Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 65Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 65
NADIA. Riley pressed his body against mine, but he was careful not to crush my stomach while his
hand was already under my dress, gently massaging my ass, inching it closer to my core, and I knew
once he touched me there, I would totally lose it. “Riley…” I panted against his mouth while he
continued to devour me and all thoughts of making him pay for the pain he caused me just flew out of
the thin air.
“Mine…” He growled as he nipped my lower lip before plunging his tongue into my mouth, making me
whimper as I bucked my hips higher, wanting to feel his hard shaft on my mound.
‘I can hear you from here, Luna.
What happened to making him wait?
’ The Beta chuckled in my head, and I felt like cold water had been poured over my head.
I pushed Riley abruptly, and since he wasn’t expecting it, I was able to get away from him.
Oh, Goddess!
Was I that loud?
I tucked my loose hair at the back of my ears before I straightened my dress, and I could feel my skin
heating up.
Riley’s gaze was boring into me.
I fixed my posture before throwing him a glance.His hands were on his hips, his tongue playing on his lower lip as he looked at me with confusion
written on his expression.
“I’m sorry, I got carried away,” I told him, offering him a smirk.
“Pregnancy hormones,” I added before sliding down to his side to walk towards our bedroom door.
I was about to open it when he blocked his body, which startled me a bit.
“Wait.
” He said, his voice slightly higher.
“What now?
” “Umh, the room.
I will have to send someone to clean it first.
We can stay in the other room, perhaps for an hour.
” I chuckled and pushed the door open.
He had no choice but to let me in.
“Why?
Because the room was messy?
I’ve seen it already.
I went here directly when I came and asked someone to clean here.” His eyes swept the room, and his expression told me that he couldn’t believe that it looked different
now.
Because it surely did.
I remembered walking in here earlier when I arrived.
The whole room was trashed and it smelled like it hadn’t had air for a long time.
It was not that it smelled bad, because Riley’s musk lingered in the air, but it was too hot for my taste.
And my clothes were everywhere – the bed, the sofa, and I found some beside the bathtub.
I could only guess what he used my clothes for, but if anything, I was actually happy with what our
room looked like.
It only confirmed what the Beta told me, that Riley was miserable.
He sealed the room to make sure my scent didn’t leave the room and was keeping himself sane with
my clothes, which was exactly the same thing I did.
.
“I’m sorry, I should have kept it clean.
” I walked and stood in front of him.
My hand raised to his face and tapped his cheek twice, a warm smile plastered on my lips.
“It’s okay, Alpha.
My apartment looked the same.Your clothes were everywhere there too.
” He smiled as his hand flew to his face, clasping mine.
“You missed me?
” No point denying it.
“Yes, I was in a bad place without you.
” “Me too.
This room, the pack house, and the territory seemed too big and empty without you.
” “We’re going to be parents soon, Riley.
We can’t fuck up every time we have a disagreement.
” “I know.
I’m really sorry, baby.
I will make sure to tell you everything from now on.
No secrets, no lies, no doubts.
And I will always hear you out, and believe you versus all others.
” “You can’t just say those words without meaning it.
” He nodded his head.
I cupped his face and urged him to look me in the eyes.“Riley, I love you.
I will always choose you no matter what happens, and all I’m asking is for you to choose me too.
I’ve been pushed around all my life, and for once, I wanted to believe I found someone who would
choose me and want me to stay.
” He closed his eyes and rested his forehead against mine.
“I’m sorry.
I won’t fuck up this time.
It will always be you and the baby.
I will always choose you.
” I showered and was surprised to see Riley still in the room when I came out.
He was sitting on the single sofa just adjacent to the toilet door like he was just waiting for me to come
out.
“You’re still here.
Don’t you have any work to do?
” I asked him as I walked around the bedroom wrapped up in a towel.
“I want to make sure you’re settled in bed before I go downstairs.
” “Scared I will run away?
” I giggled softly, letting my hair loose and drying it with an extra towel in my hand “No.I just want to make sure you’re comfortable and don’t need anything.
” “Okay.
” I smiled at him before I untangled my towel and hung it on the vanity chair, leaving myself fully naked
in front of him as I continued to dry off my hair.
I didn’t know what came to me, but I just wanted to tease him.
I saw him swallow, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down as his eyes dilated into full black.
It has been over a month since we had sex, and I was sure he was as needy as me in that department,
but he needed to suffer a bit, Well, that means me too.
His eyes followed my every move as I walked to the big closet, opening it and letting my eyes scan my
clothes.
I could feel my back burning, but I was enjoying it.
I have always been insecure about my body, but something was different today.
I felt sexy even when I saw my tummy had a little bump already and was no longer as flat as it was.
I bent over and picked up a hipster pair of cotton underwear.
A low growl erupted behind me, and I couldn’t help but let out a smug smirk.
I was expecting him to come and grab me, but he didn’t.
I didn’t know Riley could have this much control if he wanted to.
