Chap 50
Sarah
She pushed the food tray and mark frowned on that 'come on Sarah you need to eat...you need the
energy back'
Sarah slowly shake her head 'I can't it's too much...I'm already full and after what you have told me
about Perry and tina ...I feel like puking ' she made a disgusted face
Mark regrets telling her but she kept on asking the same thing who did it ...how it happens 'sorry sis
...but don't think too much on this...it's done...everything is finished...now you should think about
yourself and Ava's future'
Sarah's eye become moist 'how can I..I still believe it's just a joke any moment they will come n take
me back to prison...mark I haven't seen anything good after getting married it's too hard to accept I'm
free from the hell' Sarah quietly cry
Mark sighs and hold her 'ssh..believe me, it's all done you are free ...your and Simon name is clear...n
don't you worry you are never going back to hell. I will take care of that jailer n your bastard husband so
well...it's time for their payback' Mark said with full determination
Sarah winced....she still can't believe and she doubts anything can happen to theo although he looks
regretful n miserable when he begged her for forgiving him.
But Sarah won't believe him...not this time...he had been making her fool for so many years this also
one of the tricks....and about the jailer ...yes she wants the women to be gone...she is dangerous just
like roma.
Sarah keep on looking at the door ....she just want Ava right now....she waited for so long....Mark can
see her distressed state 'what are you looking at Sarah' he asked
Sarah said with desperation 'Ava....(she feel tears whenever she took her name) why she hasn't come
yet I'm dying here'
Mark look disturb too
Sarah then asked 'she is alright? Mark roma was laying isn't she?'Sarah desperately wanted the
answer yes
Mark smile 'yes Sarah I told you before she is perfectly fine and look it's only 7 in the morning...she will
be around 8 on the visiting time'
Sarah node n took a relief breath
Mark hesitate to say but he said it 'Sarah we will take Ava custody from the grey's....then you guys
come with me to live in Australia with mom'
Sarah flinched when she heard mom name. Sarah still got a lot of resentment for her women....she still
can't believe how a mother can do this to get child....even Sarah can call herself a helpless mother for
Ava but if ever Ava needed her help like that she turns every one world upside down
Sarah made a disgusted face 'why would we go there so that mom can kick me n my daughter out....n,
by the way, have you told her she will so happy that Simon name is clear'
Mark looks down and shook his head 'sarah..things have so much change after you went to jail...mom
changed too...she was already in so much guilt when she saw you at greys house n how they arrested
you and after dad died it was an icing on cake...she stop speaking n she had attacks where she starts
crying n attacks herself...doctor said she is in trauma that made her brain to stop working...'
Sarah gasp....tears were falling...mom...her mom was in pain she can't do anything ...mark wipes her
tears
'hi don't cry...I don't want to upset but I also don't want to keep you in dark. And you trust me ain't you
I'm really taking care of mom...I called her distant cousin to stay with her... so don't think about it...but
Sarah there's a thing I want you to do' Mark asked her
Sarah looked at his golden eyes 'what'
Mark intense gaze on her made her scared 'i want you to file against Theo n greys about domestic
violence they inflicted on you and now I got the proofs too as the jailer will tell how roma grey torture
you in jail and your (he try to control his anger) scars that doctor has told me that are the scars only got
from abuse....this time you will tell all the truth'
Sarah close her eyes.. she start seeing all the flashback of abuse that she bore for nothing...how she
was degraded ..how she was beaten like a dog ...how she was starved how she was raped and how
she manipulated by theo that made her fall in love with him and then she was sent to jail, away from
Ava
She will punish him for everything he did with her. A small part of her heart told her she is not like
that...she still feels for theo...she saw those tears n guilty eyes of theo when he was begging her...but
she got angry on her that what kind of women she is...after all these years how can she even think like
that...
Sarah said with determination ' I will...I will tell everything that they did to me'
Mark tears were also falling 'yeah...you will get justice ' he kissed her forehead.
