Jay's Pov
"Matteo you have to tell her the whole truth," I watch him take another shot of whisky in his hand while
ignoring me.
I was in the office sorting out our finances paper work when he storm in the office.
His eyes were red and he scream in the office then smashes photos and lamps in the office.
I knew his wolf was surfacing by his actions and once he calms down he told me what happened earlier
with him and Addasah.
At the same time he's guilty of everything. He knows he shouldn't have been shouting at her and
question her love for him. It's not like their love is true after all everything is a lie.2
He is lying to her except the fact that he loves her.
Yet what's even worst was the surprising arrival of his son and Quinn which has made him ignore her.
He told me that he is too ashamed to face her now and that is why he's keeping his distance from her
for the mean time until he figured everything out.
I said Quinn came on the wrong timing, and she should have inform him that she's bringing Jona and
her mate here. In that way maybe Matteo will then be more prepared for it.
I could see that she want Matteo to take ownership but I would say now is not the right time. I know he
is torn between his son and his Mate.
We have been sharing our problems recently with each other especially his guilt over Addasah, then
the return of Quinn and his son.
He look so vulnerable and insecure rambling on that Addasah will leave him once the truth is
discovered.
So here I am trying to tell my best friend to tell her the truth.
"Matteo" I try again
"I can't" he mutters pouring another one in his cup.
I snatch it away from his hand before he drinks again and I chuck down the liquid to my throat.
"You can't keep her in the dark forever Matteo. What do you think she'll do when she finds out?" I try to
make my friend see the possibility of the consequences of his actions if the truth is not being revealed
to her.
"I can't" he says holding back his tears and his head hung low.
"She deserves the truth and to free yourself from all this guilt you have to tell her. Yes she'll be mad but
maybe she'll understand you, I know she loves you" I try to reason with him again.
"Matt, do you think she'll still be here, with you, with our pack if she finds out before you do," realising
what I just said I curse under my breath.
The glass shatter against the wall "that's why I can't," he shouted at me luckily his office is soundproof
and I know no one bothers to listen in to our conversation. Plus we are the only one in this house
"I can't lose her, not now or forever. I just love her so much that I'm always guilty whenever she's with
me and I selfishly want her all for myself."
He broke down into tears "I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm fucking in love with her that it hurts
so much. If she left me I don't think I'll ever survive again."
I can see all the regret and pain written all over his face.
My best friend has never been like this maybe he was in love before but hurt and pain were emotions
that I have never seen in him or he has shown to me or towards anyone.
Only Addasah is doing this to him and I don't blame her as it wasn't even her fault as if she remember
what really happens.
Matteo and I knew the one at fault here is him. He has hurt her not just hurt but deeply have broken her
before she loses her memories.2
He had the chances again months ago or the whole year yet everything went down the drain with his
father involvement. Then Quinn fucking him while he was drunk in pain.
Now he has a son and Addasah knew nothing of it.
We don't know when or where her memories will be back but I know one thing. She's going to leave
him if he doesn't tell her the truth now.
He needs to be honest to her and it's the least he could do for her and him.
In fact, to think again I think my friend has a point too, because even I can't read Addasah.
Whether she will discover the truth or not i think she will still leave him given that he has hurt her way
too much in the past.1
Not only that what Matteo is doing is for her happiness because the time they've been together she
looks more happy than anyone else.
"Matteo, you know drinking is not the answer, you need to get a hold of yourself," I walk up to him and
pat him on the shoulder while he sunk to the couch and cry.
"I don't know what to do Jay" he cry "I am afraid she is going to leave me. I mean after waiting for so
long and now we're together but everything is mess up and l just don't know anymore if the moon
goddess did want us to be together or not."
He struggled with his words and breath, "it's so easy to tell her the truth but honestly it so hard to bring
myself to do it because either way I know I'll lose her in the end."
I ended up silently crying while patting my friend on the back. There was nothing I could do as his
friend except to comfort and gave him advice that I think is best for him now.
Indeed I know nothing of the pain he's going through so maybe I understand but I'll never felt it and
know what it's like because I have never been there.
Who am I to judge him then and the choices he made.
"You're right" he sniffle "I'll tell her the truth but I can't do it without my best friend. I mean you know
she'll leave right?" he said unsure while wiping off his tears using the back of his hand and I swear at
him.
"Fuck bro don't go all girly on me, and besides you don't know unless you try" I sarcastically said it and
he laugh a little.
Seeing a smile on his face I relax a little and place my hand on his shoulder.
"Don't worry Matt you know I'll always be there for you man. When you decide to tell her let me know."
We heard the door knocked then her delicate voice came from outside
"Matteo."
I look aside to find his eyes widen in fear that she might have heard us talking about her situation a
while ago.
I try to calm him down assuring him that everything is going to be fine and that Addasah may not have
heard us talking about their relationship.
I watch him fix himself and clean up the mess he made including the empty bottle of whisky on the
table.
Once he is done and I know that he is okay and ready to face her, I open up the door slowly to see the
sapphire eyes of Addasah which focuses behind me.
I gave her a smile and nod my head for her to move inside while I walk out of there leaving the two
alone in the office.
As I walk away I hope for one thing and it is for my best friend and that if Addasah ever finds out the
truth;
I truly want them to fix it instead of running away from each other.
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