Chapter 398: Having you by my side
Shishio brought Nanami to his apartment in Minato.
It had been a while since he came to this place, and the last time he came here was with Saki and Miu during Golden Week when they spent a passionate day together.
However, it was different now since he had an apartment nearby their houses, so they didn't need to go to Minato just to spend their time together.
"...Shishio-kun, you have too many apartments, right?" Nanami said speechlessly, looking at the luxurious penthouse in front of her. She knew that Shishio had one, which was located in Shinjuku, but now, he told her that he also had one in Minato.
"It's better than having none, right?"
"...I can't deny that."
Having too many was better than not having anything.
His logic caused Nanami to shut her mouth.
Still, Nanami flushed and felt quite nervous since she knew what they were about to do tonight was something she had been waiting for. She knew that someone thought that she might do something wrong, but she just didn't feel comfortable with how she had always received something from him.
The most comfortable relationship would be a give and take.
However, Nanami felt that she had always been on the taking side and had never given something to him.
Helping him with his chores was something normal for her, but she felt that it wasn't enough.
While they might have been kissing each other, Nanami knew what kind of beast Shishio was, and she also wanted to take care of his needs in that area too.
Nanami knew that she didn't have an obligation to do so, and she also knew with how their relationship was, most people would think that she was the unfavorable one. However, she didn't think so.
Unlike most high school girls, Nanami often worked part-time jobs, and because of that, she knew many people. Each of them had their own stories, and they shared them with her.
Some of them were plain, some of them were happy, and some of them were depressing.
Her case was a happy one.
While Nanami couldn't receive complete love and a relationship where she could stand beside him, she was already satisfied with the current relationship.
After all, Nanami knew how different their status was, especially after seeing this luxurious penthouse.
If Nanami needed hard work to achieve the dream that might not be paid for her entire life, Shishio could achieve her dream easily on a whim.
There was such a massive difference between them.
Also, Nanami knew that it was slightly messed up, but the feeling of being wanted by him made her entire body hot and excited.
There were millions of people who wanted him, but only some of them had a chance to spend their time together with him.
"Nanami, are you alright with tea?"
"Ah, you don't need to trouble yourself, Shishio-kun."
"It's alright. It's your first time here, right? Don't you want to look around?"
Nanami grimaced and said, "This place is too big. I feel slightly uncomfortable here." She approached Shishio and stood next to him. "Let me help you."
"Okay." Shishio nodded and prepared a herbal tea for two.
"What are you going to make?" Nanami asked curiously.
"Jasmine tea."
"Jasmine tea?"
"Yeah, it has a calming effect, so you won't be nervous like now." Shishio smiled as he flicked her forehead gently.
While the jasmine tea had a calming effect, it also had an aphrodisiac effect, not Shishio was going to say this.
Nanami pouted and said, "You really love to tease me this much?"
"I love it. I'll tease you as long as the time allows."
"How long is that?" Nanami asked with a smile, but this question contained many different meanings.
"Do you want me to answer that?" Shishio asked.
Nanami pouted and gently hit his side with her hip, showing her annoyance.
"Let's talk outside."
"Okay."
Bringing the tea that they brewed together, they sat on the sofa while staring at the scenery over Tokyo at night.
"Take off your shoes and relax."
Nanami nodded as she took off her shoes and socks, showing off her white and smooth legs. Her feet were attractive, and her toes were well-shaped. They seemed to have a gravity force that pulled one toward them, especially when her plump and healthy thighs were shown through her short school uniform skirt.
Shishio somehow wanted to put his hand there, caressing her healthy thighs, telling them that they really had worked hard.
Nanami pursed her lips and noticed his gaze on her feet, but she didn't say anything and held the warm cup filled with jasmine tea.
"By the way, have you eaten it yet?" Shishio asked.
"No, but I'm not hungry." Staying by his side made her heart full, and Nanami didn't feel hungry. She stared at the scenery of Tokyo, especially Tokyo Bay. "It's my first time seeing this." While she might be in Tokyo, her routine was fixed since she mostly spent her time on a part-time job before she met him.
Nanami glanced at Shishio's sidelong face for a moment before she closed her eyes and put her head on his shoulder. They might have shared their kiss together. However, he had always been the one who took the initiative, and it was her first time to take the initiative.
Nanami was mixed with anxiety and fear of being rejected.
However...
Nanami blinked her eyes and saw him, wrapping her shoulder with his strong and dependable arm. She smiled and rubbed her face against his chest. She knew that she might be so simple for being happy just like this, but the truth is, she had always been envious of Shiina, who could do something like this all the time.
Nanami felt her hair was caressed, and she felt so comfortable while hoping the time would stop so she could enjoy this time forever.
