Matteo's Pov
I felt myself burning with hatred and at the same time I'm still emotional of what happened to my mate
and her family.
It's my fault again, everything is my fault. I destroyed a family tonight if only I could be patience a little
more and wait for Addasah things wouldn't have gone this far.2
I don't think she'll ever forgive me.
I had pray for her mother to be alive and now the burden is becoming heavier and heavier with her
losing her memories and her mother died.
I have been walking back and forth in the same spot for an hour with alot of things occupying my mind
like my mate, James surprised attack on our pack and my father escapes.
Not forgetting Quinn and this whole messed up situation I'm in.2
I went back to my office and find Aaron sitting there talking with Jay and his luna Claire.
"Hey" I walk inside and sat on a couch opposite them
"so how did it go, after I left"
Aaron sigh leaning back against the couch while Claire rub on his shoulder.
"You're lucky Eric and Dante has supported me" he says
"please tell me" I told me.
Aaron began to fill me in with info practically everyone were disappointed of what I did. They have ask
for a petition to strip me off of my title as an Alpha.
Yet Aaron has convinced them to give me a second chance which I don't think I deserve at all.1
He has explained my situation and the logic behind my actions which then Alpha Eric and Dante along
with Alpha Jesse from the Nightfall Pack support Aaron.
I was more grateful to my cousin for doing that to me even though I was willing to step down. In fact,
since my pack is in danger and the life of my mate is on the line here therefore I couldn't do it.
I have to make sure nobody or even myself hurt her again.
"Thanks bro" I hug my cousin when he was to leave for his pack.
When they were gone I lean back closing my eyes "so how is she?" Jay asks.
I clench my fist and simply told him the truth "she lost her memory"
"What the hell! it is so rare for werewolves to lose memories. Isn't humans are the only ones with that
problem" he rant on.
"Unfortunately my mate does," I say cutting him off in a frustrating tone
"okay...she remembers some things but not the life where her mate keeps messing up her life"
Yeah so it's funny when she doesn't remember what happens between us or tonight's event.
"So what now?" he asks me again
"I don't know Jay. I just can't act like we were perfect mates before. And I just can't tell her the truth
immediately... not right now" I bury my face in the palm of my hands.
"Yeah totally, right now is not the best idea since she has been through a lot. Maybe tomorrow or after
one week"
he suggested before walking up to me and pat me on the shoulder
"but I know you'll figure it out bro"
"Matteo" someone knocked on that door and I knew that voice immediately.
It was none other than Quinn. "Come in"
Jay nod in my direction before going out letting Quinn inside. I stood up and went behind my desk. She
took the chair in front of the desk sitting down opposite me.
I could see she was nervous but I know I have to do this. I will take responsibility for my pup but I can't
be with her and act like a perfect family man.
"Matteo" she started but I stop her "Quinn I don't know what you're thinking but I can't be with you" it is
better to straighten up with her than running around the push.
"I will still be responsible for my pup but not us as a family, I can't do that and I'm sorry" she starts to
tear up.
"Matteo but you can't do this, I love"
"not that word again Quinn" I intervene.
"I don't know how it will work out for you and your mate if you ever met him but you know how it will
feels like to have one. You would feel what I felt now after you met him"
"he rejected me" she shouted at me making Thunder stir within me due to her disrespecting us in that
sort of manner.1
She sobs "he rejected me and left for his pack because I told him I love you and you know what he
says" she hiccups "good because I don't want a slut for a Mate" she continues to sob.3
I kind of feel sorry for her yet again it's not anybody's fault. Somehow this was also her fault if she did
not insist for my dad and her for us to be together things wouldn't go this far.3
"I'm sorry Quinn but my answer still remains. I need to be with her because I love her. Us is in the past,
and you know this cause I have been telling you in the past four years" she sobs out loudly expecting
me to comfort her but I know I can't.
After Quinn left I sat there in my office thinking of the danger on my pack. I don't know where and when
they will attack but all I can do is to prepare my pack for the worst. Therefore, I have to ready myself
and train my pack hard.
"Alpha I'm here to see you" Lyndon links me and I instantly replied to him to come in the office.
I began to feel nervous I don't know but Addasah's father visiting me at this hour is making me nervous
as hell also there was fear creeping up to my veins.
"Alpha" he came inside and sat on the chair that was occupied by Quinn a while ago "please it's Matteo
to you" I nervously sat down facing him.
"Is there anything?"
"Alpha I think it's best if I just voice out why I am here. I know we're all at fault her and it would be a lie
if I'm not on the verge of killing you right now but currently I'm trying my best to be more civil here.
You hurt my daughter, you blame yourself for my family but I know some part is my fault too. I am not
here to make amends but to ask you a favour and I think you owe it to my daughter" I let out a heavy
sigh.
"Matteo I'll forgive you if do this right for her. I'll help track down James and your father but you need to
focus on Addasah. You don't have to worry about her friends as I have already talk with with them.
Besides I think you should know Addasah didn't lose her memories."
I look at him with surprise on why the hell he would say that. I mean if Addasah hasn't lose her
memories then how come she doesn't remember what I fucking did.
"You need to listen to what I have to say" I look with dumbfounded at him.
"Then explain Lyndon," I say and he actually did.
Sometime after Lyndon left I sat there not making any move and think hard of what he has proposed
for me to do.
It's not so easy to do what he says but maybe it will be good for Addasah but then again she'll forever
hate me.8
I look at my clock it's 2am Thunder wanted to see her and wanted me to buy food for her, so I did what
he wanted besides I really want to see her too.
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