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Theo
'come one Ava finish your milk then we have to go' theo hold the glass and Ava was sitting on her lap
and theo helped her to finish the milk, Theo smiled when milk whisker was made on her face...she
looks too adorable...he kissed her cheeks n wiped her face...'come on lets go to see mommy' theo said
in full energy
Ava also get excited 'yeahhhh....we will take flowers too'
Theo pinched her nose 'oh yes that will great ...mama will be so happy'
Theo picked her and went to his car and buckled Ava in toddler seat and start the car.
Theo was about to start the car but he stop ...his hand were shaking ...he felt sweat on his
forehead.....he was feeling weird....like its suffocating him...then he saw a vision...where he saw Sarah
was taken away by the police and she was crying them to let her see Ava......he then saw the real pain
in her eyes when she was in the hospital crying for AVa....theo close his eyes oh god he made the
biggest mistake of his life....how he will live with this pain.....more over he was terrified what will happen
today how she will react looking at Ava will she ....will she tell the police everything...theo feel ok with
that hell he wants to go to police but he just stop when he thought about Ava...he looked at back and
saw how innocently she is looking at the window...he felt tears in his eyes but he control himself.
For the first time in his life, he is so scared of Sarah and it is his own fault.
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In the hospital theo and Ava came holding rose flowers...Mark was waiting for them.
He stands in front of Theo 'where the hell was you. Sarah was getting insane, she kept asking about
her daughter'
Theo glare him and point down 'we were getting flowers '
Mark looks down and his expression change to soft with a smile.....he kneels down and softly said 'hi
pretty girl...do you know who I am'
Ava clung to theo leg and looked shy and little scared ..she looked at theo and theo gives her
encouraging smile...Ava nodes and lightly said 'Yes...my uncle'
Mark smiled and said 'oh yes I am...now come with me your mama is waiting for you' he touches Ava's
cheeks
Ava hold mark hand but she was not moving and looked at theo in scared manner 'daddy' she raised
her second hand
Theo looks at mark and said 'im also going with her...she is...(theo quietly said) she is not comfortable
around strangers'
Mark got angry 'because you make sure she never get out of the house and meet her family...just like
Sarah'
Theo gets more guilty and said in composed voice 'low down your tone...you are scaring her....im going
with her that's final'
Mark sighs in frustration 'ok...come'
When they enter the room Sarah was lying down quietly and Theo felt his heart beta skip, she always
had an effect on him...all theo wants to hold her and take away her all sorrows but he is the one who
hurt her the most.
Mark gently touch Sarah hand 'Sarah they are here'
Sarah winced and looked suddenly at theo and Ava.
Sarah
She cant believe Ava is here, she is alright...thank god thank god. Tears were falling and but she was
smiling too...Ava looks so beautiful....she felt her heart to fill with so much in happiness when she
looked her daughter after so many years
She tries to get up and move to stand and said 'Ava' she beamed with happiness
but Mark stop her 'Sarah stay here ...you can meet while laying down no hurried movement ok'
Sarah glares him but Theo bring her daughter towards her...sarah frowned at theo and she wanted to
snatch her daughter from him but the way Ava was looking so scared and confused and the way she
was holding Theo neck..like she wants to go nowhere but stay with him. Sarah was stun how theo and
Ava got close
But she ignores that thought and raised her hand 'give her to me'
Theo tries to gently remove Ava's hand and said 'come on the sweetheart...it's your mama, she wanted
to talk to you. I told you before 'Ava nodes
Sarah cynically think what he had told Ava about her.
Theo sit down in the chair and Ava sit down while holding flowers in her hand ...she gives it to Sarah.
Sarah toke them and said in excitement 'these are so beautiful just like you..thank you'
Ava blushed and give her a shy smile
Sarah gently smiled and can she, her daughter was little nervous around her but she wants to think
positive and holds Ava small hand and kissed her 'hello Ava you know I'm your mama'
Ava nodes ' yessh daddy told me'
Sarah laughed ...she can talk too..and so clear...'i miss you so much' Sarah cry
Ava looks at theo and he removes the hair from Ava face and nodes to her, sarah got jealous that her
daughter needs theo comfort, not hers.