Her entire body felt so comfortable and warm by sipping slightly hot jasmine tea,
"In Osaka, haven't you seen Osaka Bay? It isn't much different, right?"
"...Osaka Bay isn't a beautiful place, you know?" Nanami was speechless.
"Well... have you seen a corpse there?"
"...Yeah, but let's not continue this conversation since it'll put off the mood."
"I agree."
Similar to Tokyo Bay, there were also many corpses that were floating on Osaka Bay, especially when many yakuza headquarters were located in the Kansai region.
While it was an interesting topic, it definitely wasn't suitable to talk about this matter, especially during their date.
"Say, Shishio."
"Hmm?"
"Can I be with you forever?" Nanami asked as she looked into his eyes.
Shishio looked at Nanami with a gentle smile and said, "As long as you want to."
Nanami smiled and snuggled deeper into his embrace.
"Say."
"Hmm?"
"Don't you have something to complain to me about?" Shishio asked.
"Complaint?" Nanami turned her head to face Shishio, causing her ponytail to hit his face.
'It smells good.'
Shishio thought when her ponytail hit his face.
"If I have something to complain about, then you might have too many women," Nanami said while looking at Shishio.
"...Too much?"
"Yeah." Nanami nodded and said, "Shiina, Nana, Miu-senpai, Saki-senpai, Mai-senpai, and even Roberta-san. While I'm not sure about the rest, I'm sure that if you want to, you should be able to get them."
"You praise me too much."
"I'm not praising you!" Nanami pouted and said, "You know, you have a limited time after all, so you might cause dissatisfaction to your girlfriends later."
"You're also dissatisfied?"
"I'm not your girlfriend. Why should I be dissatisfied?"
"If you're not, then what are you?"
"Hmm..." Nanami tapped her cute lips and said innocently, "A mistress?"
Shishio looked at Nanami for a moment before he led her hand gently. "So, my mistress, are you okay with what we're going to do after this?"
Nanami flushed and hit his chest. "Can you not be so blunt?!"
"I mean it." Shishio caught Nanami's fist as he gazed over her eyes and said, "You know, once we do this, there won't be a turning back. I just don't want you to feel regret, you know? An ordinary love, an ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, an ordinary date, and something that I can't give you. You can have all of that. You can have them. Instead of being the mistress of a scumbag like me."
Nanami was also one of the popular girls at the school, and there were many people who had secretly fallen for her.
Instead of being the mistress of the scumbag, wasn't it better for her to fall among those students?
In the case of Nanami, Shishio felt that Sorata was even better than him.
After all, unlike Shiina, Sorata wouldn't have an inferiority complex if he dated Nanami, and while it was plain and ordinary, Shishio felt that such a love wasn't bad.
Shishio knew that he had too many women now, and he was just afraid that he couldn't handle all of them.
Shishio knew that as a protagonist, he should charge forward without fear, battling one woman after another.
However, they were all living beings.
They weren't a toilet to release his carnal desire.
Shishio wasn't degenerate enough to think all the women in this world should be his.
Unless there is a virus that erased 99% of males in this world, the number of harems probably wouldn't be more than the number of fingers on his body.
Though, it would be different if they just wanted to have a one-night stand with him.
"...You think I'm weird?"
"I have never said that, but yeah, I feel that you're weird."
Nanami thought for a moment as she sipped her jasmine tea. "Well, yeah, I might have become crazy, but you're responsible for this, you know? You're the one who made me crazy about you, so take responsibility, alright?"
Their eyes gazed into each other before they naturally kissed each other.
Their kiss was so natural, and it was so sweet and wet.
They didn't want to stop and wanted to feel each other's existence.
Their lips, tongue, teeth, and saliva.
They were addicted to every part of each other's bodies.
Shishio felt that it was enough, and he carried Nanami in his arms to his bed.
Nanami also hugged his neck and cooperated with him, letting him carry her body.
The two knew what they were about to do, and once they did it, there wouldn't be a turning back on, and there was no reset button.
Still, there was time to go back to how they used to be.
However, they didn't do so and enjoyed the first night that they spent a passionate night together with each other.
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After a few hours of sleeping, Nanami suddenly opened her eyes because of her biological clock. She could see the sky was still dark, and the sun was probably had just risen. However, her mind was clear because she felt embarrassed about what she had done last night, thinking she might be a naughty girl inside.
Her face flushed, and her body was hot.
Nanami looked at the man that had taken her first with a gentle smile. His sleeping face was so cute that she couldn't help but kiss his lips again.
"I love you, Shishio-kun."
Nanami put her head on his shoulder again as she continued to rest.
Their relationship might be messed up and might be frowned upon.
However, Nanami didn't regret it since she really loved him, and having him by her side was enough for her..