To me what he says wasn't a question it was more like an order.
He didn't even ask politely or talk it out with us before dropping it in like that.
He doesn't know that moving away it's like we're leaving every beautiful moments I have with my family
here not forgetting my mom.
She just pass away and this house is our home with her, she was the one who chose it.
"Addasah pack your stuff we're moving to the pack house now" he repeated himself and I felt myself in
rage.
"You know I don't like being told by someone else" I hiss at him and put Wesley in my grandma's arms
ready to have a fight with him.
My dad was just lying there with his patch up wounds looking between the two of us. I know he is shock
to see this side of me.
I stood right in front of him with both my hands on my hips "you can't just barge into our home and
make me feel useless then just order us to go live in your pack house"
"that's not what I said" he growls at me.
"Oh yes, you didn't say it but the words you chose implies on it" he clench his fist together.
I can see he is fighting control with his wolf but me being stubborn keeps on pushing his buttons.
"You may be the Alpha but it does not gives you any right to do that" I poke my finger to his chest.
He closes his eyes while he clenches his fist then he opens his eyes again
"I have every right over this land or anything belongs on this land including you" he said in a deep
hoarse voice making me take further steps away from him.
"Oh boo hoo, that's bullshit I'm not your stupid property. So get that through you thick skull" my hands
pointing to his head.
"I didn't say you were my property. You are my mate, my responsibility to protect" he shouted, then
growls at me in frustration.
"News flash! it doesn't mean I lean on your shoulder doesn't let you talk mate shit on me. And I am not
some obligations. So if it's burden you just reject the bond and free yourself from this responsibility.
It's not like I needed you okay I'm fine with my dad around, my grandma and I'm also strong on my
own"
I didn't mean to cross the line but he made me said all these words which I didn't know was bottle up in
me.
There was silence then a pin drop with nobody moving or saying anything. He was taken aback then I
saw the hurt in his eyes.
He look to the other side wiping off his tear before turning to me
"You're right and I'm sorry if I care too much for my mate. I didn't mean to offend you back there when
at least I should be thankful to you. Addasah I'm sorry okay but please can you move into the pack
please" he begged me through his eyes.2
"You should have been asking like that in the beginning instead of being an ass" I push him out of the
way and stomp my way back to my room.
Closing the door I lean against it regretting some of the hurtful things I've said to him.
Oh my, that was our first fight and we sounded like an already mated couple. I went and sat on my bed
with my head buried in my hands.
The door opens but I refuse to look "you know you're more like your mother with the attitude" I turn to
my dad who now walks in my way and sat down next to me on the bed.
"Our lives is in danger Addasah and I'm sorry for bringing it upon you and your mom."
My eyes widen "dad, why are you saying this, you know if she's-"
I didn't get to finish as my dad cut me off immediately.
"There are so many things your mom and I need to talk to you about but unfortunately things didn't go
as it plan. So I'm just gonna tell you some part of it."
I waited for him to say what he is about to say "I'm a hybrid" his words baffled me and I felt my dad
squeezing my hand.
"I'm half werewolf, half vampire" he sigh "I know you don't remember this but I told you before that my
friends betray me. We made a pact that if one moves we all do so. Stupidly I followed my friends
leaving your mom behind. I chose my friends over your mom" a tear slip from his eyes.
"In the end they betray me, and the Alpha caught me as a hybrid. My kind is unacceptable in this world.
We could have been killed altogether.
We are considered monsters not werewolves and if we are being caught mated to a full blood werewolf
then our family will be hunted and killed off immediately."2
I lean my head on his shoulder while listening to his story with a fear that I might lose him too.
I have lost one parent so I can't lose another because I don't know how it would be like to live without
them.
"Addasah, I want you to live this moment, enjoy and love whomever you feel like who has your heart.
Whether it's your mate which you know I dislike sometimes" we both laugh at that.
"He can be an ass right dad" I added and he smile then he continue "or any other wolf it's your choice
and your heart. I approve anyone but I'll be more happy if it's your mate"4
I almost cry in hearing my dad saying this.
"You know he's just being overprotective and worried for your safety. Any mates would feel that way" I
turn to face him.
"in saying that Addasah, I agree with him that we need to move in the pack house. I can't protect you
from there while you're here with your brother. I need you to be in the eyes of everyone if I'm not there
then your mate is."
I withdrawn my hand but my dad was quick to hold it "this will always be our home, it will still be here. I
won't sell it or disregard the memories we have here. You can always come here besides we are not
leaving your mom alone here."
My dad raises my hand and put it on my heart "remember she's always here in you" I nodded my head
in agreement and my dad hug me tightly.
"Now go tell the Alpha of our decision"
"he hasn't left yet?" he shook his head.
"If you want to know he's in front of our house pacing around" I pull away from my dad and quickly rush
downstairs.
I took a deep breath before going out and my dad was right Matteo was pacing back and forth.
He turn to face me as I took small steps to him before running and went crash into his arms burying my
head in his chest.
"I'm sorry" he kept on saying and I pull away a little to look at his face which was all red.
"I'm sorry too. I didn't mean what I say"
"I know" he caress my cheek.
"So you're moving in the pack with your family?" he ask and I could see a glint of hope in his eyes
whether I would say yes.
"yes" I answer
He hug me again and I never pull away from him as I was enjoying his scent and the warm of his
embrace.
To think again maybe I should create little drama like this so that I would always have his arms around
me.
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