"Eva, if they miss the chance, they will miss it forever. They can't change it, just like Hanson and I. I
used to love Hanson very much. I could do anything for him. But since his engagement with Sunny and
my marriage with icy guy, our fate has come to an end. No matter how hard we tried, we couldn't go
back. That was the case with Jim and Janice. From the day Janice pretended to be dead, she and Jim
have ended. They can't go back," Essie said.
Eva lowered her head. She still couldn't believe that the stars in the sky would like the gorilla on the
ground. They were not in the same world at all. They were not the same species!
"Essie, I just want to stay with Vinton and our love. That's enough." Her face was full of disappointment
and sadness, as if she was destined to be lonely until old.
Essie sighed. Time could erase everything and heal everything. She hoped that her best friend could
get out of sadness as soon as possible.
However, fate would never wait for someone. When the God wanted to take it back, he would not wait
for even a minute.
How many good people could she meet in her life?
If she lost one, should she miss another?
That night, Eva couldn't fall asleep again. She kept recalling the scene that Jim got drunk that night.
"Stupid woman, I fell in love with you. I can't even believe myself. I have won you in everything, but lost
my heart to you. Isn't it ironic?"
"I love you. I only tell you in my dream. I won't let the real you know. I won't let you know for the rest of
my life."
She shook her head.
That night, scum Jim didn't recite the lines or treat her as someone else. He was talking to her!
He knew she was heaven pepper!
Did the gorilla in the sky like the gorilla on the ground?
It was too mysterious!
The most terrible thing was that night she touched scum Jim's...
God! Whenever she thought of this, her face was burning.
She quickly picked up the pillow and covered her head.
Scum Jim said that the furthest distance in the world was not the distance between life and death, but
that I stood in front of you and you didn't know I loved you.
However, she still felt that the furthest distance in the world was the distance between life and death.
As long as a person was still alive, no matter how far away they were, there would always be able to
unite one day. But if the loved one was gone, they would be separated forever and never see each
other again!
Just like now, she would never see Vinton again. Even if she thought of him until she her heart was
broken every day, he would never appear again. He would leave her forever.
"Woo..." She began to cry. Her big tree fell, and her home was gone. When it was cold in the future, no
one would warm her hands. When it was hot, no one would fan for her. When it was raining, no one
would hold an umbrella for her. When she was hungry, no one could make delicious fried eggs and
ham sandwiches for her.
She had become a homeless girl like a rootless duckweed floating on the water.
"Vinton, don't leave me..."
She cried for the whole night and her eyes were swollen like walnuts, but her heart still hurt so much
that she felt she was about to die.
Why did God do this to her?
Happiness was only one step away. Why did God take it away from her?
She stood up and took out a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet.
She needed alcohol to numb herself.
When Jim came over, she was already half drunk. She fumbled in the living room for a long time before
she found the door.
"Scum Jim, is that you? Why did you become two?" She was drunk and looked at him with a silly smile.
Damn it!
Jim cursed and grabbed the bottle from her hand. In the morning, Essie called him. Someone from
Country M came back with Vinton's belongings. Vinton was likely dead.
He guessed that she would feel uncomfortable. As soon as he hung up the phone, he rushed over.
But he did not expect that he was too late.
"Don't drink anymore." He grabbed the bottle from her hand.
"Scum Jim, alcohol is a good thing. You won't feel uncomfortable or painful after drinking it." Eva
reached out to grab the bottle, stumbled and fell into his arms.
"Stupid woman, alcohol can do nothing but provide temporary numbness." Jim put down the bottle and
put her down on the sofa.
"I'm stupid. I'm the stupidest woman in the world. I'm the trilobite." Eva grabbed his collar and burst into
tears. "I didn't even give myself to Vinton. That damn tsunami destroyed everything. Do you think I'm
pretentious and sentimental. I deserve to be a virgin till the day I die. I should be a nun in a temple. But
God also hates me. He took away my little Vinton and did not allow me to give myself to him!"
A violent fear swept over Jim's body, and his heart was like a horse galloping, like toppling mountains
and overturning seas. "Heaven pepper, didn't you say that you had successfully promoted to a real
woman?"
"I lied to you. I just want to be the real wife of Vinton. I don't want you to know that I, a big fool from the
heaven, failed!" She thumped her head and laughed at herself while crying.
