.Chapter 2804
2804 Xiao Yuan, I Love You 2
“Before I got on the ship, my anxiety was a little serious. One day, I had a dream. I dreamed that you were lying in a coffin with a national flag covering you. From then on, this dream has been lingering in my mind. I see him the moment I close my eyes, and I know I’m almost finished. ”
“Less than three months, less than three months, I almost became terminally ill. If I can’t find you, I might really die from anxiety. I have a very stupid thought in my heart. You have been missing, Dead or Alive. If I die and you are saved, I … I really died in injustice.”
“Jack, Let’s Make a Deal, okay?”!!
Jack realized what he was going to say and didn’t really want to make such a promise.
There was silence.
Mu Yuan said,”let’s make a promise. In the future, no matter if it’s you or me, whoever leaves this world first, the other person must be healthier and live more actively. He must take our place to see this world that is getting better and better.”
Jack smiled bitterly.”Without you, how could the world become more and more beautiful?”
“A beautiful world is not your subjective world. It’s an objective, beautiful world. You have to accept … The beauty of the future. As long as you’re alive, you’ll see hope.”
If it was a few years ago, this would have been what Jack would have said to mu Yuan. Now, it was mu Yuan who said it to Jack.
Mu Yuan knew that it was because Jack was sick.
Psychological illness was a very strange and unpredictable illness. It would change people’s thoughts, worry about gains and losses, become soft, and also become … Fragile.
This was inevitable.
Jack was now a patient. He wouldn’t use the standards he used to treat Jack to demand him. His God of War was tired. He had been strong for so many years and protected so many people.
He had not changed.
He was just tired and needed rest. When his heart was well rested, he would return to being an omnipotent God of War.
“What is your wish?” Mu Yuan asked.
“You’re alive.”
Mu Yuan thought, as expected!
This was the sick Jack, not the healthy Jack, because the healthy Jack would definitely not wish for this.
Mu Yuan smiled and said, ” Im different from when I was 18 years old. At that time, I wanted to be with you wholeheartedly, but I couldnt stand it once we separated. My feelings were too hot, and I didnt know how to restrain myself. I thought that love was when we were together every day, and I would be very flustered if we didn’t meet. I clearly knew that I had chosen a thorny path, but I hoped that it would be a smooth one. I thought too much, and I was too naive. I dont think it’s a very painful thing for you to be in New York or for me to be in city A. Im not in pain because my soul is full and happy. Ive gotten everything I wanted and my wish has been fulfilled, so I’ll be satisfied. There’s a Chinese saying that we’re always happy when we’re content.”
Jack said, ” you’ve fulfilled all your wishes? ”
“Yeah, I’m satisfied.”
“Then what is your wish?”
Mu Yuan said softly,”I have two great wishes in life. First, my motherland will become more and more prosperous and brilliant. Second, you and I will have each other in our future.”