Winnie was in disbelief, but she didn't interrupt him instead she let him finish his words.
"Stop talking nonsense, I don't even know if which statement of yours is true or false. Brian, don't forget
that you were the one who raised to break up and said you didn't love me. Now you said you love me,
how can I tell which statement is true."
Winnie's emotions were a bit out of control. As long as she heard Brian's voice, she had a feeling of
unreality or even being teased.
Hearing those words gave her different feeling from seeing them.
"Winwin, those words were said under specific circumstances, and it was that I misunderstood you in a
moment of anger. Winwin, I admit that I was wrong that time, it was me who initiated the breakup, it
was me ......"
Once again, Brian admitted his mistake and knew how much damage he had brought to Winnie. It was
because he knew everything that he blamed himself and regretted it.
But Winnie had heard his words several times and did not have the patience to continue listening.
"It's not just a simple misunderstanding. You kicked me hard in the back? Do you know how much it
hurt me? Do you know what your kick means? Brian, you kicked away all that we had before."
Thinking of the day of the breakup and Brian's desperate attitude, Winnie's tears could not help but flow
out, and her heart ached.
"You say you love me, who would give such a vicious kick in the back to someone they love? You don't
love me at all, you've been playing with me, you've been treating me like a toy."
Winnie cried. She had told herself many times that she couldn't cry in front of Brian, but she just
couldn't help it. For those harm by Brian, only crying could make her better.
"Brian, come to my heart and look at it, and I'm sure you'll cry afterwards, because my heart is full of
wounds caused by you."
"I will cry if I see your heart, because there is no position for me."
Winnie burst into tears, and Brian was at a loss.
He knew that he had hurt Winnie and that he was not a good man, but he really loved her, it was just
that he could not control himself.
"Winwin, don't say that, I was a jerk, but I love you, there will be only you in my heart."
Brian had been saying sorry for thousand times, and he knew that Winnie was already immune to it. So
this time he didn't say "sorry", he just wanted Winnie to see how he would behave in the future and she
could get to know a new him.
"Brian, stop that, is there any difference between the past and the present? If I have a place in your
heart, why do you treat Wendy well at every turn? You always say that Wendy is your savior, but how
can you hurt the one you love for your savior?"
"You always say I'm the one you care about the most, the one you love the most, but why do I feel like
I'm not even as good as your savior, is that what you call love?"
"If this is your way of loving me, I'm sorry, I can't accept it, please stay away from me."
Winnie got up, but Brian embraced the tear-stained Winnie in his arms.
"You can't go, and I can't stay away from you. Wendy is not an obstacle, I have no feelings for her at
all, and it won't affect your place in my heart."
"If it weren't for the fact that she was my savior, I would have given her a lesson. I know you've suffered
a lot because of her. Don't worry, it won't happen again, I promise."
Brian hugged Winnie tightly, constantly comforting and reassuring her, but he could still clearly feel
Winnie's trembling.
How much she was hurt, how deep her grievances were, how could she be soothed by a word or two
of comfort?
"Winwin, this misunderstanding we have is due to Wendy, I know all about that. I need a little time to
make sure of one thing before I can deal with her on this matter."
Brian's last words were meant to reassure Winnie, but what he didn't know was that in Winnie's ears it
was the most disappointing.
Winnie pushed away Brian, the embrace was not hers even if it was warm, and the words were not
sincere even if it was pleasant to hear. So it was time to leave.
Today, when they talked about Wendy and the things that Brian was unsure about, Winnie wanted to let
Brian know how many women were set on his mind.
"What do you want to be sure of?"
Winnie wiped away her tears with the back of her hand. She wanted to make everything clear and to
know how many women in Brian’s heart.
"I ......"
Obviously Brian was in a difficult position, as he didn't know what to say.
"You won't say anything, will you? I won't say anything either."
Winnie turned her head away, if she didn't force Brian to see his heart, Brian would think that she was
in his heart.
"Winwin ...... I will say it."
Brian had to compromise.
"I'm not sure until now if Wendy is the one who saved me back then, so I need time to be sure. Once
I'm sure, I'll give you an explanation for everything."
"Sure? That woman? Okay, let me ask you, what do you want to do when you're sure that Wendy is not
that woman? What about that woman? She holds a certain place in your heart."
The first sentence Winnie was asking Brian, but the last sentence Winnie used an affirmative tone,
because Winnie was telling Brian plainly that she was not alone in his heart.
"I ......"
Once again, Brian didn't know how to answer Winnie, for he didn't expect Winnie to shift her focus to
that woman.
"Winnie, I really don't know what kind of existence this woman has in my heart, I ......"
"Go to the hilltop villa and check the cell phones in your drawer, one of those had not been thrown
away because of her."
Winnie interrupted Brian's sophistry and told him that that phone said it all.
"But there's a phone there had not been thrown away because of you."
Brian understood until this moment Winnie minded that woman's existence.
That woman had other emotion mixed for Brian, but Winnie was different, he loved her purely.
"I do not deny, but you have never told a word about her to me, if you have no other feelings for her,
why do you hide it from me at every turn?"
"You checked that phone while I was asleep, sneaked out to answer her phone. You left me alone in
the police station in order to find her in M Country."
"Mr. Bennet, which woman is more important to you?"
"Also, you lost part of your memory in a car accident, but you haven't forgotten her. You say I'm
important, but you've forgotten what I've told you in less than ten hours."
Winnie once again could not control her emotion, she just wanted to make herself calm and put it all
into perspective, but all these things had hurt her and she had no control over it.
"I am sorry. There was something else I have to know beside that woman save me, but I'm not in love
with her. The feelings for her and for you are not the same."
Brian had lost a lot of memories, but he remembered this woman vaguely. He admitted that he felt
differently about this woman, but he was sure that it was different from his love for Winnie.
He forgot what he shouldn't forgot and remembered what he should not remembered, which annoyed
him, and it was out of his own control.
"Well ...... you have so many excuses, you will have excuses on everything."
Winnie was instantly deflated, like a punctured balloon, without any sense of her own direction.
Brian needed her understand for everything she mentioned.
"Brian, you are not fair to me if you want my forgiveness for all your fault and even for the fault of
Gloria, Wendy and Klara."
"Do you know what it's like for me to hear you say you love me in a situation like this?"
Winnie was disappointed and suddenly had no strength, even her voice weakened as she spoke.
"You can do nothing to Klara, because you felt indebted to her husband."
"After all the things Wendy did to hurt me, sent me to the police station and locked me up, paid people
off using your money and asked Jonny to harass me. All of this was denied by you for your savior."
"Do you know they've committed a crime? I'm the victim, and I can send them to jail, you know that?"
Winnie could not help but shed tears as she spoke.
She had held grievance for many things, but what did she get expect a hurtful heart?
"I know, I know, you didn't bother with them for my sake, It's my fault that. Winwin, I promise you that I
will give you an explanation after everything is taken care of, and I will definitely not let you suffer this
for nothing."
Brian blamed himself, he had too much to do, and Winnie became a victim of it, but he felt indebted to
her and felt he could not make it up during the rest of his life.
"There's no end. After dealing with Klara and Wendy, there's still Gloria and that woman."
"If I'm with you and one day you remember all about that woman and remember that you love her,
where do you want me to go? Where do you want me to put my pride?"
Winnie knew that Klara and Wendy were impossible to be with him, but what about Gloria? She had
just called a few days ago to warn her. What about that unseen woman, she was the biggest obstacle,
right?
"After all the things were taken care of, probably I've been killed by these people, even if I will be alive,
I will be disabled. Brian, stop it, you have too many stories, sorry I can't really give you a chance."
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