Mark phone rings and he told them he will come in a moment
When they were alone ..theo told Ava 'Ava tell mama to not cry cause you will meet her regularly'
Ava intently looked at Sarah and touch her face and wiped them 'no cry mama...i will come regg....regg
daddy what you said'
Theo and Sarah laughed and told her the correct word
Sarah touches her face 'can I hug you.....can mama hug you please?'
Theo look away as it was too much of pain that he can't see in Sarah's voice
Ava nodes and hugged her. Sarah close her eyes and try to embrace the moment fully in her
memory...she smiled her daughter baby shampoo hair..she felt she is in heaven...
After few minutes talk ... Ava get a little comfortable and asked her 'mama where were you?'
Theo and Ava got alert and looked each other...but theo told Ava 'Ava I told you, mama was sick so
that's why she is not living with us'
Sarah glared at him and stay quiet, then mother and daughter asked various questions and Sarah
learned so many things about Ava ...but one thing was constant how Ava loved Theo so much even he
loves looked genuine to her......sarah got worried....what she will do now.
Ava was little sleepy at one point and Sarah notice that 'you can lie down with me..'Sarah asked in
hope full voice
Again Ava looked at theo and theo happily node...when Ava was sleeping after few minutes
Sarah can't stop herself and asked in anger 'how she get close to you when you were keen to hate her
from the start because of me'
Theo looks guilty and said 'i know you have every reason to doubt me but Sarah I just realized I always
loved her but was cowered to feel it later...hell I even did so many horrible things to you. Sarah, please
forgive me...punish me however you want....but just take me out of this guilt'
Sarah got emotional too 'how should I forgive you....tell me theo how..or should I address you, sir,
because I'm a slut and slut never say your name and I'm scared you will never bring Ava to me like you
did with me in prison. I waited daily, called you multiple time that you will bring her anytime, you made a
promise with me SIR' she said in sarcasm
Theo eyes filled with tears 'please Sarah...don't call me sir...dont ..it's killing me...I'm sorry I cant fulfilled
my promise but believe me. I was told that Ava was gone to meet you monthly...that's what I was told,
my mom. I know it's my mistake to give her Ava responsibility and I'm paying for it but you don't need to
worry about ever Ava is your daughter...she will meet you daily
Sarah flinched when theo told about roma 'how you can leave my daughter under your evil mother
care...she try to hurt Ava when she was only a baby no wonder what she had done to her without our
presence'
Theo winced to like he remember something but he didnt said a word ..then he told sarah 'thats why
me and Ava are going to live some where else..you just get better then i will look for a home'
Sarah said in disgust 'and why you think i will come with you'
Theo looked worried 'i know you hate me...i hate myself too ...but for god sake for Ava sake just give
me a chance...a small chance...i promise on my dead sister....i will give you so many happiness and so
much love that you might not forget your painful memory but it at least my love will overcome that...i
love you...i love you so much' theo tears were falling while he hold Sarah hand
Sarah looked stunned....how can he said that after all this time.
Sarah snatched her hand 'you love me??......you want me to give you a chance?....don't you think I try
to give that chance fuck I even love you when I shouldn't and what you did to me...you beat the shit out
of me that put me in a coma. I can't fucking speak for weeks theo....then you made fun of my love. I still
remember your words ..you said to me that I'm a fool that if I ever think any man can fall in love with my
ugly face and that was not enough you send me to jail in a humiliating manner that why should I give
you a chance!' Sarah at this time was crying bloodily
Theo tears were also falling down rapidly...'im so sorry..so so so sorry Sarah. I'm a monster. I know
that, but I can't live without Ava and now not without you .... I lost you one year ago because of my
stupid revenge but I will not leave you...look Ava (he pointed at her and Sarah looked down her
daughter) she changed me....she loves me and I love her more than anything but she misses so much
too she was deprived of parents love and I know I'm fucking responsible for that...but for her sake give
me a chance....forgive me....you can put me behind that bars but please give me this hope that you will
give me a chance to make all this better' theo eyes were red with tears and joined his hand in begging
position...
And sarah was stun how he was begging her.
But she was more than confused than ever but she knew she can't forgive him and surely not forget
what happened to her.
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