinze's brain is running at full speed, looking for things before Ji Rou in the brain's storage box.
Soon, he couldn't think of it. Not long ago, Ji Rou was in a coma.
At that time, doctor Tong told him that Ji Rou was in a coma because of the cold.
People in cold coma usually have omens, fever and other situations, but Jirou didn't have them at that time. At that time, Qin Yinze believed in Dr. Tong very much, and worried about Jirou. He didn't think so much for a while.
Now, I think Dr. Tong must have lied to him at that time. Judging from Ji Rou's situation at that time, it should be the same as this time.
"Yes, sir." Yang Shicheng worried, "madam, this kind of temperament is more deadly. If you are in a hurry, the consequences will be very serious. Coma like this is the lightest condition. If it's more serious, you may die of anger on the spot. "
Qin Yinze heard the body shake: "how to treat that?"
"Sir, it's not a disease that can't be cured, it's only to change her temperament slowly, or never touch her bottom line, and don't let her rush to attack her heart," Yang said. But obviously, in the past decades, there are always some things that don't go well. No one is sure. In my opinion, there is only one way. That is to change her temper slowly, let her not be so anxious when she meets something, and learn to deal with it slowly. "
Qin Yinze looked at Ji Rou, who was lying on the bed, and her heart ached. "Is there such a thing?"
Yang Shicheng nodded, "I've seen a living man die of anger before."
Qin Yinze shook his fist: "there is no other way?"
Yang Shicheng shook his head: "no more."