Chapter 1432: Do You Miss Him?
“Noah, teach me.”
“Alright!”
Noah hugged her from behind and held her wrist as his strokes landed lightly. His breath and his scent were at the side of her ear. It made her feel a wave of warmness. Shen Qianshu’s heart was filled with softness. Her face also slowly turned red. His breath brought an overly strong sense of aggression and always made her feel at a loss.
“This is me,” Noah said. The biggest difference between him and Ye Ling was their eyes. Shen Qianshu had chosen him. This made Noah very happy. He felt like he was a foam bubble in the sea.
“It’s you.”
Shen Qianshu smiled as she looked at him. No one denied that this was Noah. He was handsome and suave. His expression was much softer on the canvas. There was no feeling of beauty and the beast at all.
Even if he was a beast, he was also a handsome beast.
“Contestant, you draw really well,” Shen Qianshu said. “This can be treated as a family heirloom.”
“I’ll give it to you,” Noah said. He and she did not have a photograph together. Finally, they had a picture. Regardless of where he was, as long as she saw the picture, she could think of him.
He was only left with this humble request.
Noah suddenly hugged her tightly and closed his eyes slightly. He wanted to ask Shen Qianshu very much. Do you miss Ye Ling? If he let Ye Ling out, would she be very happy?
He and Ye Ling belonged to the state of ‘you are strong and I am weak’. Ye Ling had gained the upper hand all along. He had nearly killed Ye Ling seven years ago and seized his body to become the one and only himself. However, he nearly failed as Butler Luther brought a piece of news that day. He said that Sarah was pregnant and that it was a little princess.
While he and Ye Ling were fighting for the body, due to a moment’s distraction, he was completely suppressed by Ye Ling. Ye Ling’s mood was not good at that time. He was tired of life and kept thinking of dying. However, Noah was unwilling to die.
They were twins. If Ye Ling died, he also would not live.
Hence, he kept fighting hard and completely compromised. He still wanted to see Shen Qianshu and his child. He did not want to die. He did not want to leave with regrets. He knew that he had brought endless suffering and torture to Shen Qiansh and also seven years of separation and poverty. However, he still greedily wanted to have her companionship. She was his only ray of light.
But she had fallen in love with Ye Ling.
He had never considered himself to be Ye Ling. Ye Ling had also never considered himself to be Noah.
Even if they were really like the same person sometimes, he could completely understand Ye Ling’s opinion. Ye Ling also understood his opinion. Hence, he also clearly knew that Ye Ling wanted to escape from the mental hospital. He also wanted to see Shen Qianshu and also wanted to have a family.
They had fallen in love with the same person. Hence, they had compromised with each other during these seven years. They had deceived the psychiatrists. However, they tried to kill each other in the corner where the doctors could not see. Ye Ling was unwilling to let him out. He also let Ye Ling have a taste of the mental anguish of a thousand cuts every single moment.
These kinds of days of continuous obsession were never-ending.
Unless… they perished together.
Or one person let go to let the other achieve his aim.
Shen Qianshu could obviously feel his mood. He seemed to be hoping for something and looked like he was reflecting on something. He was very miserable and also very anxious in his heart. However, she held some gentle tolerance in her heart.
“Noah, what are you thinking?”
Noah suddenly kissed her lips and hugged her waist with both hands. He pressed her against himself. Shen Qianshu’s face turned red. She hugged his neck with both hands and responded to his lips. Noah slightly pressed against her lips. He was willing to let time stop at that moment.
He slightly pressed against the tip of her nose. His voice was hoarse and miserable as if he was struggling at the edge of the cliff. “Do you… miss him?”