46. A Home Where You Are
YILEYNA
“I don’t think Dad told us everything.” Charlene sighed as we walked down the hall.
I nodded in agreement, our voices echoing in the halls.
The windows were frosted, a sign that winter was truly here.
“I agree.” I replied, sighing.
“That comment about finding you a man to handle the Alpha title
“Yeah, it annoyed me too. Hey, wait, surely he’ll tell Theon the full story right?”
“I’m guessing so, he loves him far more than me.” I replied, rolling my eyes.
The Alpha seemed to dislike me more and more as of late.
“But Theon loves you! So, you can seduce the answers out of him and then share with me?” She
nudged me, blinking hopefully. I stopped and planted my hands on my hips.
“Seriously, my queen? Do you think theon would spill?”
“I’m sure he spills enough, what is a few small secrets?” She winked suggestively at me, and it took me
a second to realise what she meant.
My eyes widened as I blushed.
“Charl!”
She burst into laughter, and I shoved her lightly.
“Ouch, you are getting stronger.” She said, laughing.
“I wish.”
“No, I’m serious.” She persisted, her laughter fading, and she looked at me curiously.
“Hmm, am I?” I asked, smirking and flexing my muscles.
“No, I’m serious…. look.” She pulled up her sleeve, showing me the small mark on her arm where I had
shoved her.
“Maybe… Maybe you’re getting closer to shifting.”
She smiled warmly at me, and I felt a flicker of hope inside, the same hope in her beautiful green eyes.
“Hmm, I don’t feel different, maybe… who knows.” I hope so. Please let it be so.
“Well, I need to go get my contraception charm renewed! See you!”
“Ooo, I am jealous you get to have some of that sexy fine ass every day!” Charlene pouted.
” You are yet to tell me the full details!” “I told you enough! What do you want me to tell you? Every little
thing?” I replied, laughing.
“Well, it would at least be nice to know exactly…” She turned and waved her hand in farewell,
motioning with her eyes to the side, and I turned to see Theon walking down the hallway.
” Bye!”
Charlene ran off, and I pouted.
“Can I help you?” I asked, looking him over, my eyes falling to the front of his sweatpants.. Goddess
those should be illegal… Why did he look so dangerously sexy all the time?
“No, but if you and the princess spent a little less time talking about sex and more actually training,
perhaps the Silver Moon Pack may have a better reputation for its future.” He replied, arrogantly
brushing past me.
My mouth fell open at the insult, and at the fact that he had heard us.
“We don’t always talk about sex…” I protested, sticking my tongue out behind his back.
“Childish and horny. Perfect traits, little storm.” He added sarcastically before he walked off.
Well, I better go get this renewed and then I would go to the market before I headed home. I paused
mid-step, a soft smile crossing my lips.
Home is where the heart is.
I glanced down the hall, the way Theon had gone, and felt a pleasant warmth fill me. Our home.
Turning, I ran towards the hospital wing…
—–
Looking around the kitchen, I smiled sheepishly. I had gotten a little carried away… Ok, very carried
away, and lugging all this home had been exhausting!
There were baskets and bags full of fresh vegetables, fruits, eggs, flour, spices, and many other items
to make some baked goodies for dessert. As well as some bottled juices and an entire bag of meat and
poultry.
The house was literally empty and it had nothing to do with us being at sea, it was obvious Theon didn’t
cook.
“Ok, where to start…”
Put the shopping away and organize it?
Yes, Mom always did that first.
I began going through the bags, deciding what to cook and placing what I would use onto the worktop.
Once I had made up my mind, I wrapped the extra meat and poultry up and placed them into the cooler
box. I would make sure to use that up over the next two days, so nothing went to waste.
I got to work dicing the onions once the shopping was all put away and took out one of the new pans I
had bought.
I began humming as I worked, remembering the sea shanty’s Leto and the others would sing. I wonder
if I’ll meet any of them ever again? I didn’t miss Barbara, but I’d like to see Cleo, Leto, Bobbie, even
Flynn again. I opened the window above the sink, despite the sharp wind, and glanced at the time.
Good, I still had a few hours until Theon would return. Training and his other duties would take him a
while. After coating the chicken with spices, I set it aside and added mince to the pan, whilst throwing
some vegetables into a second.
I smiled, I just hoped Theon would like it…
Two hours later, I had just taken a shower and slipped into a simple yet figure-hugging strapless black
dress. I left my hair open and after some hesitation, settled on winged liner, a touch of blush, and red
lipstick. 1
I picked up the small studs I had selected from Mom’s jewellery box and a few bracelets, putting them
on. Finishing with a spritz of fragrance.Did I look like I was trying too hard?