"You are really a fool. You can't even do such a small thing!" Jim caressed her head and said in a soft
tone. All kinds of complicated expressions changed on his face like slides. He was a little grateful,
excited, and even sighed.
In fact, even if she was other's woman, he would not care. If a person really fell in love with another
person, all his scruples were useless. He wouldn't mind her past, her shortcomings, even her
imperfections.
However, he still hoped to be the first man in her life to have the most complete her!
"I'm a trilobite. After eating so much pig brain, my brain still can't evolve. Scum Jim, do you know how I
wish I could have a child with Vinton? I'm not a good wife. I ask him to be loyal to me, but I can't even
give him a bloodline. I deserve to be alone all my life." Eva's tears wet his collar.
"Stupid woman, look at me!" Jim grabbed her shoulder and said, "You still have me. I'm still with you. I'll
always be with you. I won't leave you alone!" His tone was honest, serious and sincere.
Eva narrowed his eyes and looked at him in a deep way. "Scum Jim, why did you go to Country M to
find me?"
Jim's thin lips moved, but he didn't answer.
Eva asked again, "Why did you move to the next door of my house?"
Jim remained silent.
Eva stretched out his hand and held his face, "Scum Jim, do you like me?"
Jim trembled slightly, and an indescribable complex expression swept across his face. "Heaven
pepper..." He wanted to say something but stopped on a second thought.
"Scum Jim, if you don't say anything, you will deny it, won't you?" A hint of sadness appeared on Eva's
tearful face. "I know they made a mistake. How could you like me? You are the superior King Jim. How
could you like me, a kind of ordinary trilobite with low intelligence? The stars in the sky will never like
the gorilla on the ground..."
Before she could finish her words, her mouth was covered by two thin lips.
"Hmm..." She widened her eyes in astonishment. The alcohol numbed her brain, making her stunned
and at a loss.
Jim slowly let go of her. "I don't want to be the star in the sky. I just want to be a big tree or a male
gorilla, accompanied by a stupid female gorilla."
He had never thought of getting involved at this time. He just wanted to protect her silently. He didn't
expect her to forget Vinton. He just hoped that she could walk out of the shadow and have the courage
to love him again.
However, he still hoped that she could understand his heart.
In a daze, Eva didn't hear clearly what he said. He only caught the words 'tree, male gorilla, female
gorilla'.
"Scum Jim, you don't want to be a star. You want to be a gorilla with me on the ground?"
"Do you welcome me?" Jim smiled.
"Welcome, welcome King Jim to degrade himself and join the gorilla amusement park." Eva chuckled,
tipsy.
"Heaven pepper, with my presence, you stupid female gorilla won't be lonely." Stroking her head gently,
Jim said in a tone as if he was coaxing a child.
"Scum Jim, you are so strange. I find that I can't understand you more and more." With her eyes wide
open, Eva looked at him in confusion, as if she was studying an unsolvable mystery.
"Who can you understand with the brain of a trilobite like you?" Jim pinched her nose.
"Scum Jim, they said you liked me. What do you like about me?"
"You have a good appetite. With you at the table, I will have a good appetite as well. You are hot
tempered. With you by my side to fight against me, time will become very interesting. You are still a
greedy cat. I like to see you devour the food I cook most... "
Jim said a lot. When he lowered his head, Eva had fallen asleep on his legs. To be exact, she must be
drunk.
He gently picked her up and went upstairs to the room.
"Heaven pepper, if Vinton is really gone, I will take his place to pamper, love, cherish and protect you. I
will only do better than him, not worse than him. I can give you whatever you want."
He gently touched her tearful face, and his eyes were full of affection.
In the evening, Eva was awakened by wonderful scent.
"It smells so good. It seems to be the smell of curry beef." She opened her eyes and touched her belly.
After drinking, she was starving.
When she opened her eyes, she found that she was not wearing the pajama in the morning. What
happened?
Who changed her clothes?
She jumped off the bed and searched for the culprit along the scent.
In the kitchen, Jim had prepared a delicate dinner.
"Drunkard, you finally wake up!" When he saw her, he smiled charmingly.
"Scum Jim, why are you here?" She was shocked.
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