I slipped the underwear on and turned around.I saw his eyes darting to my breast as he unconsciously licked his lips, hands clutching the armrest
tightly.
My eyes moved down to his trousers and I saw his erection tenting up his pants.
“I want to sleep now.
” “Okay.
” “You can leave the room now.
” “Are you not putting anything on?
” “No.
No one is coming in here except you.
novelbin” “Yes, of course.
” He adjusted his pants before he stood up, and I couldn’t stop the grin from forming on my lips.
“It’s not funny, Nadia.
I’m fighting hard to control myself and Hunter from pouncing on you.
” He groaned, his hand brushing his long, thick hair in frustration.
“Not my problem,” I smirked evilly at him before turning around and heading for the bed.
I made sure to crawl from the end of the bed to my side of the bed before slipping under the blanket.
I was expecting him to leave, but instead, he walked to my side and crouched on the floor beside me.“Can I hold your stomach?
” He asked, a solemn expression on his face, and all the thoughts of teasing him more were wiped off
my head.
I nodded my head and bit my lower lip.
I sat up and he pulled the sheets down, revealing my naked breasts.
His eyes lingered on them for a while before he held my waist and leaned his face towards my
stomach, pressing a kiss on my belly.
“Hello, baby Alpha.
I’m so glad to meet you.
Sorry, Daddy Alpha wasn’t with you and Mommy for a long time, but I promise you, I will always be
here from now on.
And be a good Alpha, okay?
Don’t give Mommy a hard time because this is something new for her and for Daddy too.
But we will take care of you.
Just hang in there, buddy.
I’m sure we will have so much fun once you’re out here with us.
” He was mumbling on my stomach, and I couldn’t stop the tears from pooling in my eyes.
I knew we still had many things to sort out, but he was making a good start.He wanted the baby as much as I did.
I didn’t even notice that I was already sobbing, sniffing softly when his gaze met mine.
“Why are you crying?
” “Are you scared if we can parent our baby?
Because I am.
I don’t know how to be a mother.
” “We have each other, Nadia.
We can learn together.
And we have Jenny, Sebastian, Dominic…” I chuckled.
“They don’t have a baby yet.
How would they know?
” “We will all learn together, and I’m sure they will always have our back, plus we have a whole pack.
They love you, and I’m sure they will help us if we ask for help.
And I can watch videos too.
I’m good at picking up things from watching videos.
” This time I giggled, clutching my stomach as I did, and Riley’s face lit up as he beamed at me.” You’re beautiful, Nadia.
When you left, I started asking myself if I could make you happy.
And seeing you laugh right now is calming my heart.
I wish I could always make you laugh and smile like this.
” I stopped giggling and just stared at him.
He was overwhelming me with his words.
I wanted to say something, but I didn’t want to break the magic between us.
We were just staring at each other as silence brewed between us before his gaze went down to my
naked breasts and hunger suddenly flared in them.
And before I could stop him, his hand reached for my bosom, caressing it softly, his finger rubbing my
nipple in a circular motion.
My head was telling me to push his hand away, but my traitorous body said otherwise.
I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip, but it didn’t prevent a moan from escaping my throat.
“I swear, your breasts are bigger now than before.
Was it because you’re pregnant?
” He asked in a husky voice, and I just nodded my head.
I was still enjoying the sensation of his touch when I felt a warm and moist mouth capture my breast.
“Oh, Goddess!” I gasped.
My eyes fluttered open.
“Riley… Please… What are you doing?
” “Just… a little more… promise I will… go soon…” He mumbled in between sucking and lapping my
breast while his hand kneaded the other, giving me a sensation I haven’t felt in weeks.
My hands flew to hold his head in place as I arched my chest close to his mouth.
I was certainly losing this battle.
One touch from him and I felt like a moth caught in the fire.
The next thing I knew, my mate was already in bed beside me.
His mouth and hands were getting more aggressive in assaulting my breasts, and I was just letting him
as I whimpered under his touch.
“Fuck, Nadia.
You taste so fucking good, I can come just by sucking your breasts.
” He told me, his eyes sparkling after he pulled away from my breast.
I swallowed hard in response because I was thinking the same thing, that if he kept sucking my breasts
like that, I would have an orgasm soon.
“You need to go…” My voice came out raspy.I was panting from the ecstasy he gave me as I discreetly clamped my legs, hoping my arousal
wouldn’t seep out of the blanket.
He licked his lips before he cupped my chin with his fingers.
“Yes.
I will go.
Rest.
I’ll see you later.
” He leaned closer, and I almost puckered my lips when I realized his mouth was aiming for my
forehead.
So instead I withdrew and bit my lower lip, hoping he didn’t see that.
He kissed my forehead before he motioned for me to lie down, which I did as he tucked me under the
blanket.
He ran his hand over my stomach before he stood up from the bed, and he headed to turn off the main
lights, leaving the room with just the natural light coming from the outside.
“Riley,” I called out as his hand reached for the doorknob.
“Wake me up for dinner.
I want to eat dinner with you and the rest.