Chapter 958 - You Already Know What I Like
Long Jinjing was hugging her new teddy bear while sitting on the couch and staring at the unappealing night view outside the windows. The flowers were in a vase on the coffee table. She felt nervous and didn't know how to act tonight. Her sudden confession made it feel as if everything had changed between her and Lu Zihao.
The bathroom door opened and out came Lu Zihao with just a towel around his waist. No matter how many times she saw him almost nude, and of course, whenever she saw him completely naked, she would turn red and feel her mouth become dry while desire flooded her. This was the man she fell in love with. In her eyes, all the scars decorating almost his entire body weren't flaws at all but were part of what made him such a perfect personification of masculinity. This was what she truly thought.
They might not be meant for each other but she didn't feel regretful that she fell in love with him. It hurt that her love wasn't being reciprocated, yes, but she never really expected him to love her back in the first place.
At that moment, she decided to enjoy the last three days that she had left with him. She would live her life to the fullest and spend as much time with him as possible in these three days until it was time for them to part from one another.
"I thought you were already in the bedroom," Lu Zihao said when he saw her on the couch.
She only smiled and hugged the teddy bear more tightly.
He frowned at the teddy bear. "Come. Let's go to the bedroom. It's getting late."
She hesitated for a couple of seconds before nodding and moving to follow him to the bedroom.
"Leave the bear in the living room," he told her all of a sudden.
"Why?"
"What do you need it in the bedroom for? You have me to hug."
She blinked a few times, feeling bewildered at what he said. "Nikolai, you…wait, are you perhaps…jealous of a teddy bear?"
He scowled before grabbing the teddy bear and tossing it to the couch. Then he took her hand and pulled her to the bedroom. As soon as the door closed behind them, he was already kissing her hungrily while his hands ran all over her body. He tugged her pyjama shirt and ripped it off her.
It didn't shock her anymore because he had already destroyed quite a number of her clothes this way. She moaned and pressed her soft, petite body against his hard and big one. She also ran her hands all over his chest, enjoying the feel of his well-defined muscles, before making her way downwards until she reached the towel wrapped around his waist.
With just a light pull, the towel loosened and fell down to the floor. She immediately felt his erection pressing against her stomach and knew how hard and impressive it was without even looking at it. Her body craved for him almost desperately. The need felt extremely strong and a little frightening especially now that she had confessed her true feelings for him.
At the same time, it also felt like a weight had been lifted off her chest. Her confession was like a permission for her to let herself free and openly show him her feelings with the fervour of her kisses and body.
Only three days left.
There was no longer any need for reservations now. She should just go all the way and try to make love with him even though it was only pure and simple fucking to him.
'It's fine. This is fine. He could fuck me all he want in these three days and I will make love with him.'
She pulled her head back from his brutal kisses and lowered herself to the floor. He groaned and grabbed her hair when she knelt in front of him and held his erection with both hands.
"Suck me, Jinjing. You already know what I like."
Indeed, she already knew what he liked. She stroked him with her hands before taking him inside her hot mouth. Her head started bobbing in front of his groin, adjusting her speed and the sucking force of her mouth depending on his reaction. When the tip of his hard length reached her throat, the hand holding her hair tightened and he released a deep, sexy moan which spurred her to pleasure him even more.
He adjusted his stance and held her head with both hands. Knowing what was about to come, she also stabilized herself on the floor and relaxed her entire jaw and throat.
There was no need for him to verbally instruct her on what to do anymore. She already knew what she needed to do in order to please him.
When he started slamming inside her mouth and reaching deep into her throat, she barely gagged and instead accommodated him as if the two of them were a single well-oiled machine moving perfectly together.
She could take him so much better now. The training that Shun and Robin and sometimes Lu Zihao made her go through had strengthened her body and increased her stamina. Not by a lot but just enough to allow her to keep up with the energetic Lu Zihao in bed without always feeling like she had been run over by a truck the next day.
Perhaps the accomplishment that Lu Zihao was the most proud of was training her gag reflex. He was extra rough tonight, slamming into her mouth again and again, but Long Jinjing knew that he would never go beyond her limits and deliberately hurt her.
She trusted him.
And now she loved him.
She would willingly give her body to him in these three days although he wouldn't accept her heart.
'It's enough. This is enough.'
"Ah! Fuck, Jinjing!"
His release flooded her mouth and she swallowed everything without any hesitation. She watched his expression and felt satisfied at the pure pleasure on his face.
'Yes, this is enough. This should be enough for me.'