Chapter 1027: The beginning and the end (1)
Translator: DaoistLUbAbJ
Leng Nuan paused and pretended to be calm as she said everything she wanted to say in one go.
“… I don’t want there to be any connection between us in the future. Even if Keke is your child, I don’t want that either. So I hope that our meeting today is the beginning and the end.”
Leng Nuan, who had clearly expressed her meaning, thought carefully. After making sure that she had nothing to add, she said, “Mr. Lu, do you have anything else? If not, I’ll go to work…”
Before she could finish, Lu Benlai, who was sitting in front, said, “I’m sorry.”!!
Leng Nuan suddenly stopped talking. Her fingers subconsciously gripped the bag in her hand tightly.
After a moment of silence in the car, Lu Benlai’s voice came from the front again. “I’m sorry, Nuan Nuan.”
“It was my fault. I didn’t pay attention to the phone. I didn’t know that you called me a hundred times… if I knew, I wouldn’t have done that…”
Leng Nuan’s nose turned sour. She turned her head away and looked out the window.
Sorry… did he know that for people who were in love, the word ‘sorry’was sometimes the most hurtful word.
He said that he didn’t pay attention and didn’t know that she had called him a hundred times. He said it so easily now, but did he know how she had endured it every night for that month four years ago?
He was the person who had mustered up all her courage to accept it. But in the end, he said that he didn’t want to talk to her, so he ignored her. She didn’t reply to her text messages, she didn’t answer her phone calls, she went to look for him, but he didn’t see her… he never knew.., at that time, what kind of emotions had she experienced? So, at this moment, what was the use of him apologizing?
“Nuan Nuan, I’m sorry. I know that nothing I say will be of any use now, but I didn’t really mean to do that back then. I thought that you didn’t like me, I. . . In short, at that time, there was something wrong with what I did… After you left, I’ve been waiting for you, and I’ve been looking for you… all these years, I haven’t had a girlfriend, nor have I thought about getting married. I was just waiting for you. Now that you’re back, can you… can you reconsider me… can we, can we go back to the past?”
Leng Nuan stared outside the window with an indifferent expression. It was as if Lu Benlai’s words were not meant for her to hear.
She waited until Lu Benlai finished speaking. After a while, she said, “Is that all you want to talk to me about?”
Lu Benlai was stunned by Leng Nuan’s question. He paused for three seconds before he nodded.
“I don’t want to go back to the past. I’m doing quite well now. I don’t want to change the situation…”to be precise, she was afraid. She was afraid that she would summon up the courage to change the situation like she did in the past, in the end, she would end up leaving the scene with a sad ending.
It was a little painful. One time was enough. Some dreams would be fine after one dream… she was not stupid. During that month, he had inexplicably ignored her. He must have had thoughts of breaking up with her. He was not the only one who was at fault between them, she also had her own. She could not be like a normal girl, daring to love and hate. She was unscrupulous. She was afraid. She was afraid of men getting close to her. She was afraid of men getting close to her. She was also afraid that the people she liked would find out about her past and despise her, she had too many scruples and was destined not to be suitable for love… when she was young, she did not admit defeat. It was enough for her to fight once without hesitation. Now that she was almost thirty, she could not fight and did not want to fight anymore..