Chapter 1444: I can tell you everything 2
She chased after him relentlessly. “Master, what did Bo Yiren tell you that made your illness recur?”
Ye Ling recalled the process of Bo Yiren’s session with him. His body was already battered, yet he knew clearly that Bo Yiren’s words during that therapy session were overly extreme, and they also made him recall a past memory.
When Aventura was emotionally stable, she was relatively nice to him. However, when her illness acted up, it was as if she had changed to a new person. If her attitude had been horrible since the start, perhaps Ye Ling would not have any anticipation for her. He would not be disappointed, and the difference between what he expected and what reality threw him would not be so big.
However, she was sometimes benevolent and sometimes violent. It repeated over and over again. It was like his emotions were in an escalator, going up and down constantly. It exceeded what a mere child could bear. It was until Aventura sent him to the Ye Family that he fell from a fiery pit to another deep abyss.
The pain of being abandoned had seeped into his bones and became a scar that he could never destroy. He even witnessed the process of Aventura being burned to death. Someone had filmed the process of her burning and mailed it to him.
The person that he had always resented, hated, and who he could not wait but to stay away from, had finally left the living world.
However, he could not make himself feel happy. He even felt fury.
How could she leave without any words of farewell or apology? How could she die so romantically? This was not the ending that she deserved.
He could never escape the nightmare of being abandoned by Aventura.
He had always pondered that if Aventura had not sent him to the Ye Family, perhaps he would not go crazy and there would be no Noah. He had blamed Aventura for more than twenty years, all the way to when he participated in the Black Rose selection and heard Fang Hongxiu speak of the past, about how the Blood Rose came about. Only then did he start to understand, forgive, and let his hatred go.
However, Bo Yiren mentioned that past on purpose.
Bo Yiren was his therapist and knew everything about his past. With him dragging a battered body around, Bo Yiren knew how to trigger him. She painted a blueprint for the future.
She triggered him to remember this past, igniting his hatred for Aventura again, and outlined a blueprint without him.
In the blueprint, there were Shen Qianshu, Tong Hua, a cute little girl, and a handsome man. He stayed by Shen Qianshu’s side, protecting her gently. However, this man was not him.
In this warm blueprint, even Burger was there.
He was the only one absent.
Everything that he had would be snatched away by someone else eventually.
It was like his childhood. No matter what he possessed, it would all be snatched away.
Being deprived again and again had formed his indifferent temperament. No one could know what he liked or hated by looking at his expression. There was no longer anyone who knew his weaknesses.
However, losing them was something he could never endure.
He did not know what exactly Bo Yiren was looking for on his body. He had been rejecting her all the while. However, a patient could never be a therapist’s opponent. She had successfully infiltrated the line of defense in his heart.
He had escaped!
Hence, he had Noah.
After she saw that Ye Ling was unwilling to speak and that his expression was overly chilly, her heart was a bit anxious as well. She could not help but feel disappointed. “Master, I know that your heart hides a lot of things. Some of those memories are too painful for you to recall. I also understand that even intimate couples need their own space. Naturally, you would have your own reasons for not telling me. However, you had never told me anything. I don’t even understand you better than Bo Yiren does.”