I sat there, suddenly feeling vulnerable. Staring back at me was a woman I didn’t recognise. I looked so
in control and confident, yet deep inside I was scared to lose him. I didn’t want to push so hard that he
backed away, but at the same time, I wanted to do things for him…
I shook my head, I needed to stop being doubtful. I should check the roast chicken in the oven!
I stood up and left the bedroom, I had closed the window not long ago as it had begun to rain. The
hearth was blazing, and the entire cabin was glowing. The table was set with the juice bottles, which I
had placed in the cooling box, and two place settings. I hoped Theon would be here soon because the
food was ready.
I plated the servings of chili and rice and carried it to the table. Setting the bowl of salad, sauces, and
roasted chicken in the middle. I finished by placing the roasted vegetables in the centre.
The sound of rain beginning to patter down was welcoming in the background, and I hummed a song
as I adjusted the dishes on the table. The door opened and I turned to see Theon standing there. He
was halfway through the door, ducking slightly as if not wanting to get soaked, but he had stopped in
his tracks.
His eyes scanned the cabin, lingering on the kitchen where the chocolate cake I had made stood ready
for us, and then to the table, full of food, before his eyes finally settled on me.
My heart hammered as I held his gaze, suddenly feeling as if maybe I shouldn’t have done this. I
couldn’t read what was going on in his mind as he stood there, his eyes fixed on mine. Rain began
pouring down faster but he didn’t move.
I wasn’t sure how long we stood there before his eyes trailed over me and I wondered if the dress really
was too much.
My stomach twisted when I saw him glance over his shoulder, almost as if contemplating to leave.
“It’s raining. Close the door.” I said, my voice coming out softer than it was meant to.
He frowned slightly, before he scanned the cabin once more, “What is this?” He asked, his voice cold
and harsh, sending a sharp stab of pain through my chest.
“I just, I missed a home-cooked meal and I“.
“I told you to be responsible for your own food, not mine.” He cut in, coldly.
My heart pounded, and I felt the familiar prickle in my eyes. Do not cry.
“I didn’t know that arrangement still held.” I whispered, looking down at the food I had cooked. I could
feel his eyes burning into me, but I refused to meet his gaze.
“It’s ok… I’ll drop off the extra tomorrow at the orphanage. I’ll wrap it up!” I hurried to the kitchen area,
my heart pounding as I crouched down, opening the cabinet with shaking hands and took out the few
scarce containers he had. I stood up, gasping, and dropping the tubs when I realised Theon was right
in front of me.
I stepped back, staring into those unreadable eyes that glinted with emotions I couldn’t read.
“You usually argue. What happened today?” He asked quietly. There was no hostility in his tone, and
my heart clenched.
“Don’t cry.”
“I’m not crying!” I turned away from him, brushing under my eyes, not wanting him to see them.
“But I don’t think you deserve my hard work.” I added lightly, trying to hide my heartbreak.
I was about to bend down to pick up the fallen containers when his arms wrapped around me from
behind, pulling me roughly into his chest knocking the breath from me.
“Maybe not, but since you’ve set the table…” His lips touched my bare shoulders.
My heart pounded, but I didn’t know what to make of it.
“Are you angry with me?” I asked, pulling out of his arms and looking up at him.
I couldn’t pretend this didn’t happen, I needed to know…
He frowned, before looking away.
“No. I just… I’m not used to this.” He said quietly, a deep frown furrowing his handsome face as he
scanned the cabin.
My heart ached at his words, and I realised he had just been taken by surprise. Theon’s reflex was to
put his walls up. I smiled gently, and stepped closer. Although I wanted to cup his face, I knew Theon
wouldn’t allow me to do that, so I simply tossed my hair over my shoulder and looked up at him.
“Well if you treat me well, I could help you get used to it?” I suggested casually, with a small shrug.
“I’ll be here, for as long as you let me.” He didn’t reply, but I was beginning to understand that the
conflicted look in his eyes was him fighting his emotions.
You need to take the next step, Theon…
I placed my hands on his chest, our eyes meeting. After a moment, he ran his fingers through my hair
before twisting his fingers into my locks and yanking me closer.
Now my turn.
Amber meeting grey, and this time I was the one to lean up, pressing my lips against his, sending off
fireworks through my entire body. His free arm wrapped around my waist tightly and he deepened the
kiss, taking control. Our bodies pressed together so perfectly, and for a moment I truly felt that we were
made for one another. Were